This past week has been pretty boring. Nothing much happening. Well, i manage to pass all my papers for last semester so *hurray* i supppose :D. And to think i was playing dota with my roommate for 6 hours rite before my final paper from 1 am to 7am. I was really ready to give it away. But luckily i did manage to pass. Kids, better not try this at home. Its last minute studying at its best ;p. My sis also manage to get how to say, much much better results in her spm as compared to me. Alrite alrite, 10a1's n 1a2. Oh well, can't be smart in everything rite?
On another note, this clip below just makes me proud to be a Man Utd supporter and more specifically, a Christiano Ronaldo fan. This goal is just wicked sick! Even Beckham can't bend it like Ronaldo :P. Btw, this was taken from the match where United took on a European XI selection to commamerate (sorry if i spelt it wrongly) United's 50 years in joining european competition n signing of some Roman (not the lahanat Abramovich k) treaty. United won 4-3 on the nite :D
Alrite, i guess thats all for now, Oh, finally concluded the series finale of The OC. 4 long seasons, finally its over!. 1 very surprising thing though, is they didn't invite Misha Barton to make a cameo appearence as Marissa whether as a ghost or as a flashback. If u've seen 1 Tree Hill, at least when they killed off Keith's character, they did bring him back as a guardian angel to Luke and a pain in d ass for Dan. They really killed off her character! Hahaha..
Ok ok , guess tat is all for now. Wanna go take a seista first :D
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Movie Mania..
In the past 5 days, I've watched 3 shows in the cinema. Protege, Norbit, and 300. Protege and Norbit i went to watch with jac; 2 movies in 1 day, power man!! IMHO, i think Protege is the typical undercover cop canto movie. Not bad so to speak, but the part where daniel wu screams like a girl when he sees a dead body is just to pussy-like for me :P. I mean, he's a cop, and wats more, he's an undercover cop working for a drug lord. Bound to see a few dead bodies in his life rite? haha..
The other one i saw was Norbit. All right, i didn't read any review for this movie so i didn't know wat to expect except a lot of laughs considering its Eddie Murphy, Eddie Murphy and yes, Eddy Murphy in it. He's like his usual funny antics la, think The Nutty Professor and u'll get the picture. Although the supporting cast was quite funny, Eddie Griffin did a good job IMHO playing the pimp. But i still don't like the way the fat lady says 'how you doin'. Thats like so bithcy.. Prefer the Joey one in Friends, 'How ya doin' ;).
As for 300, what can i say, so far its the best show of 2007 for me. Graphics was superb, acting was good and costumes/make up was great. Fight scenes, wow, chunted! And for once, thanks to the Malaysia censorship board for not cutting out the blood n gore. There were heads flying everywhere, body parts being chopped n mutilated like chicken in a kitchen. Only thing is (as usual n expected), they did censor out nude scenes :(. Another sad note is, no chun actresses to drool over in the show. But there were plenty of beefcake actors la. Especially the part where the Spartan army marched towards the Hot Gate, fuh.. i've never seen so many men with perfect six packs gathered togather before! Surely got girls squirming in their seats liao :P.
Hmmm.. on other notes, didn't do much this week, didn't have much to do anyways, futsal pun dun have, just stay at home and catch up watching anime n series that i've not finished. Followed Jac back to malacca, she offered to fetch me back, so couldn't possibly say no rite? haha.. 1 thing i noticed, sunway/monash really has a lot of hot chicks there la weh. So many 'my type of girls'. I so don't belong in Tar college... -.-'' . Jac i come visit u more often k? :P
Results should be out sumwhere along next week. Die la, dunno how i fared. I think will at least fail 1 although i can't afford to fail anymore. Costing me too much money liao. Knn.. still got 1 n a half hours before Man Utd's match starts. Hope we win this as well. Then 5 am got El Clasico. Barcelona against Real Madrid. If history has any say , it should be one cracking match to watch! hmm.. think i'll go play manager first la. Till next time, ciao
The other one i saw was Norbit. All right, i didn't read any review for this movie so i didn't know wat to expect except a lot of laughs considering its Eddie Murphy, Eddie Murphy and yes, Eddy Murphy in it. He's like his usual funny antics la, think The Nutty Professor and u'll get the picture. Although the supporting cast was quite funny, Eddie Griffin did a good job IMHO playing the pimp. But i still don't like the way the fat lady says 'how you doin'. Thats like so bithcy.. Prefer the Joey one in Friends, 'How ya doin' ;).
As for 300, what can i say, so far its the best show of 2007 for me. Graphics was superb, acting was good and costumes/make up was great. Fight scenes, wow, chunted! And for once, thanks to the Malaysia censorship board for not cutting out the blood n gore. There were heads flying everywhere, body parts being chopped n mutilated like chicken in a kitchen. Only thing is (as usual n expected), they did censor out nude scenes :(. Another sad note is, no chun actresses to drool over in the show. But there were plenty of beefcake actors la. Especially the part where the Spartan army marched towards the Hot Gate, fuh.. i've never seen so many men with perfect six packs gathered togather before! Surely got girls squirming in their seats liao :P.
Hmmm.. on other notes, didn't do much this week, didn't have much to do anyways, futsal pun dun have, just stay at home and catch up watching anime n series that i've not finished. Followed Jac back to malacca, she offered to fetch me back, so couldn't possibly say no rite? haha.. 1 thing i noticed, sunway/monash really has a lot of hot chicks there la weh. So many 'my type of girls'. I so don't belong in Tar college... -.-'' . Jac i come visit u more often k? :P
Results should be out sumwhere along next week. Die la, dunno how i fared. I think will at least fail 1 although i can't afford to fail anymore. Costing me too much money liao. Knn.. still got 1 n a half hours before Man Utd's match starts. Hope we win this as well. Then 5 am got El Clasico. Barcelona against Real Madrid. If history has any say , it should be one cracking match to watch! hmm.. think i'll go play manager first la. Till next time, ciao
Monday, March 05, 2007
Girlfriend
No no, i'm not announcing that i have one (sadly though) but it's the latest single by Avril Lavigne. Check it out urself n tell me wat u think. I personally don't really like it. Seems she has gone more popish/slutty/skimpish (see the vid) type d. She even has a dance move!! WTF!! Which is a great sadness. Hopefully the rest of her new album wont sound like this. Like yong, i also miss her past song types, songs like My Happy Ending, Sk8er Boi n Anything But Ordinary. I want the old Avril back!! Oh for those who don't know, i'm a HUGE avril fan. :D Anyways, enjoy! :
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Back 2 KL lo...
Well, my 3 week holiday shall officially end tomorrow and i'll be leavin for kl tomorrow afternoon. Just got my time table online. And i have to say, i'm quite happy with this sem's arrangement. No early classes, and no Friday classes!! yeah! :D . So i guess i can come home more often la.
So it has been a pretty quiet final week here in Malacca. Didn't go out as much, therefore didn't spend money that much either hehe.. Still manage to find mah jong kaki in the forms of may, howe, fab n ah wei. But the thing was, playing with them = playing with money. All in all, i won 11 bucks. we kept the counting easy, winner gets 1-2 bucks from each person depending on how we won. So i guess i did manage pretty well considerin its my first time playin with money. Beginners luck eh?
Other then that, went out yum cha a few times, including the 6 am breakfast due to blackout thanks to don n jac. :P .. Semangat siot.. Sadly this week didn't get to play pool or futsal. But still continue eating like normal. Which sadly means i'm getting fat. Gotta exercise when i get back to kl. Hopefully this sem will play more futsal! :D
On another note, Man Utd's run in the league has been nothing short of magical n downright gritty determination. 2 times we won when the chips were against us, 2 late winners nearing and in injury time. I tell u, this is the stuff champions are made of. Never say die attitude which is synonymous with the club. This certainly brings back sweet memories of the pre-Roman era at chelsea. Latest result was definitely the sweetest one. A 1-0 win against Liverpool at Anfield. Sweet fact 1) Liverpool WERE unbeaten at home in the league this season. Sweet fact 2)This win opens a 12 point gap over Chelsea (although they have 2 games in hand) with 9 games remaining. Sweet fact 3) John O'Shea (plays as a defender) scored in the 91st minute when united were playing with 10 men!!!
Hmmm.. i seriously need an external hard disk. Hopefully i have enough money to buy it once i buy my guitar. Have so many series to watch, yet so little space to keep em :(. Gotta start a 'External Hard Disk Fund' d...
Oh, just remembered... i haven't packed anything yet!! Gotta start packing d. Got quite a few stuff to take back >.<~
So it has been a pretty quiet final week here in Malacca. Didn't go out as much, therefore didn't spend money that much either hehe.. Still manage to find mah jong kaki in the forms of may, howe, fab n ah wei. But the thing was, playing with them = playing with money. All in all, i won 11 bucks. we kept the counting easy, winner gets 1-2 bucks from each person depending on how we won. So i guess i did manage pretty well considerin its my first time playin with money. Beginners luck eh?
Other then that, went out yum cha a few times, including the 6 am breakfast due to blackout thanks to don n jac. :P .. Semangat siot.. Sadly this week didn't get to play pool or futsal. But still continue eating like normal. Which sadly means i'm getting fat. Gotta exercise when i get back to kl. Hopefully this sem will play more futsal! :D
On another note, Man Utd's run in the league has been nothing short of magical n downright gritty determination. 2 times we won when the chips were against us, 2 late winners nearing and in injury time. I tell u, this is the stuff champions are made of. Never say die attitude which is synonymous with the club. This certainly brings back sweet memories of the pre-Roman era at chelsea. Latest result was definitely the sweetest one. A 1-0 win against Liverpool at Anfield. Sweet fact 1) Liverpool WERE unbeaten at home in the league this season. Sweet fact 2)This win opens a 12 point gap over Chelsea (although they have 2 games in hand) with 9 games remaining. Sweet fact 3) John O'Shea (plays as a defender) scored in the 91st minute when united were playing with 10 men!!!
Hmmm.. i seriously need an external hard disk. Hopefully i have enough money to buy it once i buy my guitar. Have so many series to watch, yet so little space to keep em :(. Gotta start a 'External Hard Disk Fund' d...
Oh, just remembered... i haven't packed anything yet!! Gotta start packing d. Got quite a few stuff to take back >.<~
Saturday, February 24, 2007
An Afternoon At Seoul Garden
Yesterday, Jo, Phang, Liang, Siang, Andy, Aaron, Tan and me went to The Seoul Garden in MP for lunch (well, for most of us it was breakfast/lunch/dinner. We went there at around 230 pm cos of the late nite we had at Jac's party (which was awesomely cool!).
At close to 20 bucks per person (student rate), i have to say, its pretty damn worth every ringgit! Especially if ur a big eater or in our case, haven't eaten for the whole day. The spread of food was vast, from beef to chicken to fish all marinated n seasoned with different flavours (there's even chicken that was marinated in coffee!!!). Then there is the usual fish ball n stuff that u use for steamboats. But i have to say, the beef was the BEST!!
the meat part of the food selection
It's like a normal korean BBQ style la, with a round hotplate and a soup bowl in the middle. Not to mention the free flow of drinks which included for once in a buffet, non carbonated ones. I think me n Phang ate at least 2 legs of a cow. Jo ate i think 2 by himself judging by the amount of beef that we took. Oh the chicken n fish was not spared as well. I still can remember the juicy, succulent n sweet taste of the bulgoni beef. Simply put it : SYOK SIAL!!!!
We were there from 245 till 530. Ate soo much tat we didn't have room for dessert which was make it urself ice kacang. Which was a bit of a waste cos the ingredients for it was so yummy. So for u meat eaters out there, i highly recommend this place! Don't know if there is one in KL. All in all, i think the 8 of us ate that much meat enough to feed n entire village in Africa for a day or 2 (no shit!!)
we had like 5-6 plates of this amount of beef alone!
