Goddamn blogger didnt want me to blog is it.. been tryin to access tis webpage for hours but failed. Now only can. Fuck betul. --.- .
Things haven't been on the brightside lately... results jz came out.. MCB failed 1 subject again.. out of 5. But thats really not the main matter la. Urs truly got his heart broken again :( . Not once but twice in a couple of months. Well, the first 1 wasnt that bad, manage to get over it quite well. Although i'm still kinda upset la. But the 2nd one jz took the wind out of my sail.
I dont wanna elaborate on it la.. sakit kan hati nia. Long story short: i have feelings for her, she has feelings for sumone else. But after awhile, that someone else and her decided not to have feelings for each other anymore. But she still cant get over him. But at the same time, she did confess dat she had feelings for me. But she said i'm better off without her and she doesnt deserve a guy like me for the way i was treating her ( how was i treating her? If u ppl know me by now, u'd know how i treat girls already.. esp those i really like). So long story short like dat la. Now u probably be sayin to urselves : aiyo.. small matter only ma.. why so worked up ? Well, its not often i come across someone as special as this. Someone who really gets me, makes me happy.. those sorta stuff.. I would even go as far as sayin she may be the best of all my past gfs IF things would've gone the way i wanted to. =X
And if u all know me, this is not sumthing that happens often rite? so.. there u go.. still hung up about it. But i guess, as the sayin goes, times heal all wounds ? Duno la.. but i know this sayin though : Shit happens! . hahaha.. and shit certainly happend to me alright.
Oh, and what does it mean (besides 'I dont like u' in a nice way) when someone tells u : 'I dont deserve u' , or 'Ur too good for me' or both at the same time?? And why do ppl say that? I mean, isnt usually the case of " ur not good enuf for me" ? That i understand crystal clear la. But this? i find it very hard to accept. Mostly because, who are u to tell me u dont deserve me? n What makes u think i'm too good for u? .. sien.. Of cos i didnt say dat la.. but it jz makes u wanna say it if someone says tat to u eh?
Other then that, I'm just lookin forward to this weekends sporting events to take my mind of this. 3 BIG stuffs going on 1) Man United vs. Liverpool - THE match of the EPL before Chelski and Aresenal became a force. 2)Real Madrid vs Barcelona - with all the bad blood between d teams, only reason its not called a derby match is becos they are miles away from each other. And 3) The Brazillian GP - Micheal Schumachers final race before he retires from his illustrious career. He is THE most successful F1 drive in history. But i still hope Alonso wins larr. Gonna go McLaren next year ma :P
Hmm.. been goin to Hartamas quite often lately. And no, its not always Souled Out. Got tons of other interesting places. But so far only been to Hartamas Square and Uncle Dons' la.. hahahaha.. Will hope to try out newer places next time. Anyone wanna take me?? haha
So till the next time i blog (hopefully i wont be EMO again) , chiaoz n cheers!!
