Sigh, its been sumtime since i blogged, reason being 1 n only 1, i have NO internet connection in my new condo yet larr.. so May, sorry ye ^^ . And therefore i assume i have plenty of blog readings i need to catch up on eh? . Hmm.. since i'm on the way to addressing stuff on my tag box, dee : now only u know i got shout out box? its been here from day 1 u NOOB!! oh and i jz found out tat hotmail ada 250mb AFTER i blogged tat. LOL... but thn, for me 25mb sudah enuf. anything bigger can dump to my yahoo mail address ; zara : thx for ur understanding ;) . yong hwee : ya, may needs to be spanked.. pot calling kettle black pula. she is on holiday btw.
Right now tat thats out of the way, things have not been too good for me these days :( ... results came out..Unexpectedly, i failed again :~(.. The worse thing is, the college now wants me to REPEAT what ever second year subjects i've failed. Haiz, i also malas wanna get pissed over it, so in total, i need to attend 5 subjects this sem due to the fact they changed the arragement of the subjects for the second year. So not only are my plans to work dashed, but also my plans to jz be a couch potato go into the dustbin. But then again, n im guessing many of u will say this : world cup not as important as studies.. rite?? rite?? Hmm... as u all know me, obviously my parents dont know yet.. dunno how im gonna tell em tat i failed thm again let alone repeat the subjects . >< .. hmm, dont have to worry tis time bout ppl lookin down on me rite? but cant help but feel tat, whn i tell ppl tat im a repeat student, they kinda give u the 'look' where u feel like ur sum kinda monster, well, a stupid one at least :P . Diuzz,.... why my life so liddat wan.. >< .. knnccb la..
So here i am, in college, in the com lab. Was suppose to attend class, but the lecturer didnt show up after half n hour, and i guess tat means tat he is not comin rite?? Hmm.. thats the end of my classes for today. Oh, speakin of which, found out tat i have lectures on saturday as well, 12pm lecture :~~~... which means really really rare for me to come back home unless its super duper important, which obviously sucks to the max.
Well, on a lighter note, staying at my new place has been kinda fun, the friends here are very friendly . Went to carrefour the other day to buy my cupboard n mattress, so left only a study table to go search n buy. But sucky thing is, barely a month into our stay, things have already starting to get spoiled.. the 2 wall sockets are blown out, the tap connected to the washing machine is also broken.. well the tip of the tap anyway.. >< .. hopefully my housemates have already complained to the management by the time i get back. Hmm.. the gym here is ready, but get this, in order to use it and the swimming pool, we have to buy sum stupid pass tat cost 25 bucks a year.. shouldnt it be sufficient enough to show ur pass card to them? And i hear tat we students gotta make another card for sum reason la. Dunno la, see wat the others say la.. Need to fix the streamyx soon as well.. life has been so boring here >< ..
Ahh well, guess life goes on rite.. and for me, as a goddamn repeat student :~ .. haiz.. miss chatting online , so ppl who i regulary chat wit, plz bare wit tis time of suffering for me ok.. rite.. now tat was random.. hmm.. so bored now, wanna go back condo also malas, wanna go town hang kai also malas.. >< , wanna eat lunch also too early, diuzz..
hmm.. does tis post consider to be emo enuf?
Friday, June 02, 2006
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
May sucks! .... the month larr.. -.-
Warning : slightly/partly emo post ahead. u have been warned!!
Rite, i think as far as this year or any other that has passed, this month is clearly been laid wit so much stuff that sucks, it even made me believe tis month is a doomed month >.< ... rite rite.. lets see.. over the past several weeks ppl around me or me have experienced : breakups wit bf/gf, fiancees ; death in the family or friends ; accidents ; strained relationships with family/friends . Sure it may sound normal, but as far as i'm concerned, it has never been so concentrated like this my entire life >.< .. rite.. screw this goddamn month. Next month, the only tears n joy i will shed, is for football :P.
As far as my last post is concernend, i suppose i'm dealing with it wit the right manner.. For all i know, it might just be an infratuation rite? Certainly dont wanna let history repeat itself. But sumhow rite.. i duno why, i feel like im being to possesive or over demanding on certain things ( like why no sms, why leave so early, i want tis /tat ..yadda yadda) even if we're jz frens. I know its wrong, i know im at no right to do such things.. but i justs do it .. haha.. so much for the Nike tagline eh. Rite more bertekun and bertekad to stop this stupid n foolish me >.< ..
Oh, and what issit wit ppl hiding thier emotions becos of thier pride? I'm really not targetting anyone if particular so here are my 2cents (maybe its worth less) on it : I've always said, emotions n feelings are not ment to be hidden, esp if lets say, u are keeping sumthing for sumone, but ur too afraid/proud to tell em. Why? Cos u'll never know wat might happen if u did, if it turns out for better or for worse rite? What if u regret not sayin wat u wanted to , and one day look back n say to urself "if only i had said that to him/her" . I've seen this happen too many times , well ok , mostly on tv :P , but my point is, its not worth it keeping ur feelings from someone. If u hate their guts, jz walk up to thm n say " dude, i dislike the way ur doin things, plz do sumtihn bout it" or if u like someone ... well, those words to say are pretty simple rite? I know i would tell tat sumone how i felt bout them, be it good or bad, well, not all the time but certainly more often then not. Sometimes, stepping on our pride or facing ur fear is the best possible thing tat we can do in order to get some words across.
On another note, i think i might be goin back up to kl this weekend. College is starting, although i still dont know where i stand, i figured it be best if i go up there n seek assistance from the office.Got another pep talk from parents, so i guess for real this time, i'm really gonna get my head down n pass every freakin paper. Hmm.. maybe my head will be on football during tat month la.. but jz for tat month >.<
Well, theres about 9 more days to a new month.. wonder wat other fucked up shit can happen.Btw, jz realized that hotmail has upgraded its capacity to 25mb.. yay.. at least whn someone sends me those emails attached wit pics up to 2-3 mb, it wont be rejected.. its still far off from yahoo mail or gmail, but hey, its a start rite? Small steps are better thn none taken .. Oh, tat applies to everything i've said ya :P
Rite, i think as far as this year or any other that has passed, this month is clearly been laid wit so much stuff that sucks, it even made me believe tis month is a doomed month >.< ... rite rite.. lets see.. over the past several weeks ppl around me or me have experienced : breakups wit bf/gf, fiancees ; death in the family or friends ; accidents ; strained relationships with family/friends . Sure it may sound normal, but as far as i'm concerned, it has never been so concentrated like this my entire life >.< .. rite.. screw this goddamn month. Next month, the only tears n joy i will shed, is for football :P.
As far as my last post is concernend, i suppose i'm dealing with it wit the right manner.. For all i know, it might just be an infratuation rite? Certainly dont wanna let history repeat itself. But sumhow rite.. i duno why, i feel like im being to possesive or over demanding on certain things ( like why no sms, why leave so early, i want tis /tat ..yadda yadda) even if we're jz frens. I know its wrong, i know im at no right to do such things.. but i justs do it .. haha.. so much for the Nike tagline eh. Rite more bertekun and bertekad to stop this stupid n foolish me >.< ..
Oh, and what issit wit ppl hiding thier emotions becos of thier pride? I'm really not targetting anyone if particular so here are my 2cents (maybe its worth less) on it : I've always said, emotions n feelings are not ment to be hidden, esp if lets say, u are keeping sumthing for sumone, but ur too afraid/proud to tell em. Why? Cos u'll never know wat might happen if u did, if it turns out for better or for worse rite? What if u regret not sayin wat u wanted to , and one day look back n say to urself "if only i had said that to him/her" . I've seen this happen too many times , well ok , mostly on tv :P , but my point is, its not worth it keeping ur feelings from someone. If u hate their guts, jz walk up to thm n say " dude, i dislike the way ur doin things, plz do sumtihn bout it" or if u like someone ... well, those words to say are pretty simple rite? I know i would tell tat sumone how i felt bout them, be it good or bad, well, not all the time but certainly more often then not. Sometimes, stepping on our pride or facing ur fear is the best possible thing tat we can do in order to get some words across.
On another note, i think i might be goin back up to kl this weekend. College is starting, although i still dont know where i stand, i figured it be best if i go up there n seek assistance from the office.Got another pep talk from parents, so i guess for real this time, i'm really gonna get my head down n pass every freakin paper. Hmm.. maybe my head will be on football during tat month la.. but jz for tat month >.<
Well, theres about 9 more days to a new month.. wonder wat other fucked up shit can happen.Btw, jz realized that hotmail has upgraded its capacity to 25mb.. yay.. at least whn someone sends me those emails attached wit pics up to 2-3 mb, it wont be rejected.. its still far off from yahoo mail or gmail, but hey, its a start rite? Small steps are better thn none taken .. Oh, tat applies to everything i've said ya :P
Sunday, May 14, 2006
>.<
Keep tellin myself tat i must not.. but yet.. i keep doin it.. why?? why?? >.<.. why are the things that we cant or must not obtain in life become the most temptatious things? My case? hmm.. wat else.. falling for sumone i dont think i should.. well, nuff said .. Note to self : gotta controll ur self ... and i WILL try to control myself.. *bangs head on table* >.<
BTW, Happy Mothers Day ^^v
BTW, Happy Mothers Day ^^v
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Free~~
Well, its been a long time since i last blogged. Guess it was either no time, or no mood. Well, guess today ada mood abit, ada time also, so might as well eh. Lets see, rite now, i'm on holiday for 3 weeks, eh.. wait, i'm on perma holiday.. muahahahaha. unless college tells me other wise... Hmm.. in the past few weeks, i've :
- Transfered my wireless account to my fren, so 50 riggit deposit i got back.. *cha ching*
- Checked out of my hostel, another 50 bucks deposit *cha ching again*
- Shifted all my stuff to my new place, thx to a friend of mine. Those house mates ar.. nothing to say, kononnyer suppose to help me move at 1pm.. delay delay till say 1 am.. thn i got feddup, i asked another fren instead. God, hopefully tis is not a sign of things to come with em. >.<
- Celebrated my grandmothers 89th (i think) birthday at d legacy hotel in KL. The dinner was like chinese new year take 2. 5 tables of relatives , uncle n aunt from england n aussie also was here. Was suppose to be 5 star hotel, food wasnt bad... only the cold dish looked like 5 star honestly...cos of d prawns n mussels. It was the ONLY time i eat mussels.. cos they were so BIG and covered with garlic n CHEESE!! u hear that lynn, CHEESE. hahhaha.. too bad u and ann couldnt be here huh. hoped u had a blast in bang-kok though. =) ... did u all go for d mtv asia awards? Sadly with out u 2 here, plus no ah leong n ah meng, me n eu jinn had to sit with the kids >.< .. my sis wanted to act all grown up.. so she sat wit d adults. :P .. And my, those kids, though the eldest might be only in f 1, but thier minds... my god.. for me to say that they are polluted, gotta be sumthin rite? Oh, and as expected went to kayu after that for supper. lol. ^^
- Watched d mtv asia awards.. sad to say, tis yrs event totally sucked. Winners sucked, performances sucked, host sucked. The only thing thats nice (according to Leo) was the trophy itself. haha.. and i have to agree , that was d only thing tat looked good .