Then after that, with our stomachs filled to the max, we went to Senyum to play pool. And right after that, we went to play futsal!! Haha.. siang ate too much that he had indigestion. Poor dude, at least he was still able to play on. And after futsal , we went out for a drink b4 going to phang's house to play mah jong!!
phang n me enjoyin our beef :)~~
This is certainly one of the if not THE best holidays i've had since i started college!! :D ... Sad thing is, after tomorrow, almost everyone will be going to KL to study except me. Oh well, at least i have enough anime n tv series to last me till college reopens (i hope). Oh jac, when u burn the dvd of ur party, i want 1 copy ok.. booking first!! :D
At close to 20 bucks per person (student rate), i have to say, its pretty damn worth every ringgit! Especially if ur a big eater or in our case, haven't eaten for the whole day. The spread of food was vast, from beef to chicken to fish all marinated n seasoned with different flavours (there's even chicken that was marinated in coffee!!!). Then there is the usual fish ball n stuff that u use for steamboats. But i have to say, the beef was the BEST!!
the meat part of the food selection
It's like a normal korean BBQ style la, with a round hotplate and a soup bowl in the middle. Not to mention the free flow of drinks which included for once in a buffet, non carbonated ones. I think me n Phang ate at least 2 legs of a cow. Jo ate i think 2 by himself judging by the amount of beef that we took. Oh the chicken n fish was not spared as well. I still can remember the juicy, succulent n sweet taste of the bulgoni beef. Simply put it : SYOK SIAL!!!!
We were there from 245 till 530. Ate soo much tat we didn't have room for dessert which was make it urself ice kacang. Which was a bit of a waste cos the ingredients for it was so yummy. So for u meat eaters out there, i highly recommend this place! Don't know if there is one in KL. All in all, i think the 8 of us ate that much meat enough to feed n entire village in Africa for a day or 2 (no shit!!)
we had like 5-6 plates of this amount of beef alone!
Then after that, with our stomachs filled to the max, we went to Senyum to play pool. And right after that, we went to play futsal!! Haha.. siang ate too much that he had indigestion. Poor dude, at least he was still able to play on. And after futsal , we went out for a drink b4 going to phang's house to play mah jong!!
phang n me enjoyin our beef :)~~
This is certainly one of the if not THE best holidays i've had since i started college!! :D ... Sad thing is, after tomorrow, almost everyone will be going to KL to study except me. Oh well, at least i have enough anime n tv series to last me till college reopens (i hope). Oh jac, when u burn the dvd of ur party, i want 1 copy ok.. booking first!! :D
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
CNY so far..
Well, its the fourth day of CNY already. I guess a recap on em is due eh? Well, like i expected, this year's CNY celebrations are a lil' on the quiet side. I mean, less firecrackers for 1 and less lion dances for 2. But good also la, no 'tak tong chiang' early in the morning to wake me up :D. And oh, less houses/places playing those annoying CNY themed songs (esp those with those small kids singing) :D. All in all a peaceful CNY so far la.
Went to the usual places with my parents. Met the usual ppl there. Haven't counted this years ang pao booty yet though. Sum how like no mood. Usually in previous years, surely i will count each day's ang pao collection and then total up the grand sum at the end of CNY. But this year, my ang paos are still freshly sealed with all the new crisp notes inside. Oh well, i guess by the end of this week i won't be visiting any other places.
Oh, and another very good thing (i think la) this year is 1) i haven't gambled yet!! (although it might change depending on tomorrows visiting). and 2) No beer/liquor during cny visits!! :D . Become good boy man!! hahahah..
But this year was also slightly different in a way that, since my grandma past away, i spent less time with my relatives this year. Which means no gambling sessions that we usually have. Sorry la lynn and jinn, my dad as usual don't wanna go up kl :(. Therefore, i have plenty of free time at night. Imagine, CNY second nite, me, jo, siang n nara sempat go play pool!! Thn after that can go yum cha and play mah jong summore!!
Same goes for last nite la, with the exception of the missing Siang. This time get to watch UEFA Champions League!! Like jo said, "the theme song is like sweet music to my ears" . Haven't had european football since last december. MU won last nite thanks to a cleverly taken free kick IMHO. Some asses might think its controversial and should not have stood. But i say don't suck on it. Tonight leh, big match is Barcelona against Liverpool. I didn't realize i have so many liverpool supporting friends. But like i feel intimidated. Pity them actually. Barca all the way!! :D
What else.. oh, went to leo's house for cny visitng yesterday. That was my first lion dance on this year!! haha.. Went out today with her, jac and wei pinn to watch Ghost Rider. First thing i realize at MP was ... the queue to the box office. DAMN long sial!!! imagine from the box office queue right till the end near the railing where u can look down on the ground floor!! Fuh, didn't know MP so happening man! Oh as for the movie, its ok la.. not that good like say X-men n Spiderman.. but not as bad as lets say.. Daredevil . It is a rather cheesy show with alot of cheesy antics and one liners... Remember another Marvel adaptation Blade?? Cheesiness is around there. Right after that, came home n went out to play futsal !! *happy mode*
I should be sleepin now, cos later on will be a very hectic nite/day but i can't seem to. Gotta reserve n replenish some energy. K la.. go try n get sum shut eyes for bout n hour or so :)
Went to the usual places with my parents. Met the usual ppl there. Haven't counted this years ang pao booty yet though. Sum how like no mood. Usually in previous years, surely i will count each day's ang pao collection and then total up the grand sum at the end of CNY. But this year, my ang paos are still freshly sealed with all the new crisp notes inside. Oh well, i guess by the end of this week i won't be visiting any other places.
Oh, and another very good thing (i think la) this year is 1) i haven't gambled yet!! (although it might change depending on tomorrows visiting). and 2) No beer/liquor during cny visits!! :D . Become good boy man!! hahahah..
But this year was also slightly different in a way that, since my grandma past away, i spent less time with my relatives this year. Which means no gambling sessions that we usually have. Sorry la lynn and jinn, my dad as usual don't wanna go up kl :(. Therefore, i have plenty of free time at night. Imagine, CNY second nite, me, jo, siang n nara sempat go play pool!! Thn after that can go yum cha and play mah jong summore!!
Same goes for last nite la, with the exception of the missing Siang. This time get to watch UEFA Champions League!! Like jo said, "the theme song is like sweet music to my ears" . Haven't had european football since last december. MU won last nite thanks to a cleverly taken free kick IMHO. Some asses might think its controversial and should not have stood. But i say don't suck on it. Tonight leh, big match is Barcelona against Liverpool. I didn't realize i have so many liverpool supporting friends. But like i feel intimidated. Pity them actually. Barca all the way!! :D
What else.. oh, went to leo's house for cny visitng yesterday. That was my first lion dance on this year!! haha.. Went out today with her, jac and wei pinn to watch Ghost Rider. First thing i realize at MP was ... the queue to the box office. DAMN long sial!!! imagine from the box office queue right till the end near the railing where u can look down on the ground floor!! Fuh, didn't know MP so happening man! Oh as for the movie, its ok la.. not that good like say X-men n Spiderman.. but not as bad as lets say.. Daredevil . It is a rather cheesy show with alot of cheesy antics and one liners... Remember another Marvel adaptation Blade?? Cheesiness is around there. Right after that, came home n went out to play futsal !! *happy mode*
I should be sleepin now, cos later on will be a very hectic nite/day but i can't seem to. Gotta reserve n replenish some energy. K la.. go try n get sum shut eyes for bout n hour or so :)
Saturday, February 17, 2007
CNY '07 prelude
Well, the Chinese year of the pig is about to be ushered in about half n hour or less. Personally, i don't care much about what this year would bring towards my chinese zodiac. Not much of the Feng Shui kinda guy. Whats more important to me is Ang paos, Food, Drinks and Gambling!!
See, this is the only time i can openly drink n gamble in front of my parents. Whats best, i get 'paid' in red packets for it!! Anyways, this cny seems to be a lil anti climax abit. why? Less ppl to visit = less ang paos. Equation proven! Yea well, for one, my grandma is no longer here, so there will be less visiting from that side of the family. Some of the gang in malacca also go overseas d, so less houses to visit as well. So.. lets see how this cny goes la. Oh yea, i'm kinda in a blur state now. So i need to know who's having open house when?? Steph, Leo, can tell me again ar?? :x.. I know as moment of typing, drew is plannin sum cny annual visit. Oh yea again, folks, if u wanna visit my place, no problem, but need to call me in advance yea, to check if i'm at home o not :D
Anyways, past few days have been pretty full and luckily not boring. Activities included futsal, pool, and mah jong.. Yes mah jong folks!! Remember sum where last year when my hostel room was like a mah jong gambling den? Well, now i've picked it up!! Not pro la.. play 3 ppl mah jong nia. The 4 ppl type i'm still not so sure. Just play for fun.
Hmmm.. also, had satay celup for the second time in 5 days last thursday!! Sempena prash's return to bali. Those who were there was me, may pin, jac, prash , joanne wee, don and ho chun. Sorry leo for not being able to wait for u yea! >.< .. Took a few pics la. May pin was obsessed over some chinese ah beng who dressed like a hip hop wannabe.. wats worse.. she n jac use MY cam to camwhore him sial!! MY camera.. full of guy picS!! wtf ¬.¬ haha.. may, better take it fast o..
some of the stuff we use to celup
these are the medium sized prawns.. duno why tis time no big ASS ones :(
don, jac (wit sum funny pose) and may
prash n joanne
me enjoyin my satay celup. Ho chun in the background
may pin n me
So thats about it for now, happy year of the babi.. eat more pork!! n have a porkelicious year!!
See, this is the only time i can openly drink n gamble in front of my parents. Whats best, i get 'paid' in red packets for it!! Anyways, this cny seems to be a lil anti climax abit. why? Less ppl to visit = less ang paos. Equation proven! Yea well, for one, my grandma is no longer here, so there will be less visiting from that side of the family. Some of the gang in malacca also go overseas d, so less houses to visit as well. So.. lets see how this cny goes la. Oh yea, i'm kinda in a blur state now. So i need to know who's having open house when?? Steph, Leo, can tell me again ar?? :x.. I know as moment of typing, drew is plannin sum cny annual visit. Oh yea again, folks, if u wanna visit my place, no problem, but need to call me in advance yea, to check if i'm at home o not :D
Anyways, past few days have been pretty full and luckily not boring. Activities included futsal, pool, and mah jong.. Yes mah jong folks!! Remember sum where last year when my hostel room was like a mah jong gambling den? Well, now i've picked it up!! Not pro la.. play 3 ppl mah jong nia. The 4 ppl type i'm still not so sure. Just play for fun.
Hmmm.. also, had satay celup for the second time in 5 days last thursday!! Sempena prash's return to bali. Those who were there was me, may pin, jac, prash , joanne wee, don and ho chun. Sorry leo for not being able to wait for u yea! >.< .. Took a few pics la. May pin was obsessed over some chinese ah beng who dressed like a hip hop wannabe.. wats worse.. she n jac use MY cam to camwhore him sial!! MY camera.. full of guy picS!! wtf ¬.¬ haha.. may, better take it fast o..
some of the stuff we use to celup
these are the medium sized prawns.. duno why tis time no big ASS ones :(
don, jac (wit sum funny pose) and may
prash n joanne
me enjoyin my satay celup. Ho chun in the background
may pin n me
So thats about it for now, happy year of the babi.. eat more pork!! n have a porkelicious year!!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Update...
