Hmmm...

Random question : What would u do if u hav feelings for sumone, but u have tat feeling tat u werent ment to be cos of so many obvious reasons.. ?

Plus u dont wanna confront that person cos u dont wanna spoil the friendship that has already been build? N that person doesnt know how u feel cos everytime whn u interact, u jz pretend tat you're jz frens .. And, tht someone seems to be happy wit the situation of jz being frens .

Kinda sucks huh??

- Aiyo.. kena tag by may >.< -

One Word
YOU CAN ONLY TYPE ONE WORD. NO
EXPLANATIONS.

Yourself: Pressured

Your Lover: Missing

Your Hair: Mohawked

Your Mother: Relaxed

Your Father: Realistic

Your Favorite Item: Laptop

Your Dream Last Night: Emptiness

Your Favorite Drink: Random

Your Dream Home: Beachside

The Room You Are In: Air-conned

Your Pets: Shih Tzu

What You Are Now: Confused

Who You Want to be in Ten Years: Myself

What You Want to be in Ten Years: Successful

What You're Not: Smoker

Your Best Friend: Lotz

One of Your Wishlist Items: NokiaN91

Your Gender: Male

The Last Thing You Did : Ate

What You Are Wearing: t-shirt & Cargos

Your Favorite Weather: Cloudy

Your Favorite Book: None

The Last Thing You Ate: Bread

Your Life: Complicated

Your Mood: Sober

Favorite article of clothing: T-shirts

Favorite color: Blue

School: Memorable

Song: I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

Tag: Leo, Stephie, Su Ling, Don (wait.. why m i tagging don ><)

Things that go bump in d nite..

I think most of u know that tis month is d hungry ghost month rite.. N it has about 1 week plus to go b4 it ends. So i dont know if its jz coincides wit tis situation or wat.. but.. lately my housemates have been seeing things.. well.. 2 of em anyway. First time was on our very own floor!! There was tis one nite, after we all came back from CC, around 3 i think, whn we stepped out of d lift, ( to get to my unit, we need to turn to d left, on d right was d staircase) 1 of my friends turned n stared towards d staircase rite at d very end, he saw sumtin floatin at d stairs.. *below is a floor plan of my condo, it may be cacat due to really amatuerish ms painting, but hey*


Then all he could say was " open d door faster larr, faster larr". we were all wonderin wat was d hurry, thn whn we were all inside, then only he told. Fuh.. the hair on the back of my neck terus naik man...

Then, second case, was when we were on d way back from CC, at around 4am (dont ask me bout d time..) as we were walkin tru d gate, my fren who was walkin first, said he saw a shadow of a woman in white rite beside him!! Then all he did was walk really really fast wit out lookin up, me n my other friends who were at d back was also curious of why he was so fast.. we kept callin him but he didnt care, jz jalan only.. thn sum of my other frens behind me were still monkeying around. Nah.. another horrible drawing to make things clearer :

Again when we were all inside, then only he told us.. n again.. shimmers up my spine ><.. walao.. and if tat was not enough.. the past few days at our yumcha sessions, we all kept telling ghost stories la.. luckly for me, my imagination has its limits. hehe.. But last nite, i swore i closed d glass door for d balcony shut b4 i went into my room for my bath, then whn i came out, it was slightly open.. thn i closed it again b4 i went out, thn whn came back.. slightly open again .. -.-'' .. and all of my housemates are not around yesterday, 1 went hometown, 1 went to pj , 1 went to dj (damansara jaya) 1 more hilang duno go where... the couple.. havin sum sorta fight.. so both also hilang.. But luckly last nite whn i got back i was so tired.. i went straight to bed witout thinkin wat is there or wat could be there.

Oh, first time went to Souled Out yesterday.. Hmmm.. didnt know a jug of Heini cost 50 bucks till it was too late -.-'' .. but oh well, important thing is.. had fun rite.. And, sumhow, i think i'm studyin in d wrong side of town.. so many lengluis there ><.. haha.. here got la.. but here all those.. la la type la :P.. dont get me wrong, there are d decent types, kinda like my type.. but very few n far between.. btw, wat is my type.. hmmm..

Other then that, nothin much has been happenin, exams drawin closer as usual.. oh oh, last weekend, one of my housemates brought us to tis place in segambut to eat seafood noodles.. think d place was called Yu Ai or sumthin liddat.. n it was freakin syok.. prawns big big.. alot of clams ( i m not usualy fond of clams, but whn u have tis much, its a sin to let it go to waste), fish among others.. and d bill?? 12 bucks for 1 bowl, 14 for a big bowl.. !! but boy was it worth it hehe. But after tat.. had do really jimat wit maggi lo.. huhu.. :~~..

Hmm.. wat else.. oh, played futsal for 2 weeks in a row!! considerin i usually dont play futsal up in kl at all, tis was sumtin of n achivement.. n this group of friends that im stayin wit n thier frens who always drop by all semangat futsal.. so i guess next time playin futsal up here wont be a problem at all! woohoo...

Btw, paging anyone that hasnt been blogging *nudges leo n su ling*.. blog la.. sien le everytime i go cc nuthin to do 1 hour.. -.-.. Will be goin back next week for d BBQ thing.. i'll be back la.. hmm.. who has booze? Klip.. ada vodka kan?? HEHE *evil grin*

People please becareful!!