- Went for dinner with leo n su ling on wednesday to windmill. Had sum chiken n fish grill.. not bad lar.. Hadn't eaten western outside for years now. Last i remember was amigos bout..errr. wait. i dont remember at all >.< Hmm.... later went to secret recipe for sum cake. Been craving for thier marble cheese for sum time now.. and guess wat, marble cheese was sold out! omfg... how can it be sold out, and u fellas dont have n extra cake. Asked for the blueberry cheese, also sold out... by tat time, i was outta ideas of wat to eat ( my usual choices are those 2, never tried anything else :P) . In d end , settled for yogurt cheese. Not bad, taste like lemon cheesecake to me though.
Guess other than that , nothing much else happend. Usually my days back are spent in front of the tv, or in front of d laptop or at padang. Oh, past few days, been waking up blardy early.. 7am on tuesday!! 9 am on wednesday 10 am on thursday .. thank god i woke up at 12 today :P.. I also had no idea why i woke up so early at 7... goddamn 7!! >.<..
Anyways, congrats to someone on getting the JPA scholarship to do med. You've earned it. I'm very happy for u =) .
Rite.. time to reconnect n post tis ( goddamn dial up -.-)
P/s : moms day is comin up.. wat did u get for ur mom??
- Transfered my wireless account to my fren, so 50 riggit deposit i got back.. *cha ching*
- Checked out of my hostel, another 50 bucks deposit *cha ching again*
- Shifted all my stuff to my new place, thx to a friend of mine. Those house mates ar.. nothing to say, kononnyer suppose to help me move at 1pm.. delay delay till say 1 am.. thn i got feddup, i asked another fren instead. God, hopefully tis is not a sign of things to come with em. >.<
- Celebrated my grandmothers 89th (i think) birthday at d legacy hotel in KL. The dinner was like chinese new year take 2. 5 tables of relatives , uncle n aunt from england n aussie also was here. Was suppose to be 5 star hotel, food wasnt bad... only the cold dish looked like 5 star honestly...cos of d prawns n mussels. It was the ONLY time i eat mussels.. cos they were so BIG and covered with garlic n CHEESE!! u hear that lynn, CHEESE. hahhaha.. too bad u and ann couldnt be here huh. hoped u had a blast in bang-kok though. =) ... did u all go for d mtv asia awards? Sadly with out u 2 here, plus no ah leong n ah meng, me n eu jinn had to sit with the kids >.< .. my sis wanted to act all grown up.. so she sat wit d adults. :P .. And my, those kids, though the eldest might be only in f 1, but thier minds... my god.. for me to say that they are polluted, gotta be sumthin rite? Oh, and as expected went to kayu after that for supper. lol. ^^
- Watched d mtv asia awards.. sad to say, tis yrs event totally sucked. Winners sucked, performances sucked, host sucked. The only thing thats nice (according to Leo) was the trophy itself. haha.. and i have to agree , that was d only thing tat looked good .
- Went for dinner with leo n su ling on wednesday to windmill. Had sum chiken n fish grill.. not bad lar.. Hadn't eaten western outside for years now. Last i remember was amigos bout..errr. wait. i dont remember at all >.< Hmm.... later went to secret recipe for sum cake. Been craving for thier marble cheese for sum time now.. and guess wat, marble cheese was sold out! omfg... how can it be sold out, and u fellas dont have n extra cake. Asked for the blueberry cheese, also sold out... by tat time, i was outta ideas of wat to eat ( my usual choices are those 2, never tried anything else :P) . In d end , settled for yogurt cheese. Not bad, taste like lemon cheesecake to me though.
Guess other than that , nothing much else happend. Usually my days back are spent in front of the tv, or in front of d laptop or at padang. Oh, past few days, been waking up blardy early.. 7am on tuesday!! 9 am on wednesday 10 am on thursday .. thank god i woke up at 12 today :P.. I also had no idea why i woke up so early at 7... goddamn 7!! >.<..
Anyways, congrats to someone on getting the JPA scholarship to do med. You've earned it. I'm very happy for u =) .
Rite.. time to reconnect n post tis ( goddamn dial up -.-)
P/s : moms day is comin up.. wat did u get for ur mom??
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
KNNCCB -.-
die.... i think i flunkeed my physics paper again... dah le i didnt sleep d whole nite... now my efforts i feel are wasted. And for once, i kinda feel sad n useless, usally, i jz dont care, i said i did wat i could, wait for resit.. but today.. duno why.. i feel like those brainy ones who didnt score an A (no offence ). Well, jz tat... ah.. wtf... forget it lar.. wats done is done >.< .. might have to repeat tis blardy subject. diu... now left 2 papers.. n both of em.. still no blardy clue... ><>.<>.<
Ah.. jz needed a place to rant.. where else eh. I guess im feelin slightly better.. maybe cos d lack of sleep n a damn blardy hungry stomach. ah well, i'm eatin my nasi goreng ayam beside me with a can of coke.. so i can only feel better. Well, on a lighter note, as ya'll notice ( or not) my poll as been automatically closed due to its 1 month period. The results : 15 out of 24 of u agree that it is possible findin tat special sumone through d net. hmmm... since i've been spendin helluva lot of time online.. wonder if i have found mine yet..hmmm.. lolx.. anyway.. thx guys n gals for voting. Cham ni la spirit kekawannan lol. Anyway, a new poll will be up soon. Only thing is, cant think of anything nice.. hmm ok la, u all think there should be a poll? or not? if yes leh.. plz suggest sum stuff to polll about.. and for those of u who dont give a crap... aih... no semagat to layan...
hmm.... ok la.. need to finish up my food... chat abit on irc and later on get sum shut eyes -.-....
Ah.. jz needed a place to rant.. where else eh. I guess im feelin slightly better.. maybe cos d lack of sleep n a damn blardy hungry stomach. ah well, i'm eatin my nasi goreng ayam beside me with a can of coke.. so i can only feel better. Well, on a lighter note, as ya'll notice ( or not) my poll as been automatically closed due to its 1 month period. The results : 15 out of 24 of u agree that it is possible findin tat special sumone through d net. hmmm... since i've been spendin helluva lot of time online.. wonder if i have found mine yet..hmmm.. lolx.. anyway.. thx guys n gals for voting. Cham ni la spirit kekawannan lol. Anyway, a new poll will be up soon. Only thing is, cant think of anything nice.. hmm ok la, u all think there should be a poll? or not? if yes leh.. plz suggest sum stuff to polll about.. and for those of u who dont give a crap... aih... no semagat to layan...
hmm.... ok la.. need to finish up my food... chat abit on irc and later on get sum shut eyes -.-....
Friday, April 28, 2006
Worm Detected, Worm found, Worm annilated .. muahahaha
Grrr... my com kena attack by stupid malware worm again :~~ . Stupid worm by the name of w32.rontobox@@mm or sumthin liddat . Was circulating around in my friends coms for awhile now.. damn tulan, jz leave d com on oni, d anti virus will pop up sayin got virus in tis tis tis folder, and thn clean it up. But wats more tulan is whn playin dota that time. Kan cheong part, like wanna pawn sum one, or wanna run away, stupid anti virus pop up. So, urs truly jz switched off his antivirus and jz went on playin. Mana tau.. today, felt like pc was lagging on me >< . Then when i just followed n test d symptoms. And wtf... betul betul kena ><. aih... wasted 1 hour testin n tweakin my com, do tis do tat. But luckly i manage to kill tat worm and everythings back to normal. Yay..
Well, nothing much to update on since tis is blardy exam week. Finishing on d 5th. But then.. dont know if i'll have net access next week. New month i wont be here anymore... so if i dont get my frens who are sharing to continue tis line. I guess its bye bye net for a week. which i dont know how am i gonna survive.. Oh wait... i have 3 papers on tues wed n fri.. great.. thn maybe after that i can go stay wit my cousins.. LOL.. hmm.. see how it goes.. ah well, bak to studyin ><
Well, nothing much to update on since tis is blardy exam week. Finishing on d 5th. But then.. dont know if i'll have net access next week. New month i wont be here anymore... so if i dont get my frens who are sharing to continue tis line. I guess its bye bye net for a week. which i dont know how am i gonna survive.. Oh wait... i have 3 papers on tues wed n fri.. great.. thn maybe after that i can go stay wit my cousins.. LOL.. hmm.. see how it goes.. ah well, bak to studyin ><
Friday, April 21, 2006
operator.. the line is dead... (soon i'll be d same)
waa.. totally totally addicted to tis song leh. :P . Ya ya, i know, i'm pretty late XP but thn again, since whn was i ever early? well, officaly i havent slept for the past 24 hours. Reason? definetly not studyin >.<.. manage to squeeze in a few hours though >.< . Oh, and i might not be updatin tis blog for a couple of weeks cos exams are startin already next monday!! grrr.... so gonna die.. lol
On a lighter note, jz came back from my new place. Went with my new housemates n a couple of frens. Actually, they jz wanted to go there to swim, but since i havent seen the place, i thought might as well go la, after all, will not be free after today and i dont know whn else i would go there until i actually move. What can i say about the place.. hmmm.. its pretty decent. spacious living room, but sumhow, i feel that my master room is jz slightly bigger thn my hostel room nia.. plus i'd be sharin wit a fren of mine. hmm.. the balcony view is facing the swimming pool. Which is not bad la. Got jacuzzi summoe XD . Oh, but thn rite.. while my frens were swimmin, and i was readin d papers.. suddenly nia, saw 3 Malay pondans walk in. I was like omgwtf keep cool.. really melemahkan. DOnt know if thier actually residents or they run d dobi downstairs. Lucky our unit has our own washing machine hehe..
As for my housemates, i guess they are pretty cool, funny thing is out of us 5 guys, there are 2 liverpool supporters and 1 each for chelsea, arse-anal n Man Utd. haha.. so i can only imagine d commotion whn those teams face each other nxt season. Another thing good is that all of em speak english and mostly use it as a first language. Which is super sweet for me. Unlike now where mandrin is d lingua franca. Dont get me wrong, i dont mind, get to learn alot anyway, but its always better to communicate in a language u know rite. But only bad thing is that most of em are smokers. Just hope they are civil minded enugh to not smoke in d unit ><. So i guess it'll be another new chapter in my life eh.
