Friday, December 08, 2006

Every Drama Has Its Finale..

Well, since the recent happenings in my life has been compared to korean dramas by Faye, Yong n Dee, now, i wanna say dat finally the final episode of the series has been concluded last week. No more next season folks. It got yanked of the air like some bad drama series :P. You know, for the first time in my 20 yrs (well, 20 yrs n 11 months) of having friends, this is the first time that i lost trust and respect for someone. And i guess that means we aren't friends anymore la although that was NOT my call.

Ok ok.. wat happened was this (the final episode) : yes, its still regarding THAT girl and THAT guy. Names not need to mention la cos if i did, u wouldn't know who also, and if u do anyway, u probably know who i'm talkin about already. Rite, there was this one day, me and the girl decided to go watch a movie (as friends) and of cos she inevitably called that guy along la. Not dat i mined of cos since we were all friends rite?? Well, then the night before the day we're suppose to go see the movie, the guy told me he wasn't able to make it as his long time friends are coming up to kl to meet him the same day and he asked me to go wit the girl only la. Then about 3 am the girl pula sms me saying she was sick and also couldn't make it the next day. Not buying it one bit, i asked if this was because the guy wasn't going but she said she was really sick. Ask me to believe her summore. Fine, gave her the benefit of the doubt and canceled the movie plan.

But the next day, as i was getting ready to leave for class, she popped up in my unit with the guy, didn't even say hi or anything, just went straight into the guy's room n locked d door (God only knows wat they do inside, i did once, it was a sin) . WTF man, if she was really sick, she'd be at her OWN home resting rite? Wanna come here and infect others is it? Of cos i didn't say anything cos i already know i wasn't gonna get a straight honest answer. But i was like nvm la, maybe got sum logic behind it. Was expecting a msg to at least explain wtf was goin on, but as i'd second guessed, it never came.

The day after dat, around noon i think, the guy went out of the house and i asked where was he going, he said to return cds to friend. Ok lo, return cd yes, but the time he got back was around 7 with a printer in one hand. Then he said he went to PC fair with another friend living few floors below us. Haha.. my roommate was tu lan-ed cos he promised my roommate that he would go wit him to PC fair the next day ( well, he did kept his promise and went again the next day). Then, later on dat nite, we ( the guy, me, my roommate) went down to look for dat friend to go dinner with. Then i said to him , "wah, go pc fair never call la". Then his face terus blur. He was like " pc fair? wat pc fair? i didn't go pc fair, i was sleepin la" . Then i turned and ask the guy "weh, u go pc fair with who? the girl is it??" and he just kept quiet. I know u all also know wat dat means rite? Now now, its not wrong dat he goes pc fair with her. But don't forget, she was suppose to be 'sick' and resting. 1 day already recover? amazing... and if we were still friends at that time, wouldn't she have told me she was alright already? Sick my ass man.. strike 2.

The following day, i woke up quite early ( 9 am liddat) cos of the goddamn drilling at the unit above us. Walked out and saw the girl (again!!) walking into the guy's room and closing the door. It was as if i wasn't even there, no good mornin or hi. Well, not like i give a shit anyway.. so i msg-ed my roommate sayin dat person is here again wit the door locked and i asked if i should get back my phone from her ( i borrowed her my old phone temporarily cos her phone got stolen). And my roommate replied me to go ahead and said he was sick with all this nonsense. So i msg-ed her to leave the phone in the house b4 she leaves and my roommate msg-ed the guy telling him to stop bringing the girl over as it was causing trouble to everyone and he should respect his girlfriend. Yes, to those who don't know, he has a girlfriend already, yet god only knows wat he is doing with this. This was the day lost my trust in someone. Well, dat girl only actually.

So the phone was returned and my roommate gave him some words of advice. He apologized and he said so did the girl. One would think with an apology, he would respect my roommates decision and not allow the girl to come here anymore. But nooo... next day nia, the girl came AGAIN! and same as the day after ! fuck. u call this sorry ar? It's no different then a rapist sayin he is sorry for his crime and next day after his release from prison, goes and rape another victim. At first i thought i should go and give that guy a piece of my mind, but think think think, no need la, he is mature enough (3 yrs older thn me ok) to think of wats right and wats not. Dat was when i lost my respect in someone.

Well, u may keep wondering why i make such a fuss about closed/locked doors rite? Well, it is because the last time this happened, he said if the girl would to come into his room again, he would leave the door open so that nothing funny will happen. So door open = nothing happen, door closed = u do the math. Not that i don't wanna give them the benefit of the doubt that nothin is goin on, but i have a fuckin strong reason to believe otherwise.

Rite, so i guess all of that meant that me and her no longer friends lo. Don't care anyway, i really hate it when someone goes behind my back. If u say u are sick, stay home n be sick, not go gallivanting for 4 days straight. And everyday also come our house. She said it like 3-4-5 times dat she is not gonna bother about the guy anymore. But again, she does the exact opposite, well its her life, wat she wanna do is non of my concern, it was whn i still cared about her, but that feeling also went out the window along with trust and respect. Actually i think it takes 2 to clap la. Even if she still wanna pin on to him , if the guy tak layan her, u would think she'd be smart enough to get the message rite? But i guess the guy also gatal, 1 girl not enough. That goes to show that some people don't have a strong will power and are too weak till they give in to temptation. So as a conclusion, I'm not giving a fuck anymore about the girl or the guy if his problems has anything to do with her. There, done, finally got ending. It may not be a happy one but at least there wont be anymore suffering. And i am actually happy. Should've done this a long time ago.

U people know me rite, i would never do this to friends or family unless i'm pushed to a corner rite? U think i did the right thing? Wat would u have done if it happened to u?

On a lighter note, i'm back for the weekend in malacca. Went out yum cha wit don, su ling n leo last nite. Cipet don, go get hair cut la, nowadays most rockers also got short hair d. Glam rock is no more :P. I myself am gonna get a haircut later on. Till the next time i blog, cheers!