Wow, the past few days have been really hectic but more importantly FUN! Lets see.. came back to Malacca last thursday, met up with Leo and Su Ling. Went all the way to town to yum cha. Dunno why suddenly so semangat. lolz.. Got my Absolute Kurrant and mini Absolutes. Thx alot!! :D
Next day leh, went to watch Death Note 2 with phang, yong n soon. Yes folks, malacca still showin DN2. And i'm so thankful for it cos the show is so chun!! The plot is sooo unexpected. Great movie IMHO!! Oh btw, Erika Toda is sooo kawaii~~~. Dun care if some of u dont think likewise :P. After movie, had my 2nd prosperity burger in 2 weeks! And followed by a game of pool wit zhou comin later. After that leh.. go Yong's house and play mah jong. First time play in malacca weh... haha.. poor soon, play so many games, didn't manage to sek hu at all Oh well, we're all noobs anyway.
Got my CNY haircut on Saturday. Hmmm, went to Phang's house to watch MU beat charlton 2-0. GG UNITEd!! Later went Soon's house play blue server. Damn, my l33t skillz seriously weak d. I admit was not that good b4, but now, i'm even worse!! Can be classified as noob d. :(.
Sunday leh, didn't do anything much.. Just played futsal at nite. Damn happy get to play. Excercise summore.. need to keep my figure and keep in shape in order to compensate for all the CNY eatin i'm gonna go tru :D.
The only interesting thing i did on monday was playin pool with zhou and phang. But was damn funny la, so many 'trick' shots made, u'd think we were pros playing trick shot competition. lolz.. Yong left for Oz early in the mornin d to further his studies. Bon voyage dude.. send sum pix of hot aussies while ur 'down there' aite mate! Friends since standard 1, takkan tak boleh rite? lolz..
Tuesdays agenda was a lil more fun. Me, phang and soon went for a 1 day trip to... KL! hahaha. Supposedly to shop for CNY clothes so we went to Times Square lo. Look 1 whole mall, only bought a t-shirt from Tropicana Life that i didn't really need. But it had a 30% discount that i simply couldn't resist :P. Didn't see any nice shirts.. Think i still need to do sum shoppin back here leh. Anyways, what i DID bought though was a Nikon Coolpix s8 for 950 bucks!! 7.1 megapixel camera. Looks good, feels good, takes good pictures. So good enough for me la, esp since i'm not the pro or semi pro photographer. Just one who snaps if got anything interestin (like food!!) and if got occasions But good thing is.. can camwhore!! and add pics on my blog d!! yay!! *alrite i'll keep the camwhoring to a minimal*. Came back here at around 8 at nite. Had McD's again!! :D.. haha. tell u, eat how many times the Prosperity Beef Foldover also tak jelak jelak!! haha.. wanted to snap a pic but sadly, it wasn't as presentable as it was tasty :P.
Next few days i'm not so sure wat exactly is gonna go on. But i know will happen is this : Pool, yum cha, Prash's sending off party (i tot u all went 2.40 last week to do it O.o??), mah jong and Ghost Rider!!
Sadly, it'll be another lonely Valentine's again tomorrow.. Oh well, 21 yrs of it, should get used d eh. Hmmmm.. go find ppl play pool la. GG.. Oh, but to everyone else who is celebrating it.. Happy Valentine's Day 2 u all!! :D
Next day leh, went to watch Death Note 2 with phang, yong n soon. Yes folks, malacca still showin DN2. And i'm so thankful for it cos the show is so chun!! The plot is sooo unexpected. Great movie IMHO!! Oh btw, Erika Toda is sooo kawaii~~~. Dun care if some of u dont think likewise :P. After movie, had my 2nd prosperity burger in 2 weeks! And followed by a game of pool wit zhou comin later. After that leh.. go Yong's house and play mah jong. First time play in malacca weh... haha.. poor soon, play so many games, didn't manage to sek hu at all Oh well, we're all noobs anyway.
Got my CNY haircut on Saturday. Hmmm, went to Phang's house to watch MU beat charlton 2-0. GG UNITEd!! Later went Soon's house play blue server. Damn, my l33t skillz seriously weak d. I admit was not that good b4, but now, i'm even worse!! Can be classified as noob d. :(.
Sunday leh, didn't do anything much.. Just played futsal at nite. Damn happy get to play. Excercise summore.. need to keep my figure and keep in shape in order to compensate for all the CNY eatin i'm gonna go tru :D.
The only interesting thing i did on monday was playin pool with zhou and phang. But was damn funny la, so many 'trick' shots made, u'd think we were pros playing trick shot competition. lolz.. Yong left for Oz early in the mornin d to further his studies. Bon voyage dude.. send sum pix of hot aussies while ur 'down there' aite mate! Friends since standard 1, takkan tak boleh rite? lolz..
Tuesdays agenda was a lil more fun. Me, phang and soon went for a 1 day trip to... KL! hahaha. Supposedly to shop for CNY clothes so we went to Times Square lo. Look 1 whole mall, only bought a t-shirt from Tropicana Life that i didn't really need. But it had a 30% discount that i simply couldn't resist :P. Didn't see any nice shirts.. Think i still need to do sum shoppin back here leh. Anyways, what i DID bought though was a Nikon Coolpix s8 for 950 bucks!! 7.1 megapixel camera. Looks good, feels good, takes good pictures. So good enough for me la, esp since i'm not the pro or semi pro photographer. Just one who snaps if got anything interestin (like food!!) and if got occasions But good thing is.. can camwhore!! and add pics on my blog d!! yay!! *alrite i'll keep the camwhoring to a minimal*. Came back here at around 8 at nite. Had McD's again!! :D.. haha. tell u, eat how many times the Prosperity Beef Foldover also tak jelak jelak!! haha.. wanted to snap a pic but sadly, it wasn't as presentable as it was tasty :P.
Next few days i'm not so sure wat exactly is gonna go on. But i know will happen is this : Pool, yum cha, Prash's sending off party (i tot u all went 2.40 last week to do it O.o??), mah jong and Ghost Rider!!
Sadly, it'll be another lonely Valentine's again tomorrow.. Oh well, 21 yrs of it, should get used d eh. Hmmmm.. go find ppl play pool la. GG.. Oh, but to everyone else who is celebrating it.. Happy Valentine's Day 2 u all!! :D
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Tagged -.-''
Screw you la yong... jz becos u gonna leave to the land where the sun dont shine (oops) doesnt mean u can gimme tis dumb tag.. oh well...
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
1. I can't sleep any earlier thn 6 a.m. (these few days esp)
2. I tend to fall for girls who are unavailable/not interested in me *sobz*
3. I eat almost all kinds of cooked eggs except hard-boiled n half-boiled ones.
4. I often have feelings of de ja vu
5. I think Happy Tree Friends are soo cute n adorable ^^v
6. I don't think i'm weird at all!!
i tag u :
1. Kat
2. Leo
3. Su Ling
4. May (nah.. u better blog now!!)
5. Steffie
6. Lynnie!
Go go go!
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
1. I can't sleep any earlier thn 6 a.m. (these few days esp)
2. I tend to fall for girls who are unavailable/not interested in me *sobz*
3. I eat almost all kinds of cooked eggs except hard-boiled n half-boiled ones.
4. I often have feelings of de ja vu
5. I think Happy Tree Friends are soo cute n adorable ^^v
6. I don't think i'm weird at all!!
i tag u :
1. Kat
2. Leo
3. Su Ling
4. May (nah.. u better blog now!!)
5. Steffie
6. Lynnie!
Go go go!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
WHeeEeEeeeeEE~~~
Merdeka~~~!!!! I'm done for the semester!! Wheeeee`~~~~ don't wanna look back on how i did.. now all thats on my mind is ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY and...... ENJOY~~!!!! Bring on CNY!! Bring on the parties!! bring on the booze!! bring on the music~~! Bring on the FUN!~~!!.. woohoo~~~!!! First 'task' : play futsal at 6pm later..
Monday, February 05, 2007
46 hours to go...
The semester will be officially over for me come 7th Febuary at 12pm. But befor that comes. I think out of the next 40+ hours, i'll only get 8 hours of sleep if i'm lucky. My sleeping pattern has seriously gone awary. But its nothing new during this time of the semester for me. Can't sleep any earlier thn 6 am! And with the schedule of papers that i'm about to sit, wonder if i can get any. 1 afternoon paper followed by 1 morning paper. Hardly 24 hours to prepare. GG ...
But then, can't wait to get back.. got so many plans already even b4 i finish my exams! ^^v. Hmmmmm... valentine's day around d corner summore.. Guess this will be another lonely year :( (anyone wants me??). Btw, guys, penang trip this year.. got not?? kennysia.com got challenge all penang kia to come up with the best places for penang food. Reading tru the comments part, can find a lot of usefull tips in terms of where n wat to eat. Damn semangat rite now leh.. Hmmmm.. thinkin of getting a digital camera as my birtday gift from my parents... good idea?
On other news, Man Utd trashed Tottenham 4-0. Yet another 4-0 scoreline!!OLE!! Imagine... bottom club Watford kena 4-0, European Cup hopefuls also 4-0. Super.. wats best.. A defender played in goal for the last 5 min since the keeper got injured. Damn yeng.. can save ball summore! With this sort of form, for once in the past 3 years tat i actually think we can win the primiership title this year!
rite rite.. lunch time now.. thn its gonna be notes notes n more notes till i finish on wednesday! -.-''
p/s : if u think McD's Prosperity burger over the past seasons is delicious, then the new McD's Prosperity Beef Foldover is simply heaven!!
But then, can't wait to get back.. got so many plans already even b4 i finish my exams! ^^v. Hmmmmm... valentine's day around d corner summore.. Guess this will be another lonely year :( (anyone wants me??). Btw, guys, penang trip this year.. got not?? kennysia.com got challenge all penang kia to come up with the best places for penang food. Reading tru the comments part, can find a lot of usefull tips in terms of where n wat to eat. Damn semangat rite now leh.. Hmmmm.. thinkin of getting a digital camera as my birtday gift from my parents... good idea?
On other news, Man Utd trashed Tottenham 4-0. Yet another 4-0 scoreline!!OLE!! Imagine... bottom club Watford kena 4-0, European Cup hopefuls also 4-0. Super.. wats best.. A defender played in goal for the last 5 min since the keeper got injured. Damn yeng.. can save ball summore! With this sort of form, for once in the past 3 years tat i actually think we can win the primiership title this year!
rite rite.. lunch time now.. thn its gonna be notes notes n more notes till i finish on wednesday! -.-''
p/s : if u think McD's Prosperity burger over the past seasons is delicious, then the new McD's Prosperity Beef Foldover is simply heaven!!
Monday, January 29, 2007
Halftime..
2 papers down d. 2 to go. Next paper is on the 6th of feb. The 2 dat passed was both calculating papers. The next is half calculatin, half memorize.. so still ok .. the last will be all memorizing.. which i suck at -.-''. Oh well, at least i still have a week to memorize all the shit down eh.
A big thank u to all of u who sent ur birthday wishes to me! Being 21 is alot like being 20. Like yong said.. its 1 yr closer to death XD. Except now, i'm legal to do ANYTHING.. clubbing boleh, casino boleh.. Well, thats the only things that ur legal for thats different from turning 18 rite? 1 housemate of mine gave me a slice of cake in 1 stick of 3 strawberries coated in chocolate :)~. Leo got me a bottle of Absolute Current (i hope so :)). Hmmm... parents ask me wat i wanted for my birthday, i said to make things a whole lot easier on them, just give me cash but my dad refused. He said to choose something, but make sure it isn't too expensive =.='. Was thinkin bout a digital camera. Good idea??
Rite, on another note, india boy (or gay india boy as yong would call him) is comin back on the 5th if i'm not mistaken rite? And Yong himself is flyin of to Oz a week later. So i was thinkin... wanna hav a gatherin or sumthin?? Don't think there will be time for Penang trip this yr la (is there??) but jz a small get togather with everyone for yong's sake. Friends with this jackass since i was 7 weh, takkan tak buat sumthin rite? So whos in?