Other then that, nothing solid happend this week, been rainin everyday here . Usual la i guess. Oh got an earful from me dad for wanting to go out wit the guys durin d weekend. The usual crap i get lar.. sumhow im tryin to build n immune system to it :P . Hmmm.. well, guess i need to get sum shut eyes soon. I might blog again in between my exams, thn again, i might not la. Maybe i might put sum stupid quiz results that no 1 wanna see XD. Quite happy that my poll finally got sum hits. Can be considered as a poll. :P Keep it up peeps!! ur opinons are greatly appreciated :P , ok la.. gonna go get sum zzzz.. ciaoz . operator, kill tis line
On a lighter note, jz came back from my new place. Went with my new housemates n a couple of frens. Actually, they jz wanted to go there to swim, but since i havent seen the place, i thought might as well go la, after all, will not be free after today and i dont know whn else i would go there until i actually move. What can i say about the place.. hmmm.. its pretty decent. spacious living room, but sumhow, i feel that my master room is jz slightly bigger thn my hostel room nia.. plus i'd be sharin wit a fren of mine. hmm.. the balcony view is facing the swimming pool. Which is not bad la. Got jacuzzi summoe XD . Oh, but thn rite.. while my frens were swimmin, and i was readin d papers.. suddenly nia, saw 3 Malay pondans walk in. I was like omgwtf keep cool.. really melemahkan. DOnt know if thier actually residents or they run d dobi downstairs. Lucky our unit has our own washing machine hehe..
As for my housemates, i guess they are pretty cool, funny thing is out of us 5 guys, there are 2 liverpool supporters and 1 each for chelsea, arse-anal n Man Utd. haha.. so i can only imagine d commotion whn those teams face each other nxt season. Another thing good is that all of em speak english and mostly use it as a first language. Which is super sweet for me. Unlike now where mandrin is d lingua franca. Dont get me wrong, i dont mind, get to learn alot anyway, but its always better to communicate in a language u know rite. But only bad thing is that most of em are smokers. Just hope they are civil minded enugh to not smoke in d unit ><. So i guess it'll be another new chapter in my life eh.
Other then that, nothing solid happend this week, been rainin everyday here . Usual la i guess. Oh got an earful from me dad for wanting to go out wit the guys durin d weekend. The usual crap i get lar.. sumhow im tryin to build n immune system to it :P . Hmmm.. well, guess i need to get sum shut eyes soon. I might blog again in between my exams, thn again, i might not la. Maybe i might put sum stupid quiz results that no 1 wanna see XD. Quite happy that my poll finally got sum hits. Can be considered as a poll. :P Keep it up peeps!! ur opinons are greatly appreciated :P , ok la.. gonna go get sum zzzz.. ciaoz . operator, kill tis line
Thursday, April 13, 2006
some random tests..
Haha.. according to may, y.wee n s.ling, i've been a lil emo these couple of days. Hmmm. i also wonder why? hmmm.. maybe cos im missing sum 1? or that i want sumthing/sumone that seems impossible to have? haha.. i also duno exactly why i so liddat larr.. but i m gonna shot myself in d foot again by doin these few test n reveal sum shyt bout me..hahaha.. kinda true though.
hah... guess thats all bout it. time to get sum shut eyes...
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. |
| Your True Love Is a Cancer |
 Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. |
| You Have Low Self Esteem 20% of the Time |
 Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. |
| You Are 57% Addicted to Love |
 Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself! |
hah... guess thats all bout it. time to get sum shut eyes...
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I'd do tis for her .. if i have a her..
Got this of my friendster bulletin , and im pretty sure most if not all of u have already read this. For those who sumhow havent, its suppose to be sumthin like the sweetest thing a guy can do to his gal.Actually its juz suppose to be reposted, but jz for the heck of it, i decieded to put it here and give my opinions on it :P. Now lets see which one of this would i do :
smell her hair.... - yes, sumhow girls manage to keep thier hair smellin sweet n lovely
Talk to her in movie theatres.... - no, dont wanna disturb.. plus, havent u seen the nokia public
service announcement??
Hold her hand while u talk.... - of cos.
Tell her shes beautiful.... - yes
Look her in the eye when u talk to her.... - it'll be inappropriate to look anywhere else rite
Tell her stupid jokes.... - i could, i'm constantly make a fool of myself
Let her mess with ur hair.... - only whn its not gelled :P
Just walk around wit her.... - sure
Look at her like shes the only girl you see... - wouldnt that make me stare at here like O_O. :P
Tickle her Even if she says stop.... - i'll stop whn she says so. Dont wanna kena any reprocussions :P
When she starts swearing at u,tell her u love her.... - not a bad idea.. will try that sumday
Let her fall asleep in ur arms.... - i would do that
GET HER MAD,THEN KISS HER.... - now why would i wanna get her mad in d first place.. baka
Tease her... - hmmm.. i do tend to tease ppl alot eh
Let her tease u back.... - duh, of cos i'd let
kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her.... - this ones tricky, never know when is when. >< .guess only thing to do is practice :P
Stay up wit her all night when shes sick.... - of coz i'd do that
Watch her favorite movie.... - of cos i'd do tis. Dont care if its a chic flick or sum foreign movie. As long as its not bollywood or malay show -.-
Kiss her forehead.... - sure
Write her letters.... - arent letters so yesterday? email is the 'slowest' i'd go
If she asks u 2 go 2 a show with her,go.... - duh, need to disagree?
Let her wear ur clothes..... - errr... guess i could if she really needs em :P
When shes sad,hang out with her.... - definatly a yes
Buy her ice cream.... - sure
Let her take all the photos of u she wants.... - sure
Kiss her in the rain.... - i'd luv to try tis sumday
And when u fall in love with her tell her - this also nak tanya karrr.... duh... i'm not the kind who holds back larr.. u guys/girls should know that rite :P
Ok, thats all, and here comes the part where it gets categorize as a chain letter, and this case a chain bulletin :
if your a girl repost this as "The Sweetest
Things A
Guy Could Do"
if your a boy repost this as "I'd Do This For
Her"
if you dont repost this in 4 minutes you will
loose
the one you love, or never find a love
I for one dont give a crap about this.. been doin sumthin like that long time ago. kononnyer will meet love of life in 10 days lar.. and look where am i now?? stil single.. still sad :P.. hahah.. okok not sad lar.. hmmm... so , considerin i'd do all that, - a few lar, any takers for me? :P hehe *senses desperation runnin tru veins*
smell her hair.... - yes, sumhow girls manage to keep thier hair smellin sweet n lovely
Talk to her in movie theatres.... - no, dont wanna disturb.. plus, havent u seen the nokia public
service announcement??
Hold her hand while u talk.... - of cos.
Tell her shes beautiful.... - yes
Look her in the eye when u talk to her.... - it'll be inappropriate to look anywhere else rite
Tell her stupid jokes.... - i could, i'm constantly make a fool of myself
Let her mess with ur hair.... - only whn its not gelled :P
Just walk around wit her.... - sure
Look at her like shes the only girl you see... - wouldnt that make me stare at here like O_O. :P
Tickle her Even if she says stop.... - i'll stop whn she says so. Dont wanna kena any reprocussions :P
When she starts swearing at u,tell her u love her.... - not a bad idea.. will try that sumday
Let her fall asleep in ur arms.... - i would do that
GET HER MAD,THEN KISS HER.... - now why would i wanna get her mad in d first place.. baka
Tease her... - hmmm.. i do tend to tease ppl alot eh
Let her tease u back.... - duh, of cos i'd let
kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her.... - this ones tricky, never know when is when. >< .guess only thing to do is practice :P
Stay up wit her all night when shes sick.... - of coz i'd do that
Watch her favorite movie.... - of cos i'd do tis. Dont care if its a chic flick or sum foreign movie. As long as its not bollywood or malay show -.-
Kiss her forehead.... - sure
Write her letters.... - arent letters so yesterday? email is the 'slowest' i'd go
If she asks u 2 go 2 a show with her,go.... - duh, need to disagree?
Let her wear ur clothes..... - errr... guess i could if she really needs em :P
When shes sad,hang out with her.... - definatly a yes
Buy her ice cream.... - sure
Let her take all the photos of u she wants.... - sure
Kiss her in the rain.... - i'd luv to try tis sumday
And when u fall in love with her tell her - this also nak tanya karrr.... duh... i'm not the kind who holds back larr.. u guys/girls should know that rite :P
Ok, thats all, and here comes the part where it gets categorize as a chain letter, and this case a chain bulletin :
if your a girl repost this as "The Sweetest
Things A
Guy Could Do"
if your a boy repost this as "I'd Do This For
Her"
if you dont repost this in 4 minutes you will
loose
the one you love, or never find a love
I for one dont give a crap about this.. been doin sumthin like that long time ago. kononnyer will meet love of life in 10 days lar.. and look where am i now?? stil single.. still sad :P.. hahah.. okok not sad lar.. hmmm... so , considerin i'd do all that, - a few lar, any takers for me? :P hehe *senses desperation runnin tru veins*
Grrr.. take 2
Ish.. Damn thunderstorm.. Was happily bloggin tis evening when all of d sudden, lightnin struck n rain fell. But obviously, i didnt bother much and after a few (actually quite a numbe) of close by lightning bolts, the power finally went off. Just as i was about to hit the "publish post" button. KNNCCB. Ah well, so here goes take 2.
What can i say, its been a pretty dull week, i can only recall 2 big things happenin durin d week. One of it certianly was Man U beating Arse-anal 2-0 even though arse-anal played with 2 keepers for a certain period of time. Had United not win, surely there would be plenty of uproar on the back pages of d press. Ah well, non the matter, we won, and i had a fun time making fun of my Arse-anal supporter coursemates :) . Could see sum of their faces turnin black, muahahaha, boy did i have fun :).
On another note, i've finally found a place to stay after tis sem. Movin into a condo unit with my friend and his other friends. Most of us are in from the hostel so i've actually met them b4. Will be stayin sum 10 min walk away from the college and aslo 10 min walk away from d melati lrt station. Havent actually seen the place yet, but according to d rest, its really a nice place wit our balcony view lookin down on d swimming pool!! :}~~. And kononnyer aslo got gym and get tis.. sauna!!! Waaa.. wonder when will it be fully operational. The only thing is, the unit we stay, is totally not furnished. So we will have to do sum shoppin i guess. Only thing was provided is a washing machine, and we are negotiating either a dining table or a stove. Most likely will be goin to see the place tis wednesday. And might be moving in on the 2nd or third week of may, that means less time back in malacca lo. Ah well, guess jz gotta move on huh.
Hmmm... other then that, dont really know, oh i've finally got to watch bleach. Yes yes, NOW only i watch -.- . Really nice le.. but thn , tis is gonna suck : after episode 54 which i took from my friend, the subtitles are all in chinese. -.- .. wtf.. ah well, guess i need to be hitting d books soon liao, exams startin on d 26th. >.< ... oh and 2 may, bitch wat bitch.. knn!! dota 1v1 come lar!! kns.. :P
What can i say, its been a pretty dull week, i can only recall 2 big things happenin durin d week. One of it certianly was Man U beating Arse-anal 2-0 even though arse-anal played with 2 keepers for a certain period of time. Had United not win, surely there would be plenty of uproar on the back pages of d press. Ah well, non the matter, we won, and i had a fun time making fun of my Arse-anal supporter coursemates :) . Could see sum of their faces turnin black, muahahaha, boy did i have fun :).