I'm sure most of u have already read about d 1st yr TARC student who was murdered sumwhere along d road from TAR Villa condo n d Wangsa Maju LRT station. Since tat day (jz few dayz ago) , everyone here has been franticly concerned about thier safety (and why not rite). And wats worse, in todays papers, another student got robbed n slashed!! knn.. these ppl got nothin better to do thn to rob ppl ar? Here's d link in case u ppl dont read d papers :P .

Now, even i'm scared of walkin back from college alone.. given tat the 'shortcut' from college to my place is tru a secluded construction site.. si beh scary leh.. n i think the next time whn i come back from malacca to here, i'll either a) come back earlier or b) take a cab from d lrt station (pretty senseless in usual cases) . Cos everytime i come back, it will be around 7-8pm.. which is kinda dark.. and i assume the time these mother fukers come out n prey! oh, did i mention tat, in the article, the condo he was referrin to might be the condo i'm living in leh.. 1 km away from taman melati lrt.. sounds familiar.. >< . Even my dad rang up from his office to check if everything was ok here wit me..

Hmmm.. me n my housemates were thinkin of carrying knives whn we go out yum cha-ing or better yet, carry durians!! lol.. or rather, hope sum SOB tries go get us whn we're buyin durians.. lol.. speakin of which.. we did manage to buy durians yesterday.. 8 bucks per kilo.. kinda expensive rite?? But it was worth d price we paid.. No D24s .. but sweet n creamy enough :).

Rite, better be headin off to class now. N remember ppl, dont talk to strangers whn they walk up to u! , jz show em d finger

Recap...

*Puts on blogger cap* where do i start.... oh, last weekend , half the 2.40 geng n me went up to gentings to celebrate prash's farewell to indonesia. I say half only cos still there were quite a few of thm didnt come due to one reason or another lo. I'm sure they be wishing they went wit us huh. There were alot of photos taken tat day.. but i'm sure if i post them here, they will be d same as Yong Hwee's blog , u ppl can head there n check out d pics. Hmm.... we gatherd at kl central at around 1030 , and my first shock was : Don's hair!! omfg.. i tot it was may at 1 point. lol.. sorry ya, no wonder leo says there is a tabung gunting rambut for him la. hahah.. i also wanna donate! :P Actually, was suppose to meet someone at central first but since tat person had a change in plans, so.. wit a bit of dissapointment at hand, i went to search for thm at McDs lo.. oh, and lemme tell u, nothing brings a cheer to me thn jelly donuts :) .. haha

Anyway, the trip up to genting was quite fast, about 45+ mins only.. surprising since usually i come from malacca, n it takes like forever to reach. But once there, the first thing i noticed was.. isnt it suppose to be colder up here?? i wore black t shirt summore leh.. Cheked into a room at d first world resort, was kinda small, but for d price we were payin, cant complain too much rite :) . Soo... imagine tis la, 8 ppl, on 2 , well, 4 matreesses.. (if u can call d flat piece of wood i was sleepin on a matrees la :P) . But not surprising, i didnt get much sleep tat nite.. only bout 2 hours i guess.. the ones tat slept soundly like pigs (jk jk) were ho chun n may. Jeles le.. they can jz peng out jz like tat. haha. slept for only 2 hours i tihnk but i think jac n shenynn had less sleep thn me though..

But before all d sleepin (or wat was suppose to be sleepin), we had lunch, pretty sucky.. the beef teppanyaki tasted more like rubber teppanyaki.. >< .. thn after tat, we went to d theme park.. tooo bad 3 of em backed out la (dont wanna name names :P) Had so much fun there.. Finally get to ride d space shot thing.. last time i was here, it was still partially underconstruction.. so tis time round, i thought to myself, by hook or by crook, im gettin on d spaceshot ride.. And boy was i NOT dissapointed!! sure it was fun.. made me think twice tat if i were to ever commit suicide, it wouldnt be by jumpin off a tall building ;) . Seriously thought my heart had gone to my brain.. n like don said, wanna scream also cant scream!! But i guess tats the main essence of a fun thrill ride rite? Being able to bring u to feel so close like dying, but in d end, everyone ends up safely.. Got my adreneline pumping for sure.. after tat ride, 3 straight rounds on d cockcorkscrew seemed like childs play. Oh there was also tis new ride.. looks like spiderman by the design n color, but more like superman to me cos its ridin on ur stomach. Was sorta fun.. could've been better if the ride was bigger n longer though.. payed 10 bucks for it le >< .

After tat, we had dinner at pizza hut.. the new cheese thing wasnt bad at all!! And to be honest, tis is d 1st time i know there is like a shaker for cheese on d table :x.. hahaha.. Don sprinkled so much cheese on it, it seemed like he was orderin a cheese only pizza rather thn a hawaiian delight . :D .. Later after tat, Jac wanted to challenge me at pool, kononnyer wanna gain confidence by whoppin my ass.. N given tat my last time playin pool was.. hey.. last christmas at frazers, was prepared to get my ass whopped la.. but in d end.. out of 2 rounds.. won 2 :P.. had a wager in d final game.. Wat wassit? well, its between me n jac huh ;) . Almost beat may, but due to my noobness in pool , make stupid errors, so may, next time whn i go back to malacca, no more dota ya.. hehehe :) Anyways, was suppose to go clubbin tat nite, but due to sum difficulties n sumthin to do wit bad popcorn, it didnt happen.. Instead we hung out at starbucks instead.. Actually, i think, IMHO, i'd hav more fun sippin a cuppa at starbucks n clubbin lo. Well, thn again, tats jz me :).