Hmmm... got a feeling i might be 'letting' myself to be emotionally involved with someone again... In other words.... i might be having ahard-on crush on someone. *smacks self* Learnt my lesson d. Not gonna rush things.. gotta make sure its 100% right. plus i'm 21.. suppose to be more mature i guess? lolz...
A big thank u to all of u who sent ur birthday wishes to me! Being 21 is alot like being 20. Like yong said.. its 1 yr closer to death XD. Except now, i'm legal to do ANYTHING.. clubbing boleh, casino boleh.. Well, thats the only things that ur legal for thats different from turning 18 rite? 1 housemate of mine gave me a slice of cake in 1 stick of 3 strawberries coated in chocolate :)~. Leo got me a bottle of Absolute Current (i hope so :)). Hmmm... parents ask me wat i wanted for my birthday, i said to make things a whole lot easier on them, just give me cash but my dad refused. He said to choose something, but make sure it isn't too expensive =.='. Was thinkin bout a digital camera. Good idea??
Rite, on another note, india boy (or gay india boy as yong would call him) is comin back on the 5th if i'm not mistaken rite? And Yong himself is flyin of to Oz a week later. So i was thinkin... wanna hav a gatherin or sumthin?? Don't think there will be time for Penang trip this yr la (is there??) but jz a small get togather with everyone for yong's sake. Friends with this jackass since i was 7 weh, takkan tak buat sumthin rite? So whos in?
Hmmm... got a feeling i might be 'letting' myself to be emotionally involved with someone again... In other words.... i might be having a
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Addictied..
waaa.. i'm so addicted to this song : The All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight. I know it isn't new but heck... its so addictive!!!
Other songs that are good currently IMHO are :
My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words <-- click to view vid
Fall Out Boy -This Ain't A Scene, Its An Arms Race <-click to view vid
Other songs that are good currently IMHO are :
My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words <-- click to view vid
Fall Out Boy -This Ain't A Scene, Its An Arms Race <-click to view vid
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Random stuff...
Yes!! Liverpool has finally done something rite.. they've beaten Chelsea few hours ago by 2-0. Don't get me wrong, i'm still as die-hard a Man United supporter as u can get. But as the saying goes, the enemy of my enemy is my friend. In this case, liverpool helped united maintain their lead at the top of the Premier League table to 6 points with a game in hand. A game which United will face Arsenal tomorrow. Pray for the best in that!! So for once i'll say thank u reds :P
On another note, also a few hours ago, had Japanese buffet at Menara Antarabangsa KL (i think) with my relatives. All i can say is i'm so very da full!! Too bad ah jinn couldn't join us but i'm sure he's enjoyin himself more where he went *wink* . Will be here till monday. Then its back to my place to prepare for my exams.. Still feelin sooooooo full XD.
Yet another thing, its been raining very heavily these few days in KL n the Klang Valley. Luckily no flood .. yet.. Not quiet the same can be said with other parts of the country esp. Johor. Thank goodness malacca no flood. haha.. So i wonder, is this some kind of divine ploy by the korean k-pop star Rain to promote his concert here? Don't know whats so special bout him.Only thing is, he has a damn funny name. Imagine if he intros himself in Hokkien, " hi, lim peh eh mia si lor hor" (hi, my name is rain). Or his fans at his concert who speak hokkien sayin "lor hor lai liao! lor hor lia liao!" (rain come d, rain come d) or "ma, wa ai ke kua lor hor, eh sai hor wa lui bor?" (mom, i wanna go see Rain, can u give me some money) Imagine wat the mom would say... But still, he's famous.. so nothin much i can say bout that.. -.-''
Guess thats bout it. Seems like the same thing is happening again.. i've been blogging more often rite b4 my exams compared to other times. I can remember doing the same during the last sem! Gosh, i need a girlfriend! anyone interested? :-x
On another note, also a few hours ago, had Japanese buffet at Menara Antarabangsa KL (i think) with my relatives. All i can say is i'm so very da full!! Too bad ah jinn couldn't join us but i'm sure he's enjoyin himself more where he went *wink* . Will be here till monday. Then its back to my place to prepare for my exams.. Still feelin sooooooo full XD.
Yet another thing, its been raining very heavily these few days in KL n the Klang Valley. Luckily no flood .. yet.. Not quiet the same can be said with other parts of the country esp. Johor. Thank goodness malacca no flood. haha.. So i wonder, is this some kind of divine ploy by the korean k-pop star Rain to promote his concert here? Don't know whats so special bout him.Only thing is, he has a damn funny name. Imagine if he intros himself in Hokkien, " hi, lim peh eh mia si lor hor" (hi, my name is rain). Or his fans at his concert who speak hokkien sayin "lor hor lai liao! lor hor lia liao!" (rain come d, rain come d) or "ma, wa ai ke kua lor hor, eh sai hor wa lui bor?" (mom, i wanna go see Rain, can u give me some money) Imagine wat the mom would say... But still, he's famous.. so nothin much i can say bout that.. -.-''
Guess thats bout it. Seems like the same thing is happening again.. i've been blogging more often rite b4 my exams compared to other times. I can remember doing the same during the last sem! Gosh, i need a girlfriend! anyone interested? :-x
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Move Aside Jessica Alba
I'm sure u all know that my dream girl would be jessica alba rite? But these days, i've found her match or so to speak, on a local front. Since i don't have a girlfriend to smack me on the head so : Introducing my current LOCAL celebrity crush : Hannah Tan @ Hannah T <-- so says her blog
I'm sure u all know her by now. If u don't, sorry to say u've been living under a rock for the past few years. She appears on 2 tv programs each week on local tv. See her on for 2 times each week really can melemahkan man (in a damn good way of cos).. Eyes terus glued to the tv. She's hot n cute! Not many can pull that off eh? Oh, did u know she was FHM's (Asia at least) No. 1 sexiest woman of 2006? hot eh! Oh plus she sings, but i don't think she is that talented of a singer.Plus her voice like chipmunk kawaii~~. Did i mention she's hot as well ?:P
So as a conclusion, top place goes to Hannah T, 1st runner up : Jessica A. And after that ah.. TBD (to be decided):P. Unless anyone wanna change that? Haha.. guess the exam stress must be really getting to my head d.
Rite.. one last time to oogle *drool*
I'm sure u all know her by now. If u don't, sorry to say u've been living under a rock for the past few years. She appears on 2 tv programs each week on local tv. See her on for 2 times each week really can melemahkan man (in a damn good way of cos).. Eyes terus glued to the tv. She's hot n cute! Not many can pull that off eh? Oh, did u know she was FHM's (Asia at least) No. 1 sexiest woman of 2006? hot eh! Oh plus she sings, but i don't think she is that talented of a singer.Plus her voice like chipmunk kawaii~~. Did i mention she's hot as well ?:P
So as a conclusion, top place goes to Hannah T, 1st runner up : Jessica A. And after that ah.. TBD (to be decided):P. Unless anyone wanna change that? Haha.. guess the exam stress must be really getting to my head d.
Rite.. one last time to oogle *drool*
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
.....
Just a few weeks ago, me and kat were debating about the teen soap called The O.C. She said it was boring n not nice.. i said it was hot! Sure many of u know bout it, and some of u are totally hooked on it (thanks to me :P) Then , just few days ago, i picked up the papers and at the back of the TV schedule they said The O.C. has been canceled!! WTF!!! Seems like the viewers in the states tak heng the series liao. Even the death of Marissa Cooper at the end of the third season also failed to increase the viewer ratings. Surprisingly, i thought more ppl would watch after she died cos, well, i damn lemah with her character.. feel like wanna bitch slap her to hell nia :P. So Kat, looks like u have ur way.. The O.C. will be off the air in feb when they air the series finale in d states. *sob* ... That leaves One Tree Hill as the only teen soap left (although i'm damn sure all the actors/actresses are at least 21.)
Got my exam timetable d. Damn lemah with the schedule. See, i have papers on the 25th n the 26th. 1 paper a day. Both in the morning.. Combo sial.. Then.. break till the 5th where i'll be having a paper in the evening then the following day, got 3 hour paper in the morning!! WTF... lemah sial.. gg.. -.-'' . Only good thing i can see of it is 1) got 10 day break to study from 26th to 5th. 2)exams end on the 6th where the rest end on the 10th. So phang, if u want penang trip, can.. but see if yong is free o not la. =)
Got my exam timetable d. Damn lemah with the schedule. See, i have papers on the 25th n the 26th. 1 paper a day. Both in the morning.. Combo sial.. Then.. break till the 5th where i'll be having a paper in the evening then the following day, got 3 hour paper in the morning!! WTF... lemah sial.. gg.. -.-'' . Only good thing i can see of it is 1) got 10 day break to study from 26th to 5th. 2)exams end on the 6th where the rest end on the 10th. So phang, if u want penang trip, can.. but see if yong is free o not la. =)
Monday, January 08, 2007
Sien...
Haiz.. it's that time of the semester again... Exams are comin up in a couple of weeks, and as usual, the fall on my birthday (not dat i do anything special on that particular day). Time table isn't out yet so i don't know exactly when do i start or end. But i should be back latest by the 12th of Febuary la. That's like 1 month away O.O ... Exams usually last for 2 weeks.. that means i have like 2 weeks + to study!! OMG.. still can play FM summore -.-. So with that in mind. I guess i'll be blogging less this month. Gomenasai~!
On the footballing note, MU won again yesterday.. Henrik Larsson made his scoring debut for United. Not bad for a player who is already 35 years old!! *note : footballers usually peak at 29 and retire b4 33*. Only sad note was that Rooney still firing blanks and Ronaldo didn't have the best of games. Speakin of whom, i bought a Nike Ronaldo t-shirt for 15 bucks!! Looks like original though, next time i wear, u folks see la.. and pretend u didn't read this :P . Oh, also bought a Barcelona jersey with Ronaldinho's name n number at d back for 70 bucks... Looks damn cool !! ^_^
Well, other then that, the year has started of rather slowly for me. Not much happening around. Which is a good thing i suppose rite? It feels like a breath of fresh air though, like everything is starting a new.. old problems resolved, excess baggage unloaded, i feel kinda light with no worries in mind :D (exept the comin exams la). So again i say, 2007, just bring it! XD
On the footballing note, MU won again yesterday.. Henrik Larsson made his scoring debut for United. Not bad for a player who is already 35 years old!! *note : footballers usually peak at 29 and retire b4 33*. Only sad note was that Rooney still firing blanks and Ronaldo didn't have the best of games. Speakin of whom, i bought a Nike Ronaldo t-shirt for 15 bucks!! Looks like original though, next time i wear, u folks see la.. and pretend u didn't read this :P . Oh, also bought a Barcelona jersey with Ronaldinho's name n number at d back for 70 bucks... Looks damn cool !! ^_^
Well, other then that, the year has started of rather slowly for me. Not much happening around. Which is a good thing i suppose rite? It feels like a breath of fresh air though, like everything is starting a new.. old problems resolved, excess baggage unloaded, i feel kinda light with no worries in mind :D (exept the comin exams la). So again i say, 2007, just bring it! XD
Monday, January 01, 2007
A Look Back At 2006 & A Glance At 2007
Well, 365 days have past already since 06 kicked in. There has been a lot (i emphasize on A LOT) of things that has happened to me over the past year. Some sweet, some not so sweet and some down right bitter X( . All in all i think there were more valleys then mountains if u know wat i mean. But i guess thats life rite, it always isn't a bed of roses. So i took the liberty to glance back at all my post of the past year. And this is my year in a nutshell :
The good :
1. The trip with the guys (nara, jo, phang, liang, yong) to Penang on Valentine's Day. It was the first time we went on a trip togather even if we've known each other for at least 7 years d (yes dudes, its been THAT long!!). But its never too late right? :) And boy did we had fun.. Eat, walk , eat, walk , eat , sleep (not to mention all the crap/bull talking along the way la). That pretty much sums up the trip but was worth every sen we spent. Best part was, eat so much, but i din gain weight! haha.. Don't know if we can still manage to do this kinda thing again.