On another note, i've finally found a place to stay after tis sem. Movin into a condo unit with my friend and his other friends. Most of us are in from the hostel so i've actually met them b4. Will be stayin sum 10 min walk away from the college and aslo 10 min walk away from d melati lrt station. Havent actually seen the place yet, but according to d rest, its really a nice place wit our balcony view lookin down on d swimming pool!! :}~~. And kononnyer aslo got gym and get tis.. sauna!!! Waaa.. wonder when will it be fully operational. The only thing is, the unit we stay, is totally not furnished. So we will have to do sum shoppin i guess. Only thing was provided is a washing machine, and we are negotiating either a dining table or a stove. Most likely will be goin to see the place tis wednesday. And might be moving in on the 2nd or third week of may, that means less time back in malacca lo. Ah well, guess jz gotta move on huh.
Hmmm... other then that, dont really know, oh i've finally got to watch bleach. Yes yes, NOW only i watch -.- . Really nice le.. but thn , tis is gonna suck : after episode 54 which i took from my friend, the subtitles are all in chinese. -.- .. wtf.. ah well, guess i need to be hitting d books soon liao, exams startin on d 26th. >.< ... oh and 2 may, bitch wat bitch.. knn!! dota 1v1 come lar!! kns.. :P
Monday, April 03, 2006
Random Rants
Hmmm... tis week will already be the 5th week of my 7 week sem. Gosh how time flies when ur having fun. As for this week itself, nothing much happend i guess. Oh, met d college counsellor, well, actually my dad made an appointment to go see her to talk about what help i can be offered >.< . Somehow i didnt fine her very helpful. Why cos the first quetion she asked was : what do you think can be done to help u? And i was like , if i knew what should or can be done, i would've done it ages ago and this meeting would never happen rite? Well, i did say : If i knew what should be done, i wouldn't be here right?? . Then she gave me the 'oh you think ur so smart' look. -.-
Dont know what she n my dad talked about after that cos i reminded thm i had class n left :P . Then, the next day, around 9am, that counsellor called me . And me being so blur after watching champions league the other nite, juz said 'uh, uh' and couldnt remember much of wat was said. I think it went along the lines of ' i've found u a senior who is willing to tutor u, tis is his number n name, go call him..or contact him... he speaks little english... and i want to meet u again on tuesday' .. sum where there lar. Thn whn i woke up few hours later. I saw this piece of paper wit sum guys name scribbled on it wit a hp number. O.o ... so.. we'll see how it goes lar..
Hmm... oh, ya been blog surfin lately, and i have to say, damn lot of fella's dont update thier blogs. why? only god noes. I wont wanna mention who.. but u tau tau lar... siape so free after stpm, or study in same hometown etc etc. plz la.. blog la, if not, how la i noe how are u all doing. On9 pun tak da, ada pun sudah lansi tak mau msg. haha.. :P
Oh, another thing i wanna know, is putting a poll on my blog worth it ar? seems like tak de orang vote pun. Only got 7 hits for my last poll, which was up for bout month or so. Aiyo.. plz la.. vote la... i noe u wont get prize or anything, but just for fun la. Then if i see tak da sambutan, might just take it down. Then those readers who actually cared to vote, will feel they mensia sia kan masa nia. >.<''
Lets see, yesterday, nara came up here supposedly to go for d UTAR open thing wit PHANG. But then 1 of them decided to FFK the 2 of us. KNNCCB u!! haha.. jk jk. Wasnt really much to se or much to do. There were talks goin on, but dont seem interesting enough. Me n nara went for the talk on sumthing to do wit engineering as a whole jz cos we were there when it was about to start. And tis guy, who has a PhD, is givin his speech moslty regarding what qualities should an engineer have, what kinda personality will an engineer develop sum shit liddat lar. According to nara, it was more like a moral class nia, which i added, only thing different was that the speaker masuk the word 'engineer' in almost every point . -.-
Well, i have to say that nara wont be comin to utar.. why? ask him.. :P . So for those interested, according to him, its either TARC doin electrical engineering or Law sumwhere else. Guess that pretty much wraps up what i have to say.. Now to find a few more points for my assignment b4 i get some shut eyes >.<
Thought of d day: "Absence does make d heart grow fonder" ;-)
Dont know what she n my dad talked about after that cos i reminded thm i had class n left :P . Then, the next day, around 9am, that counsellor called me . And me being so blur after watching champions league the other nite, juz said 'uh, uh' and couldnt remember much of wat was said. I think it went along the lines of ' i've found u a senior who is willing to tutor u, tis is his number n name, go call him..or contact him... he speaks little english... and i want to meet u again on tuesday' .. sum where there lar. Thn whn i woke up few hours later. I saw this piece of paper wit sum guys name scribbled on it wit a hp number. O.o ... so.. we'll see how it goes lar..
Hmm... oh, ya been blog surfin lately, and i have to say, damn lot of fella's dont update thier blogs. why? only god noes. I wont wanna mention who.. but u tau tau lar... siape so free after stpm, or study in same hometown etc etc. plz la.. blog la, if not, how la i noe how are u all doing. On9 pun tak da, ada pun sudah lansi tak mau msg. haha.. :P
Oh, another thing i wanna know, is putting a poll on my blog worth it ar? seems like tak de orang vote pun. Only got 7 hits for my last poll, which was up for bout month or so. Aiyo.. plz la.. vote la... i noe u wont get prize or anything, but just for fun la. Then if i see tak da sambutan, might just take it down. Then those readers who actually cared to vote, will feel they mensia sia kan masa nia. >.<''
Lets see, yesterday, nara came up here supposedly to go for d UTAR open thing wit PHANG. But then 1 of them decided to FFK the 2 of us. KNNCCB u!! haha.. jk jk. Wasnt really much to se or much to do. There were talks goin on, but dont seem interesting enough. Me n nara went for the talk on sumthing to do wit engineering as a whole jz cos we were there when it was about to start. And tis guy, who has a PhD, is givin his speech moslty regarding what qualities should an engineer have, what kinda personality will an engineer develop sum shit liddat lar. According to nara, it was more like a moral class nia, which i added, only thing different was that the speaker masuk the word 'engineer' in almost every point . -.-
Well, i have to say that nara wont be comin to utar.. why? ask him.. :P . So for those interested, according to him, its either TARC doin electrical engineering or Law sumwhere else. Guess that pretty much wraps up what i have to say.. Now to find a few more points for my assignment b4 i get some shut eyes >.<
Thought of d day: "Absence does make d heart grow fonder" ;-)
Monday, March 27, 2006
Where'd You Go
'Where'd you go, i miss you so!'. Well, thats how i've been feeling lately, about what u may ask, well, its none other than.. the weekends! I dont know, maybe its just me, but somehow, sunday nights seem to arrive so fast for me these few weeks, for 1 moment, i was finishin my week on thursday, and now i am here on a sunday night, figuring where did the weekend go? >.< gosh.. i have no idea.
Hmm, lets see, this weekend, what did i do? Oh, manage to finally play futsal after months and i mean months of not playin futsal. How i missed it, puttin d ball in d back of the net beyond n grasp of d helpless keeper. haha.. First time playin with these bunch of fellas, at a court near wangsa square food court. Pretty decent court, better then the one in genting klang for sure. hah.. and havin curry chicken for lunch a couple of hours earlier surely didnt help my cause at all. Could feel d spiciness churnin in my guts.! haha. cis.. clearly unfit >.< .
And not to mention, the night b4, barely got any sleep. Why? lets see my hostel mates were playin mah jong in my room again. Yeap, mah jong, again! haha.. and this time, they started at 3 am and finished at around 830. Note: i dont know how to play, i was merely supplyin them wit the room and i was bz on9 chattin n doin my own stuff. Well, after they packed n went to bed, i tot finally i could get sum sleep b4 going for futsal, but nooooo. The stupid hostel management had to conduct room checkin on that day (that day being friday),at that time.. so thinkin that they'ed check the ground floor first, i decieded not to sleep, cos once i do, i dont want to be woken up against my own will. So wait i did.. and wait..... and wait.. thn whn i looked out of my room, i could hear them on d top floor knockin onheaven's students door and sayin " Good mornin, room chekin" . I was like Walao, can do ground floor 1st tak nak.. must go 1st.. cis... so by the time they finally came, it was like 10 am liao. So only manage to sleep thn and woke up at 2pm for lunch. >.<
Was so tired that nite that i KOed at 1230.. a record for me this year.. first time sleepin so early! whahaha.. And i only woke up at 1pm the next day! Wow. hmm.. guess there went my weekend. Haiz. other thn that, guess got nuthin much else. The weeks been pretty same, oh bought another jersey tis week. Brazil's latest nike kit! haha.. my 2nd after Barcelona home jersey :P. Cis this month spent alot lo. Gotta cut down liao. Summore have to pay money for my resit papers >.<.
On another note, told my parents that i wouldnt be able to continue with my advance this year, and surprisingly they didnt show d slightest point of anger or dissapointment. They just said, "1 year is not a long time, go and work and study hard lo" . Well, i knew for sure they were dissapointed la. But wat to do, shit happens rite. And thankfully, they handled it (in my eyes) well. Next up is to plan wat to do. That can wait till another time.. soon , after my exams.. i guess.
Now back to wonderin where did my weekend go... hmm
Hmm, lets see, this weekend, what did i do? Oh, manage to finally play futsal after months and i mean months of not playin futsal. How i missed it, puttin d ball in d back of the net beyond n grasp of d helpless keeper. haha.. First time playin with these bunch of fellas, at a court near wangsa square food court. Pretty decent court, better then the one in genting klang for sure. hah.. and havin curry chicken for lunch a couple of hours earlier surely didnt help my cause at all. Could feel d spiciness churnin in my guts.! haha. cis.. clearly unfit >.< .
And not to mention, the night b4, barely got any sleep. Why? lets see my hostel mates were playin mah jong in my room again. Yeap, mah jong, again! haha.. and this time, they started at 3 am and finished at around 830. Note: i dont know how to play, i was merely supplyin them wit the room and i was bz on9 chattin n doin my own stuff. Well, after they packed n went to bed, i tot finally i could get sum sleep b4 going for futsal, but nooooo. The stupid hostel management had to conduct room checkin on that day (that day being friday),at that time.. so thinkin that they'ed check the ground floor first, i decieded not to sleep, cos once i do, i dont want to be woken up against my own will. So wait i did.. and wait..... and wait.. thn whn i looked out of my room, i could hear them on d top floor knockin on
Was so tired that nite that i KOed at 1230.. a record for me this year.. first time sleepin so early! whahaha.. And i only woke up at 1pm the next day! Wow. hmm.. guess there went my weekend. Haiz. other thn that, guess got nuthin much else. The weeks been pretty same, oh bought another jersey tis week. Brazil's latest nike kit! haha.. my 2nd after Barcelona home jersey :P. Cis this month spent alot lo. Gotta cut down liao. Summore have to pay money for my resit papers >.<.
On another note, told my parents that i wouldnt be able to continue with my advance this year, and surprisingly they didnt show d slightest point of anger or dissapointment. They just said, "1 year is not a long time, go and work and study hard lo" . Well, i knew for sure they were dissapointed la. But wat to do, shit happens rite. And thankfully, they handled it (in my eyes) well. Next up is to plan wat to do. That can wait till another time.. soon , after my exams.. i guess.