Next day, had brunch at McD's followed by a trip to d motion master b4 we head back home.. n to tell u d truth, it was a major rip off.. the ride was kinda how to say.. 'tamer'.. not much jerkin n sudden moves, more of d 4d effects thing. N maybe it was d fact tat we sat rite at d front, tat we didnt get to enjoy it.. But still, i consider it a rip off!! Oh btw, reminds me, i still owe ho chun 8 bucks for it :P. So after tat, we had to go home :( .. but to tell u d truth, was rather glad in a way.. no need to spend so much summore.. haha. .spent about 150 in 1 day!! >< ... Luckly for me, the bus tat we took back wanted to go to d Gombak lrt station, so i manage to drop down from walkin distance from my place :).. saved all d trip n money hahah.. another 2.30 on lrt saved hahaha.

Oh, btw, to all u peeps tat always IM n ask me if i have net yet ( i know u fellas ask coz u care :) ) , the answer is : no, for now n d near future.. Dont ask me why, housemates la.. >< one of em say anything, 2 of em say dont want. the other say want but he's always late wit his share of bills, so.. currently on hold.. and if i dont tell u ppl, means no ya.

Short post

Sorry peeps for not updating in a very very long time. I still dont have a net connection here ><. Currently at a cyber cafe behind my condo at 645 am. yes AM!! reason? gotta do sum stuff cos housmates com kena virus. and seems like its the same virus i kena b4.. sooo.. being all goodie goodie n all.. come here n search info for it la.

Anyway, life has been pretty hectic.. well, reason being mainly cos of football season. Wait... wat season, it was jz 1 month.. the real season hasnt start yet ;) . hmm.. betted abit.. totally jz won only 25.30 . haha... so little ><.. *looks at timer : got 10 min left* .. i tihnk i've watched at least 55 out of the 64 matches televised thanks to my tv card i bought bout a year ago. I knew it would come in handy someday :) . So when ever national tv shows a match, all of us would stay in n cramp infront of my laptop to watch hehe.. But now that world cup is over, and the regular season is about a month away, dont know wat to do ><.. rite.. i hear the words STUDY LA comin out from various corners .. well, guess will get to that la..

Hmm.. should be coming home tis week, dont know who msg me and said got farewell gathering for Liang tis saturday. So , if all goes well, i'll skip class on saturday n come back on friday la. Thn the following week will be goin up to genting for Prash's farewell pula. .and to all those readin and FFK-ing us.. shame on u!!.. yes u!! .. hah. u know who u are!! *timer got 150 sec left*

hmmm.. as 4 me luv life.. pretty much non existent.. dont ask.. dont know.. sometimes things arent jz ment to be i guess. so many reasons..

well, guess i got to go.. will try to blog more.. dont know where to blog though ><.. go for breakfast at mamak now. hehe. ciaoz guys n gals.

Back to reality

Sigh, its been sumtime since i blogged, reason being 1 n only 1, i have NO internet connection in my new condo yet larr.. so May, sorry ye ^^ . And therefore i assume i have plenty of blog readings i need to catch up on eh? . Hmm.. since i'm on the way to addressing stuff on my tag box, dee : now only u know i got shout out box? its been here from day 1 u NOOB!! oh and i jz found out tat hotmail ada 250mb AFTER i blogged tat. LOL... but thn, for me 25mb sudah enuf. anything bigger can dump to my yahoo mail address ; zara : thx for ur understanding ;) . yong hwee : ya, may needs to be spanked.. pot calling kettle black pula. she is on holiday btw.

Right now tat thats out of the way, things have not been too good for me these days :( ... results came out..Unexpectedly, i failed again :~(.. The worse thing is, the college now wants me to REPEAT what ever second year subjects i've failed. Haiz, i also malas wanna get pissed over it, so in total, i need to attend 5 subjects this sem due to the fact they changed the arragement of the subjects for the second year. So not only are my plans to work dashed, but also my plans to jz be a couch potato go into the dustbin. But then again, n im guessing many of u will say this : world cup not as important as studies.. rite?? rite?? Hmm... as u all know me, obviously my parents dont know yet.. dunno how im gonna tell em tat i failed thm again let alone repeat the subjects . >< .. hmm, dont have to worry tis time bout ppl lookin down on me rite? but cant help but feel tat, whn i tell ppl tat im a repeat student, they kinda give u the 'look' where u feel like ur sum kinda monster, well, a stupid one at least :P . Diuzz,.... why my life so liddat wan.. >< .. knnccb la..

So here i am, in college, in the com lab. Was suppose to attend class, but the lecturer didnt show up after half n hour, and i guess tat means tat he is not comin rite?? Hmm.. thats the end of my classes for today. Oh, speakin of which, found out tat i have lectures on saturday as well, 12pm lecture :~~~... which means really really rare for me to come back home unless its super duper important, which obviously sucks to the max.