2. Hitz.fm Birthday Bash. My first concert of any sort actually. This time i went with Yong Hwee, Leo, Prash n Su Ling. Was a blast of cos.. Manage to see malaysian ENGLISH bands perform for FREE!! And i must admit, some of them are really good!! Not to mention we were standing/jumpin for nearly 8 hours of non stop partyin!! Great fun. Got abit of sunburn in d end as well.. But wat the heck rite. Not everyday dat a concert happens in Malacca that is worth goin to. ;)
3. World Cup 2006. 1 month of non stop football. Makan bola, tidur bola, cakap pun bola. Memorable event for more then 1 reason. The infamous Zizou head-butt practically stole the headlight for all the wrong reasons. But i won't say so much bout the world cup cos i know most of u don't enjoy football no? Actually tis is a good n bad thing.. good cos football for a month, won few bucks bad cos the 2 teams i supported, brazil n england got knocked out in the quarterfinals.
4. The Genting trip with Y.Hwee, Prash, May, Shen-Ynn, Ho Chun, Don n Jac. Another first holiday trip with this bunch of fellas. Love the Solero Space Shot the most... Can't say the same for Jac though :P. Theme park rides, food, oh and how can i forget.. 8 ppl in 1 room!! Hahaha.. Think i manage to get only few hours sleep no thanks to some story telling.. :P
5. Rock The World 7. The largest concert in malaysia. 50 bands performing on 3 stages in 1 venue. Super la.. This time only went with my roommate. But fun nonetheless :D . Best moment : J.Lo tappin my shoulder n talkin to me!
6. Road trip with Aaron, Tau2 n Ben to ... Malacca! yeah, malacca dudes, that was the day after rock the world ! but rather then stayin at home, wat the heck rite.. might as well. Had fun, ate good food with great company. Only thing if i could ask for more was the weather.. was rainin that day.. But actually, dat was the beginning of the flood !!
7. Trip to Kuala Selangor. Another makan trip.. Small town where almost everyone knows everyone. Best seafood i've had so far! And the price is super reasonable as well weh.. haha.. thanks to Lemon for treatin us la anyway :D. Best moment : Tom yam prawns in coconut. 1 sip of the soup and it felt like heaven i tell u.. if tat was my last meal, I'd be happy.
8. Meeting new friends both online and offline. Online was earlier in the year when i was IRC-ing almost 24 hours a day. Met numerous ppl who i still keep contact with till now, some i've even met in person after meeting online, some really helpful givin advice, sharin stories, n basically talkin crap to past the time la. haha.. Offline leh, the people who i met when i shifted into my new place. I have to say, the really are a friendly bunch of ppl. Even if i've never spoken to them b4, but they took me into their circle of friends as if i've known them for ages!! Really appreciate it u guys! :D
I guess thats probably wat stood out during the past year that made it sweet for me. Sure there were many other things but can't remember that clearly la. So sorry if i left out anything ya.
The bad things leh.. don't wanna say so much bout it. It will just bring back bad memories nia. So summarizing : 1. broken guitar, 2. broken heart (2 times weh), 3. friendship gone down the drain, 4. the couple that stayed in my unit (no doubt provided me with drama to witness , but gives out a bad aura la), 5. repeating my second semester and 6. the passing of my late grandma.
Again, there are other things that happened that may have made a bitch that i didn't mention but i didn't mention cos i guess its too small a matter for me to consider.
Guess thats bout it. I've also learned a number of things this year that i never knew before. More like lessons in life la. Firstly was, telling a girl u have feelings for her indirectly means u are askin her to be ur girlfriend (i seriously don't know k). Secondly, people aren't always wat they seem to be. All i wanna say bout this is i mean it in both ways, as in simply putting it, good but actually bad or bad but actually good. U get the drift. Thirdly, i've gotta keep faith in myself. Gotta be confident in what i do, more vocal in somethings and just keep my gap shut on others. Learn to take criticism by others as constructive motivation to better myself. Fourthly, appreciate others more, never know when they will repay ur kindness. Fifth , karma. What goes around comes around. no need explain anymore bout tht.
Hmm.. maybe the good did overshadow the bad after all. But it felt otherwise non the less. But i guess matters of the heart always gets a x2 on the scale rite? Nonetheless, i will defiantly cherish the good memories, learn from the past and treasure everything else thats in between!. And i guess '07 will be more of the same things happening. I really don't wanna speculate on what might happen at all. 365 days is a bloody long time. And as u all know, i don't like to make resolutions cos 1. i never keep em, 2. forget wat they are by February.
But just in case i have to make em, 1: get myself into shape physically 2: pass every exam. Don't wanna set lofty ambitions i may forget. I will set short term goals though but not at the beginning of the year. hmm.. maybe i should get a girlfriend.. anyone interested (or know anyone whos interested)? :P.
And oh, don't worry folks, i will continue to write wat i feel like writing with no holes barred!! :D
So Happy New Year to u all out there !! Cheers!!
The good :
1. The trip with the guys (nara, jo, phang, liang, yong) to Penang on Valentine's Day. It was the first time we went on a trip togather even if we've known each other for at least 7 years d (yes dudes, its been THAT long!!). But its never too late right? :) And boy did we had fun.. Eat, walk , eat, walk , eat , sleep (not to mention all the crap/bull talking along the way la). That pretty much sums up the trip but was worth every sen we spent. Best part was, eat so much, but i din gain weight! haha.. Don't know if we can still manage to do this kinda thing again.
2. Hitz.fm Birthday Bash. My first concert of any sort actually. This time i went with Yong Hwee, Leo, Prash n Su Ling. Was a blast of cos.. Manage to see malaysian ENGLISH bands perform for FREE!! And i must admit, some of them are really good!! Not to mention we were standing/jumpin for nearly 8 hours of non stop partyin!! Great fun. Got abit of sunburn in d end as well.. But wat the heck rite. Not everyday dat a concert happens in Malacca that is worth goin to. ;)
3. World Cup 2006. 1 month of non stop football. Makan bola, tidur bola, cakap pun bola. Memorable event for more then 1 reason. The infamous Zizou head-butt practically stole the headlight for all the wrong reasons. But i won't say so much bout the world cup cos i know most of u don't enjoy football no? Actually tis is a good n bad thing.. good cos football for a month, won few bucks bad cos the 2 teams i supported, brazil n england got knocked out in the quarterfinals.
4. The Genting trip with Y.Hwee, Prash, May, Shen-Ynn, Ho Chun, Don n Jac. Another first holiday trip with this bunch of fellas. Love the Solero Space Shot the most... Can't say the same for Jac though :P. Theme park rides, food, oh and how can i forget.. 8 ppl in 1 room!! Hahaha.. Think i manage to get only few hours sleep no thanks to some story telling.. :P
5. Rock The World 7. The largest concert in malaysia. 50 bands performing on 3 stages in 1 venue. Super la.. This time only went with my roommate. But fun nonetheless :D . Best moment : J.Lo tappin my shoulder n talkin to me!
6. Road trip with Aaron, Tau2 n Ben to ... Malacca! yeah, malacca dudes, that was the day after rock the world ! but rather then stayin at home, wat the heck rite.. might as well. Had fun, ate good food with great company. Only thing if i could ask for more was the weather.. was rainin that day.. But actually, dat was the beginning of the flood !!
7. Trip to Kuala Selangor. Another makan trip.. Small town where almost everyone knows everyone. Best seafood i've had so far! And the price is super reasonable as well weh.. haha.. thanks to Lemon for treatin us la anyway :D. Best moment : Tom yam prawns in coconut. 1 sip of the soup and it felt like heaven i tell u.. if tat was my last meal, I'd be happy.
8. Meeting new friends both online and offline. Online was earlier in the year when i was IRC-ing almost 24 hours a day. Met numerous ppl who i still keep contact with till now, some i've even met in person after meeting online, some really helpful givin advice, sharin stories, n basically talkin crap to past the time la. haha.. Offline leh, the people who i met when i shifted into my new place. I have to say, the really are a friendly bunch of ppl. Even if i've never spoken to them b4, but they took me into their circle of friends as if i've known them for ages!! Really appreciate it u guys! :D
I guess thats probably wat stood out during the past year that made it sweet for me. Sure there were many other things but can't remember that clearly la. So sorry if i left out anything ya.
The bad things leh.. don't wanna say so much bout it. It will just bring back bad memories nia. So summarizing : 1. broken guitar, 2. broken heart (2 times weh), 3. friendship gone down the drain, 4. the couple that stayed in my unit (no doubt provided me with drama to witness , but gives out a bad aura la), 5. repeating my second semester and 6. the passing of my late grandma.
Again, there are other things that happened that may have made a bitch that i didn't mention but i didn't mention cos i guess its too small a matter for me to consider.
Guess thats bout it. I've also learned a number of things this year that i never knew before. More like lessons in life la. Firstly was, telling a girl u have feelings for her indirectly means u are askin her to be ur girlfriend (i seriously don't know k). Secondly, people aren't always wat they seem to be. All i wanna say bout this is i mean it in both ways, as in simply putting it, good but actually bad or bad but actually good. U get the drift. Thirdly, i've gotta keep faith in myself. Gotta be confident in what i do, more vocal in somethings and just keep my gap shut on others. Learn to take criticism by others as constructive motivation to better myself. Fourthly, appreciate others more, never know when they will repay ur kindness. Fifth , karma. What goes around comes around. no need explain anymore bout tht.
Hmm.. maybe the good did overshadow the bad after all. But it felt otherwise non the less. But i guess matters of the heart always gets a x2 on the scale rite? Nonetheless, i will defiantly cherish the good memories, learn from the past and treasure everything else thats in between!. And i guess '07 will be more of the same things happening. I really don't wanna speculate on what might happen at all. 365 days is a bloody long time. And as u all know, i don't like to make resolutions cos 1. i never keep em, 2. forget wat they are by February.
But just in case i have to make em, 1: get myself into shape physically 2: pass every exam. Don't wanna set lofty ambitions i may forget. I will set short term goals though but not at the beginning of the year. hmm.. maybe i should get a girlfriend.. anyone interested (or know anyone whos interested)? :P.
And oh, don't worry folks, i will continue to write wat i feel like writing with no holes barred!! :D
So Happy New Year to u all out there !! Cheers!!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
'Twas The Day Before Christmas...
... that my grandmother on my moms' side past away. Got the news in the early morning, well, my dad did, i only knew bout it when i woke up at around 11. She was 89. Guess it did not come as a shock to us cos she has been in ICU for at least 10 days with cancer and the doctors sayin everything now is 50-50. While no doubt all of us are sad that she is no longer with us, but i suppose we should also be happy that she led a happy life and manage to achieve almost everything in life a woman of her age n generation could possibly achieve. Successful children, even more successful grandchildren and even great grand kids. We all loved her even though many of us weren't that close to her (myself in particular). She has been overseas to england as well as Australia and countless trips to China. And oh, did i mention she is a mother to 15 children? And the best part was, she could recognize and remember each n everyone of her grandchildren and great grandchildren!!
Don't think she has any regrets in life. She was always happy, and always active and always going visiting her kids every now n then. Don't remember her having any health complications before. And i certainly doubt that she would want us to be sad or depressed at this time. One good thing is at the time of her passing, most of her children are either in malacca or Kl and the ones from overseas have already flown down. And most of my cousins are also back on holidays. So i guess she chose a good time to leave. With everyone by her side. Guess its a way for her to say "keep the family bond strong". Cos when it all boils down, its family tat will always be there for each other.