Now back to wonderin where did my weekend go... hmm
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
I've Been Tagged!
Wasei, was readin true someones blog, and suddenly i've noticed that i've been tagged. AGAIN!.haha. not by d same person, but still ... Oh well, here it goes :
How many schools did I go to?
Lets see, 1 primary, 1 secondary, n now 1 college. Not to mention 2 kindergartens :P.
Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?
Definatly the Hero Of The Day la. Imagine me being a studious nerd *imagining..* wahahahaha..rite. like thats ever gonna happen. :P
Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet?
Hmm... neither i guess. Maybe abit of d taiko role, but i usually keep my works underwraps :X
What was the biggest rule I broke in school?
Hmm... i've broken some high profile rules (IMHO). But have never been cought!! What are they?Well, for me to know, for u to errr.. wonder XD . 1 of which had to do wit d words P-O-N-T-E-N-G.
Three subjects I enjoyed.
Hmm.. simple: PA - 99% football , need i explain more? ; English - 99% walk in d park, wit d current english in schools, should it be any less? ; and err.. Thermodynamics n Heat Bodies (sumthin liddat) - juz facinates me..
Three teachers that inspired me.
Do i have to think of three?? I can only remember errrr... Mr Sasi. Super cool teacher :P . Oh and Mok Meng aka mrs... low and mr albert . Those 2 inspire me to NOT be like them whn i grow up XD
People I tag:
Lynnie, Stacey, Wei nie, Khai Lip, Leo, Su ling, Dee, Steffie
How many schools did I go to?
Lets see, 1 primary, 1 secondary, n now 1 college. Not to mention 2 kindergartens :P.
Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?
Definatly the Hero Of The Day la. Imagine me being a studious nerd *imagining..* wahahahaha..rite. like thats ever gonna happen. :P
Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet?
Hmm... neither i guess. Maybe abit of d taiko role, but i usually keep my works underwraps :X
What was the biggest rule I broke in school?
Hmm... i've broken some high profile rules (IMHO). But have never been cought!! What are they?Well, for me to know, for u to errr.. wonder XD . 1 of which had to do wit d words P-O-N-T-E-N-G.
Three subjects I enjoyed.
Hmm.. simple: PA - 99% football , need i explain more? ; English - 99% walk in d park, wit d current english in schools, should it be any less? ; and err.. Thermodynamics n Heat Bodies (sumthin liddat) - juz facinates me..
Three teachers that inspired me.
Do i have to think of three?? I can only remember errrr... Mr Sasi. Super cool teacher :P . Oh and Mok Meng aka mrs... low and mr albert . Those 2 inspire me to NOT be like them whn i grow up XD
People I tag:
Lynnie, Stacey, Wei nie, Khai Lip, Leo, Su ling, Dee, Steffie
Friday, March 17, 2006
Calm after d storm...
Well, after the last post which was kinda emo, i think i've returned back to my normal state. Phew, and come what may, i think i will wait 1 yr even if i have to. Lets just hope my parents agree. Anyways, its 630 am now, dont think i'll sleep till i get back to malacca, got a 10 am bus to catch, and i havent packed stuff back to wash yet :P .. ohh and i finally manage to find sum pics from d hitz b'day bash. And from wat i saw frm thier website.. kinda dissapointed la.. only got 3-4 pics of me in it.. >.< .. yong hwee n leo got i think 9 (accordin to y.hwee) . anyways, here are what i have :
1 for d album.. all of d hitz.fm dj's
The gals n I wit serena C. Isn't she kinda hot? :P
The gals n i wit DJ Pietro
1 with the rest of d crew.. lucky can see me :P
Yes yes, only 4 that are worth putting up >.< .. will try to get more from yong hwee or leo or sumbody larr... >.< .. its times like tis that i feel like i need to own my own digi cam :P
p/s : regardin d comments from d previous post.. im sorry i ever doubted u guys. was stupid of me to question our friendship huh. haha.. gomenasai~~ :P
1 for d album.. all of d hitz.fm dj's
The gals n I wit serena C. Isn't she kinda hot? :P
The gals n i wit DJ Pietro
1 with the rest of d crew.. lucky can see me :P
Yes yes, only 4 that are worth putting up >.< .. will try to get more from yong hwee or leo or sumbody larr... >.< .. its times like tis that i feel like i need to own my own digi cam :P
p/s : regardin d comments from d previous post.. im sorry i ever doubted u guys. was stupid of me to question our friendship huh. haha.. gomenasai~~ :P
Monday, March 13, 2006
Sleepless nite...
Arrrghh... its nearly 5 am and i still cant sleep. And im suppose to have a 9am class later today. Usually, by this time, i should be fast asleep, but dunno why, it aint seem to be happenin today. Guess maybe theres too much running through my mind. No, it doesnt concern girl problems, cos frankly, aint got no girl to have a problem with in the first place. I think actually, im just messed uped about my future as a whole. >.<
I dont know la, ever since my last sem's results came back, my mind seems to be in turmoil. As far as it looks for now, i'm sure i'll have to wait/waste 1 year of my life just to resit the papers. Now this is where my brain n mind starts to take a plunge, so many factors are running tru me, what am i gonna do, wat am i goona be, and most importantly, what am i gonna tell my parents. I've always tried to shut out the guilt of lettin thm down, cos sumhow i am my own worst enemy whn it comes to studies, and they have said so many times " if u have any problems, just talk to us". And the thing is, i dont know wat my problem is. Sure, i think after i tell thm tht im gonna flunk, they will get pissed, dissapointed, the whole nine yards.. but they will forgive me rite? rite? After all, i am still thier flesh n blood.. And thats where the guilt sets in for me. I dont know how to break the news to them.. and eventualy whn they do find out, i'll be lost of words for reasons that plotted my downfall.I just dont like to talk about me failin.. I dont know how much more can i depend on thm wit my concious drivin me nuts.. I have dissapointed them b4, and therefore i cant bare to do it again to them.. but thn, guess i already have.. Shit.. feel so useless rite now.
Now, next on my mind was , lets say i still wanna continue doin what im studyin, and i have to wait a year, what do i want to do during the mean time? Work? i dont know, most likely, but i cant take a full time job as i still have to revise on my subjects and go up to KL to resit for my papers. Maybe a part time job? Or the next thought that came to mind was to work part time in kl, so i'll still be near to college and i can still work, which is not wastin time, but will my parents support my idea? Factors to consider include where do i stay, what job i'm gonna apply, and are they gonna support me finacially.. Then next, to be a bum at home.... which obviously isnt the right thing to do, but that's wat i'll see myself most likely doin -.- .
Then in the twist of irony as life always is, i begin to ponder whether this is really what i wanna do. Counting stuff all day, seeing numbers for the rest of my life, havin a 'boring' but lucrative job. Dont get me wrong, there are certian subjects i enjoy and find interestin like Thermodynamics and Fluid mechanics.. but it does make me wonder, am i cut out for tis? issit really what i want? There is this small dream of mine to be famous via tv/show business, whether its behind the camera or infront of it. You know, that time whn i was at d Hitz b'day bash, i noticed that the ppl workin there, ie the dj's, vj's , performers, are really enjoyin what they do. I may not know how much they make, but it certianly is less thn a lets say qualified engineer, but thn, the joy n fun of havin ppl recognizin u, acknowlaging ur work, and juz making the ppl happy, makes me think : "hmmm.. thats wat i wanna do" . But then, i'll have to start from scratch again.. wastin 2 yrs of studyin sumthin totally different. Oh well, thats juz a side thought... but given my situation, i might think of it.. just might... a minute thing.. But who knows.. -.-.
Then another thing was, what about ppl other thn my parents? what about my uncles n aunts? what about my cousin? and most importantly, what about my friends? What will they think of me when they find out that i'm a failure?? For those who are readin this, u have a head start on knowin my fate.. Will they look at me 1 kind.. and say sumthin in the lines of "tis fella ar, waste parents money, play so much, duno how to study, haiz" or will sum of my friends cast a bad image on me? I might be a lil paranoid on this, but i cant help but wonder. To some , i'm like this smart fella who can study, can play. But after this, i dont know where i stand, i dont even know if i can show my face to them again.. sum how i doubt my muka tebalness can even get me tru this.. I think those who are really close to me will still give me support n treat me the same, well thats what i hope will happen, but what about those i've just met but still consider thm as friends?
FYI, i've made alot of net frens in d past few months, and to be honest, i really do feel some of em are real friends and not juz some1 on the other side of the line, typin away. Reasons being, i kinda got to know thm better, shared thoughts n comments on stuff, mostly like wat normal friends do except the meetin face2face stuff, i noe some might think, they are juz net friends.. why bother.. well, they do bother to me.... -.-..which leaves me, what will they think of me? And seeing that if i do go back to malacca to rott for a yr, certianly i wont be able to be on9 everytime, cos im using dial up.. so needless to say, friendships are gonnna get strained. >.< ... i know that this whole internet thing should be the last thing on my mind, but hey, this is who i am, and the net is part, well, kinda big part of my life. I think i'll write an apology entry to all d ppl i've dissapointed or make myself shy towards next time... as for now, im stuck..
Haiz... also duno what im typin anymore.. its 540am, still aint feel like im goin to sleep. -.- . Guess this feeling of guilt, uncertianty, sadness and worriness (if theres such a word) will lead to me being depressed for sometime.. how long? i dont bloody know -.-, maybe till i settle things wit ppl involved first. Only brightside i can see from this is that, it could've been worse, as in , for 1 example, i could be attached now, and how am i gonna break the news to her that i'm flunkin.. what will she do? will she still want me? haha.. guess i'll never know, and amen to that. That would really drop me to clinical depression -.-. But as for now, i'll try to sleep over it, if i can, and not to worry too much.. again if i can. Ah fuck.. who am i kiddin.. i might be ok for the next few days, but i can see a dark cloud loomin above my horizon.. thn i'll start to feel really like shit. haiz.... what will be of me ... dont know if i can sleep.. have to wake up at 830 and its nearly 6... >.<>
I dont know la, ever since my last sem's results came back, my mind seems to be in turmoil. As far as it looks for now, i'm sure i'll have to wait/waste 1 year of my life just to resit the papers. Now this is where my brain n mind starts to take a plunge, so many factors are running tru me, what am i gonna do, wat am i goona be, and most importantly, what am i gonna tell my parents. I've always tried to shut out the guilt of lettin thm down, cos sumhow i am my own worst enemy whn it comes to studies, and they have said so many times " if u have any problems, just talk to us". And the thing is, i dont know wat my problem is. Sure, i think after i tell thm tht im gonna flunk, they will get pissed, dissapointed, the whole nine yards.. but they will forgive me rite? rite? After all, i am still thier flesh n blood.. And thats where the guilt sets in for me. I dont know how to break the news to them.. and eventualy whn they do find out, i'll be lost of words for reasons that plotted my downfall.I just dont like to talk about me failin.. I dont know how much more can i depend on thm wit my concious drivin me nuts.. I have dissapointed them b4, and therefore i cant bare to do it again to them.. but thn, guess i already have.. Shit.. feel so useless rite now.