Well, on a lighter note, staying at my new place has been kinda fun, the friends here are very friendly . Went to carrefour the other day to buy my cupboard n mattress, so left only a study table to go search n buy. But sucky thing is, barely a month into our stay, things have already starting to get spoiled.. the 2 wall sockets are blown out, the tap connected to the washing machine is also broken.. well the tip of the tap anyway.. >< .. hopefully my housemates have already complained to the management by the time i get back. Hmm.. the gym here is ready, but get this, in order to use it and the swimming pool, we have to buy sum stupid pass tat cost 25 bucks a year.. shouldnt it be sufficient enough to show ur pass card to them? And i hear tat we students gotta make another card for sum reason la. Dunno la, see wat the others say la.. Need to fix the streamyx soon as well.. life has been so boring here >< ..

Ahh well, guess life goes on rite.. and for me, as a goddamn repeat student :~ .. haiz.. miss chatting online , so ppl who i regulary chat wit, plz bare wit tis time of suffering for me ok.. rite.. now tat was random.. hmm.. so bored now, wanna go back condo also malas, wanna go town hang kai also malas.. >< , wanna eat lunch also too early, diuzz..

hmm.. does tis post consider to be emo enuf?

May sucks! .... the month larr.. -.-

Warning : slightly/partly emo post ahead. u have been warned!!

Rite, i think as far as this year or any other that has passed, this month is clearly been laid wit so much stuff that sucks, it even made me believe tis month is a doomed month >.< ... rite rite.. lets see.. over the past several weeks ppl around me or me have experienced : breakups wit bf/gf, fiancees ; death in the family or friends ; accidents ; strained relationships with family/friends . Sure it may sound normal, but as far as i'm concerned, it has never been so concentrated like this my entire life >.< .. rite.. screw this goddamn month. Next month, the only tears n joy i will shed, is for football :P.

As far as my last post is concernend, i suppose i'm dealing with it wit the right manner.. For all i know, it might just be an infratuation rite? Certainly dont wanna let history repeat itself. But sumhow rite.. i duno why, i feel like im being to possesive or over demanding on certain things ( like why no sms, why leave so early, i want tis /tat ..yadda yadda) even if we're jz frens. I know its wrong, i know im at no right to do such things.. but i justs do it .. haha.. so much for the Nike tagline eh. Rite more bertekun and bertekad to stop this stupid n foolish me >.< ..

Oh, and what issit wit ppl hiding thier emotions becos of thier pride? I'm really not targetting anyone if particular so here are my 2cents (maybe its worth less) on it : I've always said, emotions n feelings are not ment to be hidden, esp if lets say, u are keeping sumthing for sumone, but ur too afraid/proud to tell em. Why? Cos u'll never know wat might happen if u did, if it turns out for better or for worse rite? What if u regret not sayin wat u wanted to , and one day look back n say to urself "if only i had said that to him/her" . I've seen this happen too many times , well ok , mostly on tv :P , but my point is, its not worth it keeping ur feelings from someone. If u hate their guts, jz walk up to thm n say " dude, i dislike the way ur doin things, plz do sumtihn bout it" or if u like someone ... well, those words to say are pretty simple rite? I know i would tell tat sumone how i felt bout them, be it good or bad, well, not all the time but certainly more often then not. Sometimes, stepping on our pride or facing ur fear is the best possible thing tat we can do in order to get some words across.

On another note, i think i might be goin back up to kl this weekend. College is starting, although i still dont know where i stand, i figured it be best if i go up there n seek assistance from the office.Got another pep talk from parents, so i guess for real this time, i'm really gonna get my head down n pass every freakin paper. Hmm.. maybe my head will be on football during tat month la.. but jz for tat month >.<

Well, theres about 9 more days to a new month.. wonder wat other fucked up shit can happen.Btw, jz realized that hotmail has upgraded its capacity to 25mb.. yay.. at least whn someone sends me those emails attached wit pics up to 2-3 mb, it wont be rejected.. its still far off from yahoo mail or gmail, but hey, its a start rite? Small steps are better thn none taken .. Oh, tat applies to everything i've said ya :P

>.<

Keep tellin myself tat i must not.. but yet.. i keep doin it.. why?? why?? >.<.. why are the things that we cant or must not obtain in life become the most temptatious things? My case? hmm.. wat else.. falling for sumone i dont think i should.. well, nuff said .. Note to self : gotta controll ur self ... and i WILL try to control myself.. *bangs head on table* >.<


BTW, Happy Mothers Day ^^v

Free~~

Well, its been a long time since i last blogged. Guess it was either no time, or no mood. Well, guess today ada mood abit, ada time also, so might as well eh. Lets see, rite now, i'm on holiday for 3 weeks, eh.. wait, i'm on perma holiday.. muahahahaha. unless college tells me other wise... Hmm.. in the past few weeks, i've :

- Transfered my wireless account to my fren, so 50 riggit deposit i got back.. *cha ching*

- Checked out of my hostel, another 50 bucks deposit *cha ching again*

- Shifted all my stuff to my new place, thx to a friend of mine. Those house mates ar.. nothing to say, kononnyer suppose to help me move at 1pm.. delay delay till say 1 am.. thn i got feddup, i asked another fren instead. God, hopefully tis is not a sign of things to come with em. >.<