I don't know how much a part i'll be involved with the funeral ceremonies as this time round , i'm part of the in-laws. The past 2 funerals i've been to are both from my dads side so can say i was quite bz then. But i suppose i won't be free for the next few days, 3-5 in fact. So sorry la dudes, if got any plans during this time , i don't think i can make it. Gotta respect. As for now, i'm still waiting for the news from the people in kl to see wat plans or preparations will have to be made.
So i guess that pretty much sums up 2006 for me la. More downs then ups this time round. Although i'll touch more bout that when i review my year.
Hmmm.. other than that, nothin much goin on.. malacca is partially flooded but due to that, alot of roads have been closed so its pretty hard to get around town or even out of my taman during the day and early night. Oh, also wanna say thanks Kat for ur gift! really like it! Yet to use it though! hehe..
Well, hope that in 2007 there will be a change in tide. That remains to be seen. Again, Merry Christmas 2 everyone!! And Happy Holidays!!
Don't think she has any regrets in life. She was always happy, and always active and always going visiting her kids every now n then. Don't remember her having any health complications before. And i certainly doubt that she would want us to be sad or depressed at this time. One good thing is at the time of her passing, most of her children are either in malacca or Kl and the ones from overseas have already flown down. And most of my cousins are also back on holidays. So i guess she chose a good time to leave. With everyone by her side. Guess its a way for her to say "keep the family bond strong". Cos when it all boils down, its family tat will always be there for each other.
I don't know how much a part i'll be involved with the funeral ceremonies as this time round , i'm part of the in-laws. The past 2 funerals i've been to are both from my dads side so can say i was quite bz then. But i suppose i won't be free for the next few days, 3-5 in fact. So sorry la dudes, if got any plans during this time , i don't think i can make it. Gotta respect. As for now, i'm still waiting for the news from the people in kl to see wat plans or preparations will have to be made.
So i guess that pretty much sums up 2006 for me la. More downs then ups this time round. Although i'll touch more bout that when i review my year.
Hmmm.. other than that, nothin much goin on.. malacca is partially flooded but due to that, alot of roads have been closed so its pretty hard to get around town or even out of my taman during the day and early night. Oh, also wanna say thanks Kat for ur gift! really like it! Yet to use it though! hehe..
Well, hope that in 2007 there will be a change in tide. That remains to be seen. Again, Merry Christmas 2 everyone!! And Happy Holidays!!
Monday, December 18, 2006
What A Weekend!
Last weekend i think was the most fun i've had all year round in kl. Lets see, on saturday, my roommate n me went to Rock The World 7!! And on sunday the two of us plus another 2 friends went on a 1 day road trip to..... Malacca!!
Well, starting with the former, for those who dont know, Rock The World 7 is a rock (wat else rite) concert featuring 48 (+2 singaporeans) malaysian bands jamming it out from 3pm to nearly 12 on 3 stages in 1 stadium!. *Pause to catch breath*. I wouldn't say its the best of malaysian bands since bands like Disagree, Deja Voodoo Spells n Frequency Cannon didn't perform amongst others. But with a line up like Pop Shuvit, Love Me Butch, Lo, Dragon Red, Tempered Mental n OAG amongst others playin, it will be a stupid thing to miss out rite? (actually, seeing Lo on the list of performers itself was enough to get me goin :D) Esp since the tickets cost only 25 bucks plus u get 1 t-shirt (which aaron [my roommate] was so happy to get XD), 3 ringgit of talk time on i talk and i was really lucky to be one of those who manage to catch not 1 but 2 flyin CDs being tossed by the artist themselves!!
We arrived at the stadium bout 1 hour b4 d show , took lrt and had to walk bout 2km to the stadium (great way to excersice :P) and once we were in was quite surprised to see Staduim Merdeka so.. well.. small... or was it maybe all the tents n equipment on the field that made it look small. Anyway, had a pleasent surprise early on, j.lo actually tapped my shoulder and talked to me! Well, actually all he said was "hey dude, watcha doin here ?, need anything?" n i was "urm.. urm.. we are waiting for my friends cousin at the VIP gates" n thn he was "oh ok, VIP gate is over the other side.. u guys enjoy the show yea!". Actually we were standing at an enterance, want to wait for my roommates cousin , but actually not suppose stand there, and Lo is like the organizer of this whole event, so b4 the show, he's like walkin around with a walkie talkie n makin sure everything is in order. haha... Didn't get to snap a pic of him cos i dont have a camera :( .. dang.. gotta add tat to my wish list.
So long story short, the show rocked la. But the people there.. aih.. duno where do i begin. Really get to see the malay culture man.. i think 80% of the audience are malays.. They come dressed in their goth, punk, rhastafarian clothes n attitude... really lemah man. But like aaron said la, if they don't support the music scence, who will rite? Given that although most of em are here to just jump around n shove each other likemonkeys jackasses, if they didnt turn up, i think half the stadium would be empty. Oh well, gotta expect this rite.. at least no one got hurt ( i think). There's a band, Broken Scar , they are really good!! have their cd (one tht i got for free) . And they sound really cool!!.. Su ling, i think u'll like them since u so into Frequency Cannon n all.. :D. Well, we left the rock show at around 11+ with 3 bands yet to perform cos we scared the lrt would've close if we left any later. Too bad didn't get to see OAG play.. Guess theres time for at next time la.
Rite, so after came back, yum cha, cakap cakap, had about 5 hours of sleep b4 we went on our roadtrip. Was fun as well, ate breakfast, lunch n dinner there. Brought my friends to A'Farmosa (which there were some 'interesting' photos taken XD), Jonker Street to buy stuff (which they pasterd me to bring them to my aunts shop which i did and they got discount summore.. :D btw, i'm not sayin that i didn't wanna bring u guys there la.. i would've anyways, if not why i mention dat my aunt has a store there rite :)) . Wanted to go Stadhyus but it was rainin.. so had to cancel dat part.. so where did we go whn it rained?? haha.. go play pool at senyum! lolz.. As usual for lunch went to eat chiken rice balls and for dinner went to eat satay celup. Till this very day, i wonder why KL got no one sell satay celup. N lok lok is NOT satay celup ya...
So after dinner, we headed straight home with a damn full stomach. 3 meals weh.. all heavy ones summore.. haha. guess its the holiday season (not for me though) so nvm la rite.. hehe.. *goin on a diet d* . Only thing to spoil the mood during the weekend was both Man Utd and Barcelona lost.. and Chelsea won.. cipet.. -.-'' . Oh, champions league draw.. lookin 4ward for Barca vs Liverpool since almost everyone in my condo tat i mix wit supports liverpool and i'm the sole barca supporter!
Anyways, i'll be back this thursday till the 3rd (sendiri take holiday). So those of u from outstation wanna come visit me, ya'll most certainly welcome. To those back home d, u know the drill ;) . Don't know if i'll be going frazers this christmas, was suppose to , but with my grandma's health condition in a bad shape (accordin to mom n aunt) , we may not make it this year :(. But who knows rite.. it is the time for miracles :).
Guess i'd be signing off since i have class awhile more.. cheers!
Well, starting with the former, for those who dont know, Rock The World 7 is a rock (wat else rite) concert featuring 48 (+2 singaporeans) malaysian bands jamming it out from 3pm to nearly 12 on 3 stages in 1 stadium!. *Pause to catch breath*. I wouldn't say its the best of malaysian bands since bands like Disagree, Deja Voodoo Spells n Frequency Cannon didn't perform amongst others. But with a line up like Pop Shuvit, Love Me Butch, Lo, Dragon Red, Tempered Mental n OAG amongst others playin, it will be a stupid thing to miss out rite? (actually, seeing Lo on the list of performers itself was enough to get me goin :D) Esp since the tickets cost only 25 bucks plus u get 1 t-shirt (which aaron [my roommate] was so happy to get XD), 3 ringgit of talk time on i talk and i was really lucky to be one of those who manage to catch not 1 but 2 flyin CDs being tossed by the artist themselves!!
We arrived at the stadium bout 1 hour b4 d show , took lrt and had to walk bout 2km to the stadium (great way to excersice :P) and once we were in was quite surprised to see Staduim Merdeka so.. well.. small... or was it maybe all the tents n equipment on the field that made it look small. Anyway, had a pleasent surprise early on, j.lo actually tapped my shoulder and talked to me! Well, actually all he said was "hey dude, watcha doin here ?, need anything?" n i was "urm.. urm.. we are waiting for my friends cousin at the VIP gates" n thn he was "oh ok, VIP gate is over the other side.. u guys enjoy the show yea!". Actually we were standing at an enterance, want to wait for my roommates cousin , but actually not suppose stand there, and Lo is like the organizer of this whole event, so b4 the show, he's like walkin around with a walkie talkie n makin sure everything is in order. haha... Didn't get to snap a pic of him cos i dont have a camera :( .. dang.. gotta add tat to my wish list.
So long story short, the show rocked la. But the people there.. aih.. duno where do i begin. Really get to see the malay culture man.. i think 80% of the audience are malays.. They come dressed in their goth, punk, rhastafarian clothes n attitude... really lemah man. But like aaron said la, if they don't support the music scence, who will rite? Given that although most of em are here to just jump around n shove each other like
Rite, so after came back, yum cha, cakap cakap, had about 5 hours of sleep b4 we went on our roadtrip. Was fun as well, ate breakfast, lunch n dinner there. Brought my friends to A'Farmosa (which there were some 'interesting' photos taken XD), Jonker Street to buy stuff (which they pasterd me to bring them to my aunts shop which i did and they got discount summore.. :D btw, i'm not sayin that i didn't wanna bring u guys there la.. i would've anyways, if not why i mention dat my aunt has a store there rite :)) . Wanted to go Stadhyus but it was rainin.. so had to cancel dat part.. so where did we go whn it rained?? haha.. go play pool at senyum! lolz.. As usual for lunch went to eat chiken rice balls and for dinner went to eat satay celup. Till this very day, i wonder why KL got no one sell satay celup. N lok lok is NOT satay celup ya...
So after dinner, we headed straight home with a damn full stomach. 3 meals weh.. all heavy ones summore.. haha. guess its the holiday season (not for me though) so nvm la rite.. hehe.. *goin on a diet d* . Only thing to spoil the mood during the weekend was both Man Utd and Barcelona lost.. and Chelsea won.. cipet.. -.-'' . Oh, champions league draw.. lookin 4ward for Barca vs Liverpool since almost everyone in my condo tat i mix wit supports liverpool and i'm the sole barca supporter!
Anyways, i'll be back this thursday till the 3rd (sendiri take holiday). So those of u from outstation wanna come visit me, ya'll most certainly welcome. To those back home d, u know the drill ;) . Don't know if i'll be going frazers this christmas, was suppose to , but with my grandma's health condition in a bad shape (accordin to mom n aunt) , we may not make it this year :(. But who knows rite.. it is the time for miracles :).
Guess i'd be signing off since i have class awhile more.. cheers!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
It's The Season To Be Jolly!!
Fa la la la la lala la la.. u know how it goes. Christmas isn't celebrated BIG here as we all already know but it would be nice to have dat lil christmas spirit in all of us no? But as always, the shoppin malls are all decorated really urm.. christmassy i should say. GIANT christmas trees, fake snow houses, a black dude being Santa. U get the idea. But thn, duno why, i'm always in a good mood during this time of year even if its always blardy hot or blardy rainin all d time. lol.
I know its abit early to be making my christmas wish list (and its practically pointless since not like 'santa' will give me everythin on it) but here it is anyway , so dear santa, for christmas i would really want :
1) a new acoustic guitar
2) good quality earphones for my mp3 player
3) 500 GB (ok ok at least 250 GB) internal hard disk with external casing
4) jessica alba to be my bride .. ahhahaha..