Now, next on my mind was , lets say i still wanna continue doin what im studyin, and i have to wait a year, what do i want to do during the mean time? Work? i dont know, most likely, but i cant take a full time job as i still have to revise on my subjects and go up to KL to resit for my papers. Maybe a part time job? Or the next thought that came to mind was to work part time in kl, so i'll still be near to college and i can still work, which is not wastin time, but will my parents support my idea? Factors to consider include where do i stay, what job i'm gonna apply, and are they gonna support me finacially.. Then next, to be a bum at home.... which obviously isnt the right thing to do, but that's wat i'll see myself most likely doin -.- .
Then in the twist of irony as life always is, i begin to ponder whether this is really what i wanna do. Counting stuff all day, seeing numbers for the rest of my life, havin a 'boring' but lucrative job. Dont get me wrong, there are certian subjects i enjoy and find interestin like Thermodynamics and Fluid mechanics.. but it does make me wonder, am i cut out for tis? issit really what i want? There is this small dream of mine to be famous via tv/show business, whether its behind the camera or infront of it. You know, that time whn i was at d Hitz b'day bash, i noticed that the ppl workin there, ie the dj's, vj's , performers, are really enjoyin what they do. I may not know how much they make, but it certianly is less thn a lets say qualified engineer, but thn, the joy n fun of havin ppl recognizin u, acknowlaging ur work, and juz making the ppl happy, makes me think : "hmmm.. thats wat i wanna do" . But then, i'll have to start from scratch again.. wastin 2 yrs of studyin sumthin totally different. Oh well, thats juz a side thought... but given my situation, i might think of it.. just might... a minute thing.. But who knows.. -.-.
Then another thing was, what about ppl other thn my parents? what about my uncles n aunts? what about my cousin? and most importantly, what about my friends? What will they think of me when they find out that i'm a failure?? For those who are readin this, u have a head start on knowin my fate.. Will they look at me 1 kind.. and say sumthin in the lines of "tis fella ar, waste parents money, play so much, duno how to study, haiz" or will sum of my friends cast a bad image on me? I might be a lil paranoid on this, but i cant help but wonder. To some , i'm like this smart fella who can study, can play. But after this, i dont know where i stand, i dont even know if i can show my face to them again.. sum how i doubt my muka tebalness can even get me tru this.. I think those who are really close to me will still give me support n treat me the same, well thats what i hope will happen, but what about those i've just met but still consider thm as friends?
FYI, i've made alot of net frens in d past few months, and to be honest, i really do feel some of em are real friends and not juz some1 on the other side of the line, typin away. Reasons being, i kinda got to know thm better, shared thoughts n comments on stuff, mostly like wat normal friends do except the meetin face2face stuff, i noe some might think, they are juz net friends.. why bother.. well, they do bother to me.... -.-..which leaves me, what will they think of me? And seeing that if i do go back to malacca to rott for a yr, certianly i wont be able to be on9 everytime, cos im using dial up.. so needless to say, friendships are gonnna get strained. >.< ... i know that this whole internet thing should be the last thing on my mind, but hey, this is who i am, and the net is part, well, kinda big part of my life. I think i'll write an apology entry to all d ppl i've dissapointed or make myself shy towards next time... as for now, im stuck..
Haiz... also duno what im typin anymore.. its 540am, still aint feel like im goin to sleep. -.- . Guess this feeling of guilt, uncertianty, sadness and worriness (if theres such a word) will lead to me being depressed for sometime.. how long? i dont bloody know -.-, maybe till i settle things wit ppl involved first. Only brightside i can see from this is that, it could've been worse, as in , for 1 example, i could be attached now, and how am i gonna break the news to her that i'm flunkin.. what will she do? will she still want me? haha.. guess i'll never know, and amen to that. That would really drop me to clinical depression -.-. But as for now, i'll try to sleep over it, if i can, and not to worry too much.. again if i can. Ah fuck.. who am i kiddin.. i might be ok for the next few days, but i can see a dark cloud loomin above my horizon.. thn i'll start to feel really like shit. haiz.... what will be of me ... dont know if i can sleep.. have to wake up at 830 and its nearly 6... >.<>
Monday, March 06, 2006
Happy Birthday Hitz.fm~!!!
Wow, what a weekend. And what a way to get ready for a brand new sem. Was at d hitz.fm 9th birtday bash held in where else in sleepy malacca but mahkota parade. As soon as word got out that the Hitz.fm party will be held in malacca, i knew by hook or by crook, i HAD to go.. no matter what. As you all already know, theres not much that goes on in this sleepy town -.- . So why miss this chance to be at some place happening rite?
Lets see, the party started at 3pm, but i arrived half n hour later. And sadly, i missed n 1st performance by d K-Town Clan. Damn, heard they really crunked it up :P . But surprisingly, when i reached d stage area, there wasnt as many ppl as i thought there'd be. Maybe cos its about 330pm and d weather was blazin hot. But on d contrary.. the weather on that day was superb, a few blazin sun moments.. but overall a cool and windy day. Perfect for a concert rite. Was suppose to meet up wit leo, y.hwee n prash. But thx to Leo's sense of directing ppl ( :P), only manage to find them after bout 20 mins. But i have to say, they got d best place in d house. Rite in front , at the center! and clearly it was d best, manage to take pics wit alot of d hitz.fm djs n vjs , among em, Ean, pheatro, Serena C, and 1 wit d whole gang!!. Have to wait for y.hwee to send me d pics, then i'll post em here 4 sure ;) . Hmm.. saw drew there, wif a girl... o_O.. wonder who was that :P. Actually, saw a lot of familiar faces as well.
After K-Town Clan was the winners of the band category for Blastoff 2 : Jiaja. I must say, the lead guitarist plays a mean solo. haha.. really chun. Can see that his main influence is Jimi Hendrix. They played a couple of songs. Dont know if there were any original ones but overall a solid performance. Next up if i'm not mistaken was the best group of blast off 2, Ruffedge, which IMHO, was only a so so performance, nuthin special la. But next up was d Frequency Cannon, blastoff 1 winners, and their songs were all rockin and orginal. Kudos to them. The lead singer, Kuaci (some ppl used to call me by that -.-) was a funny person. Wonder where he bought his Happy Tree Friends Tshirt. I so wanna get a couple of those. Performin next was a collaboration of Liang (thats how i heard they said his name.. and no.. its not eu liang) and Sameer (sorry if i spelt any names worng la). Pretty interestin.. not bad la. But was payin more attention to d backup dancers on stage. Yummy~~ :D~~.. ahhahaaha. After that they had DJ Sycko G spinnin d trax for quite some time. by then i think it was already 5-6 pm. How time flies whn ur havin fun eh.
Manage to take more pics wit d dj's but i have to say, wat drew the attention and noises from d crowds was d freebies thrown(literally) by the crew to d crowd. Sadly, all i got was 1 t-shirt.. but i aint complainin la. :P . Hmm.. there were games being held there as well, saw shahira on stage wit her bro .. valient effort.. close, but no cigar :P . 2 girls manage to win a skateboard autographed by P.O.D. Imagine.. 2 girls, wit a skateboard, probably worth thousands... -.- the envy... i think that was it for d afternoon session. Had a dinner break, but we didnt move at all from our spot, well at least not me n leo, haha.. y.hwee and prash went to get 'dinner'. Su Ling joint us later on. Hmmm.. saw may pin aslo, but entah why, she hilang after that. but after askin her.. found out she had transport problems. haha. kesian, cos d best part of d party was definatly after dinner time. Hmm... All the blastoff winners of season 1 n 2 performed again. Finally got to see K-Town Clan in action. and boy i wasnt dissapointed at all. They really know how to bring d house down. And to think they're only around my age.. shit.. wtf am i doin here -.-..
The 1st BIG performer was Pop Shuvit.Honestly , i dont really know much about em, but they did give a solid performance. got d crowd jumpin! cool.. Next up was Ferhad. This dude was definatly well built la. and he has a voice to go wit that bod of his. Sang a couple of his new songs. 'Threatend' (IMHO :P) the crowd that he was gonna perform a Mawi number. Hahha, could really hear d boo's ringing in d air.. Good , thats wat i wanted to hear anyway :P. Next up was d former member of The Moffatts.. boy, i really thought i was at a boy band concert.. all d girls screamin la. >.<~~ . ish.. After that it was Reshmonu's turn to take d stage. not a bad performence from him. But of all d artist performin, i really wanted to see J.Lo in action. Nono.. no jennifer lopez, but our very own Jason Lo. And i think he had d biggest crowd of d nite la. Almost everyone was singing to his songs.. and jumpin jumpin as usual. Haha. Ended his performance wit 'Rock N Roll' . Really catchy song. woohoo..
But then , as we all know, this is malaysia, and in this country, there are bound to be some wet blankets around. And in this case, it was those (i'm gettin racist here... so skip this paragraph if u dun wanna know) damn stupid Malays. Out of no where, a huge number of em showed up. Started jumpin around, takin thier shirts off and swirlin them around n d air. Not a big matter, but still, have some adiquete la. Stupid la, and they have to make some rude remarks on some of d artist as well -.- . Only good thing was they came nearly to d end of d show. Haiz.. guess this malaysian or should i say malay attidude will never go away. -.-
After J.Lo was club hitz live by Syko G, Jakeman, & Dj Skeletor . And after bout half n hour, me, leo n su ling decided to cabut from there la, was gettin kinda irritatin la. -.- . We decieded to go to 2.40 for supper. But to our surprise ( mine actually) it was FULL! . imagine, 2.40 , full at 12 am!.. who would've thought. Hahaha.. so juz went to d mamak at MITC for a snack. And was home by 1 am.
All in all, a gr8 day , ohh, did i mention that being at d front row, our faces were on d big screen alot. !! and certianly will come out on hitz.tv . only thing is whn and how much nia. so look out for that! . Even Su Lings mom said she saw us on TV that day 0_o.. haha.. Hmm.. there might be some details not included here, not bcos i dont want, but cos i cant really remember, was dead tired whn it all ended. imagine, standin for 8 hours straight!! ..haha.. not to mention d dancin n jumpin :P. haha..
Hope to attend d next B'day bash again nxt yr! but as for now, its back to college, back to life as i noe it. -.-.. dunno if got DotA tonite not.. -.-
Lets see, the party started at 3pm, but i arrived half n hour later. And sadly, i missed n 1st performance by d K-Town Clan. Damn, heard they really crunked it up :P . But surprisingly, when i reached d stage area, there wasnt as many ppl as i thought there'd be. Maybe cos its about 330pm and d weather was blazin hot. But on d contrary.. the weather on that day was superb, a few blazin sun moments.. but overall a cool and windy day. Perfect for a concert rite. Was suppose to meet up wit leo, y.hwee n prash. But thx to Leo's sense of directing ppl ( :P), only manage to find them after bout 20 mins. But i have to say, they got d best place in d house. Rite in front , at the center! and clearly it was d best, manage to take pics wit alot of d hitz.fm djs n vjs , among em, Ean, pheatro, Serena C, and 1 wit d whole gang!!. Have to wait for y.hwee to send me d pics, then i'll post em here 4 sure ;) . Hmm.. saw drew there, wif a girl... o_O.. wonder who was that :P. Actually, saw a lot of familiar faces as well.