- Celebrated my grandmothers 89th (i think) birthday at d legacy hotel in KL. The dinner was like chinese new year take 2. 5 tables of relatives , uncle n aunt from england n aussie also was here. Was suppose to be 5 star hotel, food wasnt bad... only the cold dish looked like 5 star honestly...cos of d prawns n mussels. It was the ONLY time i eat mussels.. cos they were so BIG and covered with garlic n CHEESE!! u hear that lynn, CHEESE. hahhaha.. too bad u and ann couldnt be here huh. hoped u had a blast in bang-kok though. =) ... did u all go for d mtv asia awards? Sadly with out u 2 here, plus no ah leong n ah meng, me n eu jinn had to sit with the kids >.< .. my sis wanted to act all grown up.. so she sat wit d adults. :P .. And my, those kids, though the eldest might be only in f 1, but thier minds... my god.. for me to say that they are polluted, gotta be sumthin rite? Oh, and as expected went to kayu after that for supper. lol. ^^

- Watched d mtv asia awards.. sad to say, tis yrs event totally sucked. Winners sucked, performances sucked, host sucked. The only thing thats nice (according to Leo) was the trophy itself. haha.. and i have to agree , that was d only thing tat looked good .

- Went for dinner with leo n su ling on wednesday to windmill. Had sum chiken n fish grill.. not bad lar.. Hadn't eaten western outside for years now. Last i remember was amigos bout..errr. wait. i dont remember at all >.< Hmm.... later went to secret recipe for sum cake. Been craving for thier marble cheese for sum time now.. and guess wat, marble cheese was sold out! omfg... how can it be sold out, and u fellas dont have n extra cake. Asked for the blueberry cheese, also sold out... by tat time, i was outta ideas of wat to eat ( my usual choices are those 2, never tried anything else :P) . In d end , settled for yogurt cheese. Not bad, taste like lemon cheesecake to me though.

Guess other than that , nothing much else happend. Usually my days back are spent in front of the tv, or in front of d laptop or at padang. Oh, past few days, been waking up blardy early.. 7am on tuesday!! 9 am on wednesday 10 am on thursday .. thank god i woke up at 12 today :P.. I also had no idea why i woke up so early at 7... goddamn 7!! >.<..

Anyways, congrats to someone on getting the JPA scholarship to do med. You've earned it. I'm very happy for u =) .

Rite.. time to reconnect n post tis ( goddamn dial up -.-)

P/s : moms day is comin up.. wat did u get for ur mom??

KNNCCB -.-

die.... i think i flunkeed my physics paper again... dah le i didnt sleep d whole nite... now my efforts i feel are wasted. And for once, i kinda feel sad n useless, usally, i jz dont care, i said i did wat i could, wait for resit.. but today.. duno why.. i feel like those brainy ones who didnt score an A (no offence ). Well, jz tat... ah.. wtf... forget it lar.. wats done is done >.< .. might have to repeat tis blardy subject. diu... now left 2 papers.. n both of em.. still no blardy clue... ><>.<>.<

Ah.. jz needed a place to rant.. where else eh. I guess im feelin slightly better.. maybe cos d lack of sleep n a damn blardy hungry stomach. ah well, i'm eatin my nasi goreng ayam beside me with a can of coke.. so i can only feel better. Well, on a lighter note, as ya'll notice ( or not) my poll as been automatically closed due to its 1 month period. The results : 15 out of 24 of u agree that it is possible findin tat special sumone through d net. hmmm... since i've been spendin helluva lot of time online.. wonder if i have found mine yet..hmmm.. lolx.. anyway.. thx guys n gals for voting. Cham ni la spirit kekawannan lol. Anyway, a new poll will be up soon. Only thing is, cant think of anything nice.. hmm ok la, u all think there should be a poll? or not? if yes leh.. plz suggest sum stuff to polll about.. and for those of u who dont give a crap... aih... no semagat to layan...

hmm.... ok la.. need to finish up my food... chat abit on irc and later on get sum shut eyes -.-....

Worm Detected, Worm found, Worm annilated .. muahahaha

Grrr... my com kena attack by stupid malware worm again :~~ . Stupid worm by the name of w32.rontobox@@mm or sumthin liddat . Was circulating around in my friends coms for awhile now.. damn tulan, jz leave d com on oni, d anti virus will pop up sayin got virus in tis tis tis folder, and thn clean it up. But wats more tulan is whn playin dota that time. Kan cheong part, like wanna pawn sum one, or wanna run away, stupid anti virus pop up. So, urs truly jz switched off his antivirus and jz went on playin. Mana tau.. today, felt like pc was lagging on me >< . Then when i just followed n test d symptoms. And wtf... betul betul kena ><. aih... wasted 1 hour testin n tweakin my com, do tis do tat. But luckly i manage to kill tat worm and everythings back to normal. Yay..

Well, nothing much to update on since tis is blardy exam week. Finishing on d 5th. But then.. dont know if i'll have net access next week. New month i wont be here anymore... so if i dont get my frens who are sharing to continue tis line. I guess its bye bye net for a week. which i dont know how am i gonna survive.. Oh wait... i have 3 papers on tues wed n fri.. great.. thn maybe after that i can go stay wit my cousins.. LOL.. hmm.. see how it goes.. ah well, bak to studyin ><

operator.. the line is dead... (soon i'll be d same)

waa.. totally totally addicted to tis song leh. :P . Ya ya, i know, i'm pretty late XP but thn again, since whn was i ever early? well, officaly i havent slept for the past 24 hours. Reason? definetly not studyin >.<.. manage to squeeze in a few hours though >.< . Oh, and i might not be updatin tis blog for a couple of weeks cos exams are startin already next monday!! grrr.... so gonna die.. lol