Ok ok.. just the 3 nia. the forth is like those 'things dat would never happen in ur life' XD. Anyway was back in malacca last weekend. Met up with the people back home. Lets see.. yum cha-ed with don, leo n su ling on thursday. Don, u really need a haircut lar.. be it rocker or not :P. Played futsal with the guys on friday nite. Luckily i decieded to bring back my futsal shoes. 2 hours of non stop action. All i got from it was a badly gashed leg due to carpet burn. lol.
Other thn dat, din do much during the weekend. Thanks su ling for sendin me to the bus station on sunday.. summore use shortcut go there.. i was like 'wuuu... so fast can reach central. in like 10 min.. from my house to central. Wanted to belanja makan A&W wan... but mana tau.. ada orang pai seh pula.. lolz.
Ah well, 12 more days to christmas. Then it will be 7 days to the new year. Then it will be 26 days till i turn 21 ! :D . Time really does fly this year. Though i'll probably post a review of the year post later on in d month. Who knows, still got time for stuff to happen rite?
Rite.. beginning to feel that i'm crappin out of boredom liao. Oh, there were people telling me that wat i said in my previous post isnt right/too over and it probably is, but i told them, tis is how i flow. No holes barred. Hope they understand. haha.. anything other thn pure bluntness wouldn't be me rite? u ppl think i should tone it down a lil?
Once again.. Happy holidays to u folks out there!
I know its abit early to be making my christmas wish list (and its practically pointless since not like 'santa' will give me everythin on it) but here it is anyway , so dear santa, for christmas i would really want :
1) a new acoustic guitar
2) good quality earphones for my mp3 player
3) 500 GB (ok ok at least 250 GB) internal hard disk with external casing
4) jessica alba to be my bride .. ahhahaha..
Ok ok.. just the 3 nia. the forth is like those 'things dat would never happen in ur life' XD. Anyway was back in malacca last weekend. Met up with the people back home. Lets see.. yum cha-ed with don, leo n su ling on thursday. Don, u really need a haircut lar.. be it rocker or not :P. Played futsal with the guys on friday nite. Luckily i decieded to bring back my futsal shoes. 2 hours of non stop action. All i got from it was a badly gashed leg due to carpet burn. lol.
Other thn dat, din do much during the weekend. Thanks su ling for sendin me to the bus station on sunday.. summore use shortcut go there.. i was like 'wuuu... so fast can reach central. in like 10 min.. from my house to central. Wanted to belanja makan A&W wan... but mana tau.. ada orang pai seh pula.. lolz.
Ah well, 12 more days to christmas. Then it will be 7 days to the new year. Then it will be 26 days till i turn 21 ! :D . Time really does fly this year. Though i'll probably post a review of the year post later on in d month. Who knows, still got time for stuff to happen rite?
Rite.. beginning to feel that i'm crappin out of boredom liao. Oh, there were people telling me that wat i said in my previous post isnt right/too over and it probably is, but i told them, tis is how i flow. No holes barred. Hope they understand. haha.. anything other thn pure bluntness wouldn't be me rite? u ppl think i should tone it down a lil?
Once again.. Happy holidays to u folks out there!
Friday, December 08, 2006
Every Drama Has Its Finale..
Well, since the recent happenings in my life has been compared to korean dramas by Faye, Yong n Dee, now, i wanna say dat finally the final episode of the series has been concluded last week. No more next season folks. It got yanked of the air like some bad drama series :P. You know, for the first time in my 20 yrs (well, 20 yrs n 11 months) of having friends, this is the first time that i lost trust and respect for someone. And i guess that means we aren't friends anymore la although that was NOT my call.
Ok ok.. wat happened was this (the final episode) : yes, its still regarding THAT girl and THAT guy. Names not need to mention la cos if i did, u wouldn't know who also, and if u do anyway, u probably know who i'm talkin about already. Rite, there was this one day, me and the girl decided to go watch a movie (as friends) and of cos she inevitably called that guy along la. Not dat i mined of cos since we were all friends rite?? Well, then the night before the day we're suppose to go see the movie, the guy told me he wasn't able to make it as his long time friends are coming up to kl to meet him the same day and he asked me to go wit the girl only la. Then about 3 am the girl pula sms me saying she was sick and also couldn't make it the next day. Not buying it one bit, i asked if this was because the guy wasn't going but she said she was really sick. Ask me to believe her summore. Fine, gave her the benefit of the doubt and canceled the movie plan.
But the next day, as i was getting ready to leave for class, she popped up in my unit with the guy, didn't even say hi or anything, just went straight into the guy's room n locked d door (God only knows wat they do inside, i did once, it was a sin) . WTF man, if she was really sick, she'd be at her OWN home resting rite? Wanna come here and infect others is it? Of cos i didn't say anything cos i already know i wasn't gonna get a straight honest answer. But i was like nvm la, maybe got sum logic behind it. Was expecting a msg to at least explain wtf was goin on, but as i'd second guessed, it never came.
The day after dat, around noon i think, the guy went out of the house and i asked where was he going, he said to return cds to friend. Ok lo, return cd yes, but the time he got back was around 7 with a printer in one hand. Then he said he went to PC fair with another friend living few floors below us. Haha.. my roommate was tu lan-ed cos he promised my roommate that he would go wit him to PC fair the next day ( well, he did kept his promise and went again the next day). Then, later on dat nite, we ( the guy, me, my roommate) went down to look for dat friend to go dinner with. Then i said to him , "wah, go pc fair never call la". Then his face terus blur. He was like " pc fair? wat pc fair? i didn't go pc fair, i was sleepin la" . Then i turned and ask the guy "weh, u go pc fair with who? the girl is it??" and he just kept quiet. I know u all also know wat dat means rite? Now now, its not wrong dat he goes pc fair with her. But don't forget, she was suppose to be 'sick' and resting. 1 day already recover? amazing... and if we were still friends at that time, wouldn't she have told me she was alright already? Sick my ass man.. strike 2.
The following day, i woke up quite early ( 9 am liddat) cos of the goddamn drilling at the unit above us. Walked out and saw the girl (again!!) walking into the guy's room and closing the door. It was as if i wasn't even there, no good mornin or hi. Well, not like i give a shit anyway.. so i msg-ed my roommate sayin dat person is here again wit the door locked and i asked if i should get back my phone from her ( i borrowed her my old phone temporarily cos her phone got stolen). And my roommate replied me to go ahead and said he was sick with all this nonsense. So i msg-ed her to leave the phone in the house b4 she leaves and my roommate msg-ed the guy telling him to stop bringing the girl over as it was causing trouble to everyone and he should respect his girlfriend. Yes, to those who don't know, he has a girlfriend already, yet god only knows wat he is doing with this. This was the day lost my trust in someone. Well, dat girl only actually.
So the phone was returned and my roommate gave him some words of advice. He apologized and he said so did the girl. One would think with an apology, he would respect my roommates decision and not allow the girl to come here anymore. But nooo... next day nia, the girl came AGAIN! and same as the day after ! fuck. u call this sorry ar? It's no different then a rapist sayin he is sorry for his crime and next day after his release from prison, goes and rape another victim. At first i thought i should go and give that guy a piece of my mind, but think think think, no need la, he is mature enough (3 yrs older thn me ok) to think of wats right and wats not. Dat was when i lost my respect in someone.
Well, u may keep wondering why i make such a fuss about closed/locked doors rite? Well, it is because the last time this happened, he said if the girl would to come into his room again, he would leave the door open so that nothing funny will happen. So door open = nothing happen, door closed = u do the math. Not that i don't wanna give them the benefit of the doubt that nothin is goin on, but i have a fuckin strong reason to believe otherwise.
Rite, so i guess all of that meant that me and her no longer friends lo. Don't care anyway, i really hate it when someone goes behind my back. If u say u are sick, stay home n be sick, not go gallivanting for 4 days straight. And everyday also come our house. She said it like 3-4-5 times dat she is not gonna bother about the guy anymore. But again, she does the exact opposite, well its her life, wat she wanna do is non of my concern, it was whn i still cared about her, but that feeling also went out the window along with trust and respect. Actually i think it takes 2 to clap la. Even if she still wanna pin on to him , if the guy tak layan her, u would think she'd be smart enough to get the message rite? But i guess the guy also gatal, 1 girl not enough. That goes to show that some people don't have a strong will power and are too weak till they give in to temptation. So as a conclusion, I'm not giving a fuck anymore about the girl or the guy if his problems has anything to do with her. There, done, finally got ending. It may not be a happy one but at least there wont be anymore suffering. And i am actually happy. Should've done this a long time ago.
U people know me rite, i would never do this to friends or family unless i'm pushed to a corner rite? U think i did the right thing? Wat would u have done if it happened to u?
On a lighter note, i'm back for the weekend in malacca. Went out yum cha wit don, su ling n leo last nite. Cipet don, go get hair cut la, nowadays most rockers also got short hair d. Glam rock is no more :P. I myself am gonna get a haircut later on. Till the next time i blog, cheers!
Ok ok.. wat happened was this (the final episode) : yes, its still regarding THAT girl and THAT guy. Names not need to mention la cos if i did, u wouldn't know who also, and if u do anyway, u probably know who i'm talkin about already. Rite, there was this one day, me and the girl decided to go watch a movie (as friends) and of cos she inevitably called that guy along la. Not dat i mined of cos since we were all friends rite?? Well, then the night before the day we're suppose to go see the movie, the guy told me he wasn't able to make it as his long time friends are coming up to kl to meet him the same day and he asked me to go wit the girl only la. Then about 3 am the girl pula sms me saying she was sick and also couldn't make it the next day. Not buying it one bit, i asked if this was because the guy wasn't going but she said she was really sick. Ask me to believe her summore. Fine, gave her the benefit of the doubt and canceled the movie plan.
But the next day, as i was getting ready to leave for class, she popped up in my unit with the guy, didn't even say hi or anything, just went straight into the guy's room n locked d door (God only knows wat they do inside, i did once, it was a sin) . WTF man, if she was really sick, she'd be at her OWN home resting rite? Wanna come here and infect others is it? Of cos i didn't say anything cos i already know i wasn't gonna get a straight honest answer. But i was like nvm la, maybe got sum logic behind it. Was expecting a msg to at least explain wtf was goin on, but as i'd second guessed, it never came.
The day after dat, around noon i think, the guy went out of the house and i asked where was he going, he said to return cds to friend. Ok lo, return cd yes, but the time he got back was around 7 with a printer in one hand. Then he said he went to PC fair with another friend living few floors below us. Haha.. my roommate was tu lan-ed cos he promised my roommate that he would go wit him to PC fair the next day ( well, he did kept his promise and went again the next day). Then, later on dat nite, we ( the guy, me, my roommate) went down to look for dat friend to go dinner with. Then i said to him , "wah, go pc fair never call la". Then his face terus blur. He was like " pc fair? wat pc fair? i didn't go pc fair, i was sleepin la" . Then i turned and ask the guy "weh, u go pc fair with who? the girl is it??" and he just kept quiet. I know u all also know wat dat means rite? Now now, its not wrong dat he goes pc fair with her. But don't forget, she was suppose to be 'sick' and resting. 1 day already recover? amazing... and if we were still friends at that time, wouldn't she have told me she was alright already? Sick my ass man.. strike 2.
The following day, i woke up quite early ( 9 am liddat) cos of the goddamn drilling at the unit above us. Walked out and saw the girl (again!!) walking into the guy's room and closing the door. It was as if i wasn't even there, no good mornin or hi. Well, not like i give a shit anyway.. so i msg-ed my roommate sayin dat person is here again wit the door locked and i asked if i should get back my phone from her ( i borrowed her my old phone temporarily cos her phone got stolen). And my roommate replied me to go ahead and said he was sick with all this nonsense. So i msg-ed her to leave the phone in the house b4 she leaves and my roommate msg-ed the guy telling him to stop bringing the girl over as it was causing trouble to everyone and he should respect his girlfriend. Yes, to those who don't know, he has a girlfriend already, yet god only knows wat he is doing with this. This was the day lost my trust in someone. Well, dat girl only actually.