After K-Town Clan was the winners of the band category for Blastoff 2 : Jiaja. I must say, the lead guitarist plays a mean solo. haha.. really chun. Can see that his main influence is Jimi Hendrix. They played a couple of songs. Dont know if there were any original ones but overall a solid performance. Next up if i'm not mistaken was the best group of blast off 2, Ruffedge, which IMHO, was only a so so performance, nuthin special la. But next up was d Frequency Cannon, blastoff 1 winners, and their songs were all rockin and orginal. Kudos to them. The lead singer, Kuaci (some ppl used to call me by that -.-) was a funny person. Wonder where he bought his Happy Tree Friends Tshirt. I so wanna get a couple of those. Performin next was a collaboration of Liang (thats how i heard they said his name.. and no.. its not eu liang) and Sameer (sorry if i spelt any names worng la). Pretty interestin.. not bad la. But was payin more attention to d backup dancers on stage. Yummy~~ :D~~.. ahhahaaha. After that they had DJ Sycko G spinnin d trax for quite some time. by then i think it was already 5-6 pm. How time flies whn ur havin fun eh.
Manage to take more pics wit d dj's but i have to say, wat drew the attention and noises from d crowds was d freebies thrown(literally) by the crew to d crowd. Sadly, all i got was 1 t-shirt.. but i aint complainin la. :P . Hmm.. there were games being held there as well, saw shahira on stage wit her bro .. valient effort.. close, but no cigar :P . 2 girls manage to win a skateboard autographed by P.O.D. Imagine.. 2 girls, wit a skateboard, probably worth thousands... -.- the envy... i think that was it for d afternoon session. Had a dinner break, but we didnt move at all from our spot, well at least not me n leo, haha.. y.hwee and prash went to get 'dinner'. Su Ling joint us later on. Hmmm.. saw may pin aslo, but entah why, she hilang after that. but after askin her.. found out she had transport problems. haha. kesian, cos d best part of d party was definatly after dinner time. Hmm... All the blastoff winners of season 1 n 2 performed again. Finally got to see K-Town Clan in action. and boy i wasnt dissapointed at all. They really know how to bring d house down. And to think they're only around my age.. shit.. wtf am i doin here -.-..
The 1st BIG performer was Pop Shuvit.Honestly , i dont really know much about em, but they did give a solid performance. got d crowd jumpin! cool.. Next up was Ferhad. This dude was definatly well built la. and he has a voice to go wit that bod of his. Sang a couple of his new songs. 'Threatend' (IMHO :P) the crowd that he was gonna perform a Mawi number. Hahha, could really hear d boo's ringing in d air.. Good , thats wat i wanted to hear anyway :P. Next up was d former member of The Moffatts.. boy, i really thought i was at a boy band concert.. all d girls screamin la. >.<~~ . ish.. After that it was Reshmonu's turn to take d stage. not a bad performence from him. But of all d artist performin, i really wanted to see J.Lo in action. Nono.. no jennifer lopez, but our very own Jason Lo. And i think he had d biggest crowd of d nite la. Almost everyone was singing to his songs.. and jumpin jumpin as usual. Haha. Ended his performance wit 'Rock N Roll' . Really catchy song. woohoo..
But then , as we all know, this is malaysia, and in this country, there are bound to be some wet blankets around. And in this case, it was those (i'm gettin racist here... so skip this paragraph if u dun wanna know) damn stupid Malays. Out of no where, a huge number of em showed up. Started jumpin around, takin thier shirts off and swirlin them around n d air. Not a big matter, but still, have some adiquete la. Stupid la, and they have to make some rude remarks on some of d artist as well -.- . Only good thing was they came nearly to d end of d show. Haiz.. guess this malaysian or should i say malay attidude will never go away. -.-
After J.Lo was club hitz live by Syko G, Jakeman, & Dj Skeletor . And after bout half n hour, me, leo n su ling decided to cabut from there la, was gettin kinda irritatin la. -.- . We decieded to go to 2.40 for supper. But to our surprise ( mine actually) it was FULL! . imagine, 2.40 , full at 12 am!.. who would've thought. Hahaha.. so juz went to d mamak at MITC for a snack. And was home by 1 am.
All in all, a gr8 day , ohh, did i mention that being at d front row, our faces were on d big screen alot. !! and certianly will come out on hitz.tv . only thing is whn and how much nia. so look out for that! . Even Su Lings mom said she saw us on TV that day 0_o.. haha.. Hmm.. there might be some details not included here, not bcos i dont want, but cos i cant really remember, was dead tired whn it all ended. imagine, standin for 8 hours straight!! ..haha.. not to mention d dancin n jumpin :P. haha..
Hope to attend d next B'day bash again nxt yr! but as for now, its back to college, back to life as i noe it. -.-.. dunno if got DotA tonite not.. -.-
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Back 2 Bloggin' : 'P' for penang ,'P' no more!!
Well, after a couple of weeks off from bloggin, i'm back.. even wit a new blog layout.. you like? as most of u know, i am on holidays now. so a big sigh of relieve.. *PHEW*.. haha. This will be quite a long entry, so bear wit me k, if not, juz check back n a couple of days to see if i have any new shorter ones :P
And my holidays got of to a gr8 start i have to say, i was suppose to go to penang wit nara, yong, phang, liang n jo. In the end.. we did go. All in all a fun n gr8 trip IMHO, had lots to eat, and by lots, i mean double portions for lunch and dinner! But i guess, i didnt put on weight at all, cos we did walk a long way to our makan destinations. And quoting from jo, "I've never walked that far for food!" . hmmm.. but then , since i always walk to classes, wasnt really much of a deal for me. However, it was sunny during all d 4 days we were in penang.. which makes me miss the weather in shanghai even more :(. To be honest, we only actually spent 2 days there, call it amaturish plannin, but i think it was worth d while. Not to go on blabberin on n on.. here's basicly wat i loved n didn't quite like about our trip.
For my likes, it has to be d food, in particular the famous penang char kuay teow. And boy did it lived up to its reputation. Simply superb.. for 3 bucks, a gr8 price to pay for good food. And after eatin that (about 3 times when i was there) , i think i'll never eat malaccan char kuay teow again!! haha.. unless i really have nothing to eat la. But thn i'd rather cook maggi :P . hmm, the prawn mee was also nice, alot of 'liau' for a very low price ; the cendol near penang road was not too bad, but this IMHO is sumthin we malaccans are better at :P. Oh, and yong kept raving about this thing called Frankies Pizza. None of us had a clue to wat it was.. and to our surprise neither did d penang friends of phang n yong, wonder why... And after searchin all over (within walkin radius of our hotel), we finally found a stall that sells it. You should see the yongs eyes, it practically lit up like a kid on christmas day .hahaha.. and after havin a couple of slices, i have to say, it is pretty delicious. Not as good as Pizza Hut yet, but i can say it is second on d list. 3rd on my personal one after my moms home made pizza :P & pizza hut. All in all great food for great price. Its good to see that one can have a decent meal for only 2.50. Almost impossible in malacca n certianly impossible in kl. On another note other thn food, well, nuthin much i guess.
ohh.. jo got me hooked to Morning Musume -.- . (hears d sniggers from readers, esp dee) Don't know why la, maybe its thier 'kawaiiness' or cos its juz fun to watch :P. And speakin of girls, the 'prospects' in Penang lived up to thier reputations (that being penang girls are hot n chun :D~~) lets juz say i had a reasonable time gettin my eyes washed. hahaha.. Oh, and on another high note, everyone in penang seems to be well conversed in english. From the small kids rite up to d old uncles in their 60's. Amazing.. and to think that old farts here dun understand jack about malay let alone english.. it was sumthin i am pleasently surprised about. And speakin of malays, dont recall seeing ANY of them at all.. execpt for my hotel, which was buzzin wit thm :( . hmmm... might decide to move here next time . hehe.. never know.. :P
With good always comes d bad rite, well, for 1 , again quoting from jo, "kena conned". i'm referrin to our hotel rooms. See, it was suppose to be a 4 star place, wit a promise of 2 king size beds for each room. Obviously it was hard to believe, but since yongs dad was a member of d berjaya group thing, i was thinkin maybe 2 queen size beds. But nOooo, it was 2 SINGLE beds per room. WTF, and wats worse.. no astro!! .. for a 4 star place. geesh... even china had more variety. But then, since we are stayin for free, yes free, shouldn't complain that much rite. Other bad notes ; the so called CC in midlands park was a total rip off. With a price of 1.50 per hour, it was too hard to believe at 1st, and in d end, it was. Total rip off, the coms looked like they haved been stolen from some poor kids house, reformatted, n put there to be used. Lets see, PIII 866Mhz, 256 RAM, GeForce 2 . All that for something u put to let ppl use and charge thm for it? what the bloody fuck. i had to change coms 3 times cos they keep hanging on me, even then, my fourth aslo hanged. Pissed, i decieded to give thm my 1.50, n just headed back to d hotel. And oh, u gonna luv tis, the Warcraft version was 1.o7!! hahaha... stupid fucks. hmmm.. i guess theres nuthin to complain about penang food, although i didnt had d best beef noodles. It was suppose to be some vietnamese shop. And from wat i 've heard, vietnam beef noodles are to die for. However, it was me who felt like dyin... forkin up 5 bucks for a small bowl (it was really small), i have to say, it sucked ass. Tasteless.. the meat only like 3 pieces of thinly sliced beef, couple of fish balls. Ballz.. i could do better. Heard it was a new shop, well, if they dont buck up, they'd be closing shop faster thn one could say "Beef noodles my ass!".
Another bad thing was d bus journey, god damn those bastards.. when the bus route says "malacca - penang" & "penang -malacca", your suppose to go from A to B u jack ass. But noooo, they had to detour , on our way up, they went to A'farmosa resort to pick up some ppl, thn to pudu, droppin of some ppl and pickin sum up. On the way back pula, they still went to pudu, drop off ppl, then the bus turned into seremban.. o.O ... before finallly comin back home. And oh, the food on one of d pitstops on d way up , Tanjung Malim i think, was a total rip off. They put d prices so high, even a regular 1.40 can drink became 1.90, 1 plate of mee wit 1 regular sausage and 3 small wontons cost me 4 bucks! Not say nice. They think we ang mors loaded wit cash issit? or better, singaporeans issit?? Well, after all that being said, all in all it was a fun fun time in penang. haha.. wat better way to spend ur holidays + valentines day ( considerin none of us have dates) wit ur peeps eh. haha. And there are rumors the next trip will be to... Japan? na ni?? >.<
After that penang trip, good to hear that things have cooled down.. or did they?? My cousin got married d day after i came back. So it was busy busy saturday for me. First cousin on my dads side to tie d knot. Was d unofficial camera man on durin d weddin dinner :P . What elses, oh , camped at phangs house on tuesday nite n jo's house on wed's. Why? Football of cos, champions league is back!! and boy was i happy after watchin last nites match between barcelona n chelsea. haha.. but i think that will be d last of our 'campin' , jo's goin back to kl soon, so only left me, liang, nara n phang.. hmmm.. maybe will go out tis weekend juz for d heck of it :P .