On a lighter note, jz came back from my new place. Went with my new housemates n a couple of frens. Actually, they jz wanted to go there to swim, but since i havent seen the place, i thought might as well go la, after all, will not be free after today and i dont know whn else i would go there until i actually move. What can i say about the place.. hmmm.. its pretty decent. spacious living room, but sumhow, i feel that my master room is jz slightly bigger thn my hostel room nia.. plus i'd be sharin wit a fren of mine. hmm.. the balcony view is facing the swimming pool. Which is not bad la. Got jacuzzi summoe XD . Oh, but thn rite.. while my frens were swimmin, and i was readin d papers.. suddenly nia, saw 3 Malay pondans walk in. I was like omgwtf keep cool.. really melemahkan. DOnt know if thier actually residents or they run d dobi downstairs. Lucky our unit has our own washing machine hehe..

As for my housemates, i guess they are pretty cool, funny thing is out of us 5 guys, there are 2 liverpool supporters and 1 each for chelsea, arse-anal n Man Utd. haha.. so i can only imagine d commotion whn those teams face each other nxt season. Another thing good is that all of em speak english and mostly use it as a first language. Which is super sweet for me. Unlike now where mandrin is d lingua franca. Dont get me wrong, i dont mind, get to learn alot anyway, but its always better to communicate in a language u know rite. But only bad thing is that most of em are smokers. Just hope they are civil minded enugh to not smoke in d unit ><. So i guess it'll be another new chapter in my life eh.

Other then that, nothing solid happend this week, been rainin everyday here . Usual la i guess. Oh got an earful from me dad for wanting to go out wit the guys durin d weekend. The usual crap i get lar.. sumhow im tryin to build n immune system to it :P . Hmmm.. well, guess i need to get sum shut eyes soon. I might blog again in between my exams, thn again, i might not la. Maybe i might put sum stupid quiz results that no 1 wanna see XD. Quite happy that my poll finally got sum hits. Can be considered as a poll. :P Keep it up peeps!! ur opinons are greatly appreciated :P , ok la.. gonna go get sum zzzz.. ciaoz . operator, kill tis line

some random tests..

Haha.. according to may, y.wee n s.ling, i've been a lil emo these couple of days. Hmmm. i also wonder why? hmmm.. maybe cos im missing sum 1? or that i want sumthing/sumone that seems impossible to have? haha.. i also duno exactly why i so liddat larr.. but i m gonna shot myself in d foot again by doin these few test n reveal sum shyt bout me..hahaha.. kinda true though.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

You Have Low Self Esteem 20% of the Time

Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

How is Your Self Esteem?

You Are 57% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

Are You Addicted to Love?

hah... guess thats all bout it. time to get sum shut eyes...

I'd do tis for her .. if i have a her..

Got this of my friendster bulletin , and im pretty sure most if not all of u have already read this. For those who sumhow havent, its suppose to be sumthin like the sweetest thing a guy can do to his gal.Actually its juz suppose to be reposted, but jz for the heck of it, i decieded to put it here and give my opinions on it :P. Now lets see which one of this would i do :

smell her hair.... - yes, sumhow girls manage to keep thier hair smellin sweet n lovely
Talk to her in movie theatres.... - no, dont wanna disturb.. plus, havent u seen the nokia public
service announcement??
Hold her hand while u talk.... - of cos.
Tell her shes beautiful.... - yes
Look her in the eye when u talk to her.... - it'll be inappropriate to look anywhere else rite
Tell her stupid jokes.... - i could, i'm constantly make a fool of myself
Let her mess with ur hair.... - only whn its not gelled :P
Just walk around wit her.... - sure
Look at her like shes the only girl you see... - wouldnt that make me stare at here like O_O. :P
Tickle her Even if she says stop.... - i'll stop whn she says so. Dont wanna kena any reprocussions :P
When she starts swearing at u,tell her u love her.... - not a bad idea.. will try that sumday
Let her fall asleep in ur arms.... - i would do that
GET HER MAD,THEN KISS HER.... - now why would i wanna get her mad in d first place.. baka
Tease her... - hmmm.. i do tend to tease ppl alot eh
Let her tease u back.... - duh, of cos i'd let
kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her.... - this ones tricky, never know when is when. >< .guess only thing to do is practice :P
Stay up wit her all night when shes sick.... - of coz i'd do that
Watch her favorite movie.... - of cos i'd do tis. Dont care if its a chic flick or sum foreign movie. As long as its not bollywood or malay show -.-
Kiss her forehead.... - sure
Write her letters.... - arent letters so yesterday? email is the 'slowest' i'd go
If she asks u 2 go 2 a show with her,go.... - duh, need to disagree?
Let her wear ur clothes..... - errr... guess i could if she really needs em :P
When shes sad,hang out with her.... - definatly a yes
Buy her ice cream.... - sure
Let her take all the photos of u she wants.... - sure
Kiss her in the rain.... - i'd luv to try tis sumday
And when u fall in love with her tell her - this also nak tanya karrr.... duh... i'm not the kind who holds back larr.. u guys/girls should know that rite :P

Ok, thats all, and here comes the part where it gets categorize as a chain letter, and this case a chain bulletin :

if your a girl repost this as "The Sweetest
Things A
Guy Could Do"
if your a boy repost this as "I'd Do This For
Her"

if you dont repost this in 4 minutes you will
loose
the one you love, or never find a love

I for one dont give a crap about this.. been doin sumthin like that long time ago. kononnyer will meet love of life in 10 days lar.. and look where am i now?? stil single.. still sad :P.. hahah.. okok not sad lar.. hmmm... so , considerin i'd do all that, - a few lar, any takers for me? :P hehe *senses desperation runnin tru veins*

Grrr.. take 2

Ish.. Damn thunderstorm.. Was happily bloggin tis evening when all of d sudden, lightnin struck n rain fell. But obviously, i didnt bother much and after a few (actually quite a numbe) of close by lightning bolts, the power finally went off. Just as i was about to hit the "publish post" button. KNNCCB. Ah well, so here goes take 2.