Oh, and after 2 long years.. finally i dont have d 'P' on my drivin licence anymore!! wooohooo.. finally can drive without being afraid of havin my licence gantung cos of stupid offences. And thank God, touch wood as well, no stupid incidents or accidents have happend for d last 2 yrs!! haha.. see su ling, told u i was a safe driver! .. fast yes, safe aslo yes :P .
ok, guess thats pretty much wat has happend durin d past few weeks. My blog is still under construction, needs sum tweakin n fine tuning... so it is not ready 100% yet. And i think by d end of d month whn d fone bill arrives, im gonna get an earful from my dad :P . Note that i still use dial up. hehe.
And my holidays got of to a gr8 start i have to say, i was suppose to go to penang wit nara, yong, phang, liang n jo. In the end.. we did go. All in all a fun n gr8 trip IMHO, had lots to eat, and by lots, i mean double portions for lunch and dinner! But i guess, i didnt put on weight at all, cos we did walk a long way to our makan destinations. And quoting from jo, "I've never walked that far for food!" . hmmm.. but then , since i always walk to classes, wasnt really much of a deal for me. However, it was sunny during all d 4 days we were in penang.. which makes me miss the weather in shanghai even more :(. To be honest, we only actually spent 2 days there, call it amaturish plannin, but i think it was worth d while. Not to go on blabberin on n on.. here's basicly wat i loved n didn't quite like about our trip.
For my likes, it has to be d food, in particular the famous penang char kuay teow. And boy did it lived up to its reputation. Simply superb.. for 3 bucks, a gr8 price to pay for good food. And after eatin that (about 3 times when i was there) , i think i'll never eat malaccan char kuay teow again!! haha.. unless i really have nothing to eat la. But thn i'd rather cook maggi :P . hmm, the prawn mee was also nice, alot of 'liau' for a very low price ; the cendol near penang road was not too bad, but this IMHO is sumthin we malaccans are better at :P. Oh, and yong kept raving about this thing called Frankies Pizza. None of us had a clue to wat it was.. and to our surprise neither did d penang friends of phang n yong, wonder why... And after searchin all over (within walkin radius of our hotel), we finally found a stall that sells it. You should see the yongs eyes, it practically lit up like a kid on christmas day .hahaha.. and after havin a couple of slices, i have to say, it is pretty delicious. Not as good as Pizza Hut yet, but i can say it is second on d list. 3rd on my personal one after my moms home made pizza :P & pizza hut. All in all great food for great price. Its good to see that one can have a decent meal for only 2.50. Almost impossible in malacca n certianly impossible in kl. On another note other thn food, well, nuthin much i guess.
ohh.. jo got me hooked to Morning Musume -.- . (hears d sniggers from readers, esp dee) Don't know why la, maybe its thier 'kawaiiness' or cos its juz fun to watch :P. And speakin of girls, the 'prospects' in Penang lived up to thier reputations (that being penang girls are hot n chun :D~~) lets juz say i had a reasonable time gettin my eyes washed. hahaha.. Oh, and on another high note, everyone in penang seems to be well conversed in english. From the small kids rite up to d old uncles in their 60's. Amazing.. and to think that old farts here dun understand jack about malay let alone english.. it was sumthin i am pleasently surprised about. And speakin of malays, dont recall seeing ANY of them at all.. execpt for my hotel, which was buzzin wit thm :( . hmmm... might decide to move here next time . hehe.. never know.. :P
With good always comes d bad rite, well, for 1 , again quoting from jo, "kena conned". i'm referrin to our hotel rooms. See, it was suppose to be a 4 star place, wit a promise of 2 king size beds for each room. Obviously it was hard to believe, but since yongs dad was a member of d berjaya group thing, i was thinkin maybe 2 queen size beds. But nOooo, it was 2 SINGLE beds per room. WTF, and wats worse.. no astro!! .. for a 4 star place. geesh... even china had more variety. But then, since we are stayin for free, yes free, shouldn't complain that much rite. Other bad notes ; the so called CC in midlands park was a total rip off. With a price of 1.50 per hour, it was too hard to believe at 1st, and in d end, it was. Total rip off, the coms looked like they haved been stolen from some poor kids house, reformatted, n put there to be used. Lets see, PIII 866Mhz, 256 RAM, GeForce 2 . All that for something u put to let ppl use and charge thm for it? what the bloody fuck. i had to change coms 3 times cos they keep hanging on me, even then, my fourth aslo hanged. Pissed, i decieded to give thm my 1.50, n just headed back to d hotel. And oh, u gonna luv tis, the Warcraft version was 1.o7!! hahaha... stupid fucks. hmmm.. i guess theres nuthin to complain about penang food, although i didnt had d best beef noodles. It was suppose to be some vietnamese shop. And from wat i 've heard, vietnam beef noodles are to die for. However, it was me who felt like dyin... forkin up 5 bucks for a small bowl (it was really small), i have to say, it sucked ass. Tasteless.. the meat only like 3 pieces of thinly sliced beef, couple of fish balls. Ballz.. i could do better. Heard it was a new shop, well, if they dont buck up, they'd be closing shop faster thn one could say "Beef noodles my ass!".
Another bad thing was d bus journey, god damn those bastards.. when the bus route says "malacca - penang" & "penang -malacca", your suppose to go from A to B u jack ass. But noooo, they had to detour , on our way up, they went to A'farmosa resort to pick up some ppl, thn to pudu, droppin of some ppl and pickin sum up. On the way back pula, they still went to pudu, drop off ppl, then the bus turned into seremban.. o.O ... before finallly comin back home. And oh, the food on one of d pitstops on d way up , Tanjung Malim i think, was a total rip off. They put d prices so high, even a regular 1.40 can drink became 1.90, 1 plate of mee wit 1 regular sausage and 3 small wontons cost me 4 bucks! Not say nice. They think we ang mors loaded wit cash issit? or better, singaporeans issit?? Well, after all that being said, all in all it was a fun fun time in penang. haha.. wat better way to spend ur holidays + valentines day ( considerin none of us have dates) wit ur peeps eh. haha. And there are rumors the next trip will be to... Japan? na ni?? >.<
After that penang trip, good to hear that things have cooled down.. or did they?? My cousin got married d day after i came back. So it was busy busy saturday for me. First cousin on my dads side to tie d knot. Was d unofficial camera man on durin d weddin dinner :P . What elses, oh , camped at phangs house on tuesday nite n jo's house on wed's. Why? Football of cos, champions league is back!! and boy was i happy after watchin last nites match between barcelona n chelsea. haha.. but i think that will be d last of our 'campin' , jo's goin back to kl soon, so only left me, liang, nara n phang.. hmmm.. maybe will go out tis weekend juz for d heck of it :P .
Oh, and after 2 long years.. finally i dont have d 'P' on my drivin licence anymore!! wooohooo.. finally can drive without being afraid of havin my licence gantung cos of stupid offences. And thank God, touch wood as well, no stupid incidents or accidents have happend for d last 2 yrs!! haha.. see su ling, told u i was a safe driver! .. fast yes, safe aslo yes :P .
ok, guess thats pretty much wat has happend durin d past few weeks. My blog is still under construction, needs sum tweakin n fine tuning... so it is not ready 100% yet. And i think by d end of d month whn d fone bill arrives, im gonna get an earful from my dad :P . Note that i still use dial up. hehe.
Friday, January 27, 2006
recently got tis from someones site.. n decieded to try myself.. d site is Faceanalyzer . here is wat i sumhow found out bout myself :
haha... says that i look like jay chou?? ..hmm and i have a lil bit of d far east look? hmm.. wonder if gals dig tis.haha. but all in all, guess im an average joe huh. but thn, low politeness?? am i not polite enuf ppl? haha.. guess no :P.. oh, i do hope that u enlarge tis pic by clicking on it if u have to squint >.< ur eyes to see this . hehe.. sorry ya. still a noobie blogger i noe. -.-
haha... says that i look like jay chou?? ..hmm and i have a lil bit of d far east look? hmm.. wonder if gals dig tis.haha. but all in all, guess im an average joe huh. but thn, low politeness?? am i not polite enuf ppl? haha.. guess no :P.. oh, i do hope that u enlarge tis pic by clicking on it if u have to squint >.< ur eyes to see this . hehe.. sorry ya. still a noobie blogger i noe. -.-
Thursday, January 26, 2006
weee... i know im not scheduled to blog till after my exams.. but while i was takin a break from my studies, i was surfin tis bloggers site. its on my links tab under kenny sia ( thanx wei nie for intro this guys site.. freakin chun . ;) ) and i stumbled upon one of his archived post. its at http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2005/08/kennysiacom_eng.php . do check it out. its able to so called Bengify ur blog.. tried it on my blog, and after re-readin d 'ah beng' version of it, i coulndt stop laughin my ass off.. seriously hilarious..
oh... happy 20th birthday to..me me.. muahahaha.. im 20 liao.. hmmm... but nthn special aslo.. just 2- infront against the rest of ya who still has 1- ..lolz.. and recieved lotsa sms-es frm frens.. hehe. guys n gals made my day man. :) n 1 pleasent surprise was that ven called me all d way from cardiff !! ..wow.it was nice to hear from him.. havent contacted him for nearly a year o.O.. but its good to know that he's doin fine there n enjoyin life... cool.. so thx ven for ya call. see ya soon whn u get back k.. cheers...ok la, back to studyin liao...but gotta read my translated blog summore.. maybe will translate one of u guys mia blog n read.. haha..
oh... happy 20th birthday to..me me.. muahahaha.. im 20 liao.. hmmm... but nthn special aslo.. just 2- infront against the rest of ya who still has 1- ..lolz.. and recieved lotsa sms-es frm frens.. hehe. guys n gals made my day man. :) n 1 pleasent surprise was that ven called me all d way from cardiff !! ..wow.it was nice to hear from him.. havent contacted him for nearly a year o.O.. but its good to know that he's doin fine there n enjoyin life... cool.. so thx ven for ya call. see ya soon whn u get back k.. cheers...ok la, back to studyin liao...but gotta read my translated blog summore.. maybe will translate one of u guys mia blog n read.. haha..
Thursday, January 19, 2006
hey, 2 all u guys & gals out there, sorry i havent been bloggin 4 soooo long... its exam period for me. so have to study lo . >.< .. bloody hell sucks man.. haiz... oh well, i will be back bloggin hopefully after my exams la. and hopefuly i'll get a new layout cos some ppl are oledi ranting thier dissatisfaction bout tis layout.. haha.. but who cares.. :P.. okla b4 i sign out, i wish all ya readers a Happy Chinese New Year!!
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