What can i say, its been a pretty dull week, i can only recall 2 big things happenin durin d week. One of it certianly was Man U beating Arse-anal 2-0 even though arse-anal played with 2 keepers for a certain period of time. Had United not win, surely there would be plenty of uproar on the back pages of d press. Ah well, non the matter, we won, and i had a fun time making fun of my Arse-anal supporter coursemates :) . Could see sum of their faces turnin black, muahahaha, boy did i have fun :).

On another note, i've finally found a place to stay after tis sem. Movin into a condo unit with my friend and his other friends. Most of us are in from the hostel so i've actually met them b4. Will be stayin sum 10 min walk away from the college and aslo 10 min walk away from d melati lrt station. Havent actually seen the place yet, but according to d rest, its really a nice place wit our balcony view lookin down on d swimming pool!! :}~~. And kononnyer aslo got gym and get tis.. sauna!!! Waaa.. wonder when will it be fully operational. The only thing is, the unit we stay, is totally not furnished. So we will have to do sum shoppin i guess. Only thing was provided is a washing machine, and we are negotiating either a dining table or a stove. Most likely will be goin to see the place tis wednesday. And might be moving in on the 2nd or third week of may, that means less time back in malacca lo. Ah well, guess jz gotta move on huh.

Hmmm... other then that, dont really know, oh i've finally got to watch bleach. Yes yes, NOW only i watch -.- . Really nice le.. but thn , tis is gonna suck : after episode 54 which i took from my friend, the subtitles are all in chinese. -.- .. wtf.. ah well, guess i need to be hitting d books soon liao, exams startin on d 26th. >.< ... oh and 2 may, bitch wat bitch.. knn!! dota 1v1 come lar!! kns.. :P

Random Rants

Hmmm... tis week will already be the 5th week of my 7 week sem. Gosh how time flies when ur having fun. As for this week itself, nothing much happend i guess. Oh, met d college counsellor, well, actually my dad made an appointment to go see her to talk about what help i can be offered >.< . Somehow i didnt fine her very helpful. Why cos the first quetion she asked was : what do you think can be done to help u? And i was like , if i knew what should or can be done, i would've done it ages ago and this meeting would never happen rite? Well, i did say : If i knew what should be done, i wouldn't be here right?? . Then she gave me the 'oh you think ur so smart' look. -.-

Dont know what she n my dad talked about after that cos i reminded thm i had class n left :P . Then, the next day, around 9am, that counsellor called me . And me being so blur after watching champions league the other nite, juz said 'uh, uh' and couldnt remember much of wat was said. I think it went along the lines of ' i've found u a senior who is willing to tutor u, tis is his number n name, go call him..or contact him... he speaks little english... and i want to meet u again on tuesday' .. sum where there lar. Thn whn i woke up few hours later. I saw this piece of paper wit sum guys name scribbled on it wit a hp number. O.o ... so.. we'll see how it goes lar..

Hmm... oh, ya been blog surfin lately, and i have to say, damn lot of fella's dont update thier blogs. why? only god noes. I wont wanna mention who.. but u tau tau lar... siape so free after stpm, or study in same hometown etc etc. plz la.. blog la, if not, how la i noe how are u all doing. On9 pun tak da, ada pun sudah lansi tak mau msg. haha.. :P

Oh, another thing i wanna know, is putting a poll on my blog worth it ar? seems like tak de orang vote pun. Only got 7 hits for my last poll, which was up for bout month or so. Aiyo.. plz la.. vote la... i noe u wont get prize or anything, but just for fun la. Then if i see tak da sambutan, might just take it down. Then those readers who actually cared to vote, will feel they mensia sia kan masa nia. >.<''

Lets see, yesterday, nara came up here supposedly to go for d UTAR open thing wit PHANG. But then 1 of them decided to FFK the 2 of us. KNNCCB u!! haha.. jk jk. Wasnt really much to se or much to do. There were talks goin on, but dont seem interesting enough. Me n nara went for the talk on sumthing to do wit engineering as a whole jz cos we were there when it was about to start. And tis guy, who has a PhD, is givin his speech moslty regarding what qualities should an engineer have, what kinda personality will an engineer develop sum shit liddat lar. According to nara, it was more like a moral class nia, which i added, only thing different was that the speaker masuk the word 'engineer' in almost every point . -.-

Well, i have to say that nara wont be comin to utar.. why? ask him.. :P . So for those interested, according to him, its either TARC doin electrical engineering or Law sumwhere else. Guess that pretty much wraps up what i have to say.. Now to find a few more points for my assignment b4 i get some shut eyes >.<

Thought of d day: "Absence does make d heart grow fonder" ;-)

Where'd You Go

'Where'd you go, i miss you so!'. Well, thats how i've been feeling lately, about what u may ask, well, its none other than.. the weekends! I dont know, maybe its just me, but somehow, sunday nights seem to arrive so fast for me these few weeks, for 1 moment, i was finishin my week on thursday, and now i am here on a sunday night, figuring where did the weekend go? >.< gosh.. i have no idea.

Hmm, lets see, this weekend, what did i do? Oh, manage to finally play futsal after months and i mean months of not playin futsal. How i missed it, puttin d ball in d back of the net beyond n grasp of d helpless keeper. haha.. First time playin with these bunch of fellas, at a court near wangsa square food court. Pretty decent court, better then the one in genting klang for sure. hah.. and havin curry chicken for lunch a couple of hours earlier surely didnt help my cause at all. Could feel d spiciness churnin in my guts.! haha. cis.. clearly unfit >.< .

And not to mention, the night b4, barely got any sleep. Why? lets see my hostel mates were playin mah jong in my room again. Yeap, mah jong, again! haha.. and this time, they started at 3 am and finished at around 830. Note: i dont know how to play, i was merely supplyin them wit the room and i was bz on9 chattin n doin my own stuff. Well, after they packed n went to bed, i tot finally i could get sum sleep b4 going for futsal, but nooooo. The stupid hostel management had to conduct room checkin on that day (that day being friday),at that time.. so thinkin that they'ed check the ground floor first, i decieded not to sleep, cos once i do, i dont want to be woken up against my own will. So wait i did.. and wait..... and wait.. thn whn i looked out of my room, i could hear them on d top floor knockin on heaven's students door and sayin " Good mornin, room chekin" . I was like Walao, can do ground floor 1st tak nak.. must go 1st.. cis... so by the time they finally came, it was like 10 am liao. So only manage to sleep thn and woke up at 2pm for lunch. >.<

Was so tired that nite that i KOed at 1230.. a record for me this year.. first time sleepin so early! whahaha.. And i only woke up at 1pm the next day! Wow. hmm.. guess there went my weekend. Haiz. other thn that, guess got nuthin much else. The weeks been pretty same, oh bought another jersey tis week. Brazil's latest nike kit! haha.. my 2nd after Barcelona home jersey :P. Cis this month spent alot lo. Gotta cut down liao. Summore have to pay money for my resit papers >.<.

On another note, told my parents that i wouldnt be able to continue with my advance this year, and surprisingly they didnt show d slightest point of anger or dissapointment. They just said, "1 year is not a long time, go and work and study hard lo" . Well, i knew for sure they were dissapointed la. But wat to do, shit happens rite. And thankfully, they handled it (in my eyes) well. Next up is to plan wat to do. That can wait till another time.. soon , after my exams.. i guess.

Now back to wonderin where did my weekend go... hmm

I've Been Tagged!

Wasei, was readin true someones blog, and suddenly i've noticed that i've been tagged. AGAIN!.haha. not by d same person, but still ... Oh well, here it goes :


How many schools did I go to?
Lets see, 1 primary, 1 secondary, n now 1 college. Not to mention 2 kindergartens :P.

Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?
Definatly the Hero Of The Day la. Imagine me being a studious nerd *imagining..* wahahahaha..rite. like thats ever gonna happen. :P


Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet?
Hmm... neither i guess. Maybe abit of d taiko role, but i usually keep my works underwraps :X


What was the biggest rule I broke in school?
Hmm... i've broken some high profile rules (IMHO). But have never been cought!! What are they?Well, for me to know, for u to errr.. wonder XD . 1 of which had to do wit d words P-O-N-T-E-N-G.


Three subjects I enjoyed.
Hmm.. simple: PA - 99% football , need i explain more? ; English - 99% walk in d park, wit d current english in schools, should it be any less? ; and err.. Thermodynamics n Heat Bodies (sumthin liddat) - juz facinates me..


Three teachers that inspired me.
Do i have to think of three?? I can only remember errrr... Mr Sasi. Super cool teacher :P . Oh and Mok Meng aka mrs... low and mr albert . Those 2 inspire me to NOT be like them whn i grow up XD


People I tag:
Lynnie, Stacey, Wei nie, Khai Lip, Leo, Su ling, Dee, Steffie

Calm after d storm...

Well, after the last post which was kinda emo, i think i've returned back to my normal state. Phew, and come what may, i think i will wait 1 yr even if i have to. Lets just hope my parents agree. Anyways, its 630 am now, dont think i'll sleep till i get back to malacca, got a 10 am bus to catch, and i havent packed stuff back to wash yet :P .. ohh and i finally manage to find sum pics from d hitz b'day bash. And from wat i saw frm thier website.. kinda dissapointed la.. only got 3-4 pics of me in it.. >.< .. yong hwee n leo got i think 9 (accordin to y.hwee) . anyways, here are what i have :



1 for d album.. all of d hitz.fm dj's


The gals n I wit serena C. Isn't she kinda hot? :P


The gals n i wit DJ Pietro


1 with the rest of d crew.. lucky can see me :P

Yes yes, only 4 that are worth putting up >.< .. will try to get more from yong hwee or leo or sumbody larr... >.< .. its times like tis that i feel like i need to own my own digi cam :P

p/s : regardin d comments from d previous post.. im sorry i ever doubted u guys. was stupid of me to question our friendship huh. haha.. gomenasai~~ :P