So the phone was returned and my roommate gave him some words of advice. He apologized and he said so did the girl. One would think with an apology, he would respect my roommates decision and not allow the girl to come here anymore. But nooo... next day nia, the girl came AGAIN! and same as the day after ! fuck. u call this sorry ar? It's no different then a rapist sayin he is sorry for his crime and next day after his release from prison, goes and rape another victim. At first i thought i should go and give that guy a piece of my mind, but think think think, no need la, he is mature enough (3 yrs older thn me ok) to think of wats right and wats not. Dat was when i lost my respect in someone.
Well, u may keep wondering why i make such a fuss about closed/locked doors rite? Well, it is because the last time this happened, he said if the girl would to come into his room again, he would leave the door open so that nothing funny will happen. So door open = nothing happen, door closed = u do the math. Not that i don't wanna give them the benefit of the doubt that nothin is goin on, but i have a fuckin strong reason to believe otherwise.
Rite, so i guess all of that meant that me and her no longer friends lo. Don't care anyway, i really hate it when someone goes behind my back. If u say u are sick, stay home n be sick, not go gallivanting for 4 days straight. And everyday also come our house. She said it like 3-4-5 times dat she is not gonna bother about the guy anymore. But again, she does the exact opposite, well its her life, wat she wanna do is non of my concern, it was whn i still cared about her, but that feeling also went out the window along with trust and respect. Actually i think it takes 2 to clap la. Even if she still wanna pin on to him , if the guy tak layan her, u would think she'd be smart enough to get the message rite? But i guess the guy also gatal, 1 girl not enough. That goes to show that some people don't have a strong will power and are too weak till they give in to temptation. So as a conclusion, I'm not giving a fuck anymore about the girl or the guy if his problems has anything to do with her. There, done, finally got ending. It may not be a happy one but at least there wont be anymore suffering. And i am actually happy. Should've done this a long time ago.
U people know me rite, i would never do this to friends or family unless i'm pushed to a corner rite? U think i did the right thing? Wat would u have done if it happened to u?
On a lighter note, i'm back for the weekend in malacca. Went out yum cha wit don, su ling n leo last nite. Cipet don, go get hair cut la, nowadays most rockers also got short hair d. Glam rock is no more :P. I myself am gonna get a haircut later on. Till the next time i blog, cheers!
Friday, December 01, 2006
Tagged by Su Ling~
1.Are u photogenic?
>> Look at my beer pic and tell me :P
2. What time do you go to bed?
>> No earlier then 3 am >.<
3. What was the last thing you did before this?
>> Read todays papers
4. Who’s the one you always meet the most?
>> my housemates/friends at Melati Utama lo, gwen, su ling, leo
5. Who’s the person you’ll call if you need help?
>> depends on wat is my problem
6. What’s on your mind right now ?
>> wtf is happenin with 'people' around me?
7. What do you prefer?american idol/malaysian idol?
>> americans have more class and standard n quality
8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
>> The peeps back home!
9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
>> Casino Royale .. (everyones watched it but me :( ]
10. When was the last time you went out?
>> i AM out now.
11. What do you hate the most for now?
>> Saying things they wanna do or dont wanna do but instead doing the exact opposite of that. Lying.
12. What do you do everyday besides eat & sleep?
>> Blasting my music, playing cards, chattin n occasionally blogging
13. Colors that make you happy ?
>> blue red green white
14. Most fav thing in your room ?
>> my broken acoustic guitar :( [my laptop is in the living room :P]
15. Miss someone?
>> miss the people back home.
16. Plan to buy something?
>> wanna buy harddisk but no money... christmas is around d corner though.. >.<
17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
>> fuck no...
18.Do you like seafood?
>> if i were to die now, my last wish was to have a full spread seafood buffet!!
19.Breakfast or dinner?
>> dinner
20. like chocolates?
>> who doesn't?
21. Do you have a laptop?
>> yeah!
22. What’s your favorite food from fast food?
>> McD's Prosperity Burger! Lovely black pepper!! KFC's Meltz comes in a close second though.. they have Nachos!! *dang.. think bout this till stomach hungry d ><*
23. Cats or dogs?
>> Dogs
24. Salty or sweet?
>> sweet. Too salty wait rambut gugur thn become botak!
25. city or country?
>> city of coz
26. Is kissing normal for your age?
>> it be abnormal if it wasnt.
27. Are you athletic?
>> hell yeah! *check out my arms!* hahahaha..
28. Favourite bands for now?
>> The Killers, Panic! At The Disco
29. Do you have your own cell phone?
>> yesh
30. What do you wear to bed?
>> i sleep topless but not bottomless :P
31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
>> WTF... no no no.. tat would be soo wrong.... to even think of it ><.. *note : non of the teachers are a day under 30 :P or even worth lookin at*
32. Coke or pepsi?
>> Coke
33. sugar or spice?
>> Everything thats nice!
34. Can you use chopsticks?
>> like Duh~~ ..
35. Do you care about getting good grades?
>> For now, all i care about is passing.
36.Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
>> Never in primary or secondary skol but countless times in college ><
37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
>> ask parents for now la
38. Is your mom strict?
>> quite
39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
>> for now though..
40. Do your parents trust you?
>> they trust me enough to not question my whereabouts even if i come back at 6 am
41. Would you ever wanna lose your bestfriend?
>> never ever
42. Does your best friend get on your nerves?
>> once in a blue moon la.. but not serious matter to spat about.
43. Do you make friends quickly?
>> i may seem very 'distant' n quiet when meeting new ppl, but once i get to know them, i'm sure we hit off pretty well .. rite??
44. Do you tell your mom everything?
>> u think i crazy ar??
45. What do you & your parents fight about most?
>> we dont fight.. they nag and i juz use the ' nod head n accept everything' tactic ;)
46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u. What will u do to her/him?
>> hmmm.... probably burn or throw away anything that reminds me of her. haha... kidding. I'd just let it be and MOVE ON. Have to ACCEPT the fact in life that SOME things in life are NOT ment to be rite? if we stay as friends then fine, if we don't then fine also.
47. Can u sing or rap?
>> i can sing but not rap
48. If u have one wish , who would u make ur wife/husband for life?
>> Jessica Alba!! *drools*
49. What do u think bout this survey?
>> ok ok larr..
Tag : Leo, Kat, Lynnie, May (basically everyone who reads :P tagg ur it!)
Of Life n Death
Just a short post this time round. Wanna give Happy Birthday shoutouts to Lynnie, Su Ling, Jo, Wei Nie, Khai Lip , Drew and anyone else i don't remember (hehe.. sorry ya). Thought i might as well do a mass shoutout since u all are havin/had ur birthdays like +- 1 week apart nia. So happy 20th birthday to all of u!! Finally u can join my club! :P.
On a much sadder note, a friend of mine in primary skol n high skol passed away few days ago due to an accident. He was also 20. Deepest condolences to the family of Ahmad Tarmizi. Although i'm not close with mizi (dats wat we called him), but we did have good times togather especially when playin football in secondary skol and practically playin all sorts of stuff in primary skol. Ur presence will be deeply missed by those around u dude. May u rest in peace.
Life is really precious ppl, some are celebratin thier 20th yr on this planet while one left on his 20th. So cherish every moment u have and be thankful for all the things u have, all the ppl around u, be happy with ur life no matter wat the situation is. Don't be sad, sulk or mad over things in life cos u never know when urs will be over and u may regret not making urs a better life. So ppl, live life to the fullest n have no regrets!
Peace out!
On a much sadder note, a friend of mine in primary skol n high skol passed away few days ago due to an accident. He was also 20. Deepest condolences to the family of Ahmad Tarmizi. Although i'm not close with mizi (dats wat we called him), but we did have good times togather especially when playin football in secondary skol and practically playin all sorts of stuff in primary skol. Ur presence will be deeply missed by those around u dude. May u rest in peace.
Life is really precious ppl, some are celebratin thier 20th yr on this planet while one left on his 20th. So cherish every moment u have and be thankful for all the things u have, all the ppl around u, be happy with ur life no matter wat the situation is. Don't be sad, sulk or mad over things in life cos u never know when urs will be over and u may regret not making urs a better life. So ppl, live life to the fullest n have no regrets!
Peace out!
Monday, November 27, 2006
Revelations...
Well, i guess the weekend is already over. Man U drew wit chelsea.. Fair result i think, it was a game of 2 different halves. The final verdict bout me and her is in. And all i have to say is i'll stop going after her from now on. I'll bury dissolve all feelings i have for her. I'll move on from this episode even if its very hard for me.
Why? Cos she said that she still loves the other guy no matter what and i should just let go. Well, i know some ppl might continue to fight this battle but the way i see it, if i do, i'd be fighting a losing battle. Don't get me wrong, i'm not one who gives up easily (rite jac? :P) on something, but i am a realist. And the way i see things, this is as good as goodbye. Eh... not say goodbye for good la, we are still friends and still contact each other on a normal basis. But i guess from now on, thats all we'll ever be : just friends.
I guess i have to be happy about that; i mean , rather thn not being friends at all rite? But i do wonder.. why is it so hard for her to get over someone that she knows she can't have? Even if u'd say differnt ppl have different levels of tolerance/time to let go, but takkan something as BIG as this also can't see? So i guess the saying 'love is blind' is true all along? Or should i say 'love is stupid' ? Well, at least it makes ppl do stupid things rite? As for me, like i mentioned in my previous post, i'm not gonna sulk over her or dwell over the rejection. Nope, i'm in the 'picking myself up' process now. No hard feelings towards her. Somethings in life just aren't ment to be rite? And these things are certainly not ment to be forced. If the other person doesn't wanna tango wit u, thn guess u just have to find another tango partner eh? Just have to accept some facts in life.
So i guess thats the end of my drama (this one at least). Faye says its like a korean drama.. Correct me if i'm wrong, but isnt there always someone who dies in korean dramas?? But so far everyone involve is still alive n well wo.. :)
Oh, and a special thanks to Su Ling, Leo and Kat for being supportive and giving me words of encouragement and comfort!! Thxguys girls!! luv u 2 bits!
Rite.. Nuff bout that. Other big news happenin around me.. Oh the couple that i blogged about last time remember?? Well, they've split up and moved out!! *plays line from song " This calls for a toast so pour the champaigne, pour the champaigne"* Well, actually the guy fled from the girl.. tell u it was a BIG mess la. Actually they were both back at the girls hometown of Ipoh few weeks back, then last sunday the guy fled from the girl.
Well, long story short, the guy is no where to be found ; The girls family came last weekend to pack up all her stuff and go back to hometown. Her mom said that the guy conned her of around RM6,000 over the years!!! Ask to pay this la, buy that la, borrow money la.. My god.. when my other housemates and me heard that, we were quite stunned!! Now, we don't know whos the more evil one... the guy or the girl.. I believe in karma : what goes around comes around. And i guess when it comes around on him, he's gonna suffer badly. Can't say i feel sorry for him. Not one bit actually. The person i actually feel sorry for are his parents. What happend to their son, become sampah masyarakat. Die also no use la..
And one of my other housemate also moved out recently, went to live somewhere near his girlfriend. So now 1 unit, only 3 ppl live. Me, my roommate and that guy (the one from above). Guess its time 2 start anew eh?
Why? Cos she said that she still loves the other guy no matter what and i should just let go. Well, i know some ppl might continue to fight this battle but the way i see it, if i do, i'd be fighting a losing battle. Don't get me wrong, i'm not one who gives up easily (rite jac? :P) on something, but i am a realist. And the way i see things, this is as good as goodbye. Eh... not say goodbye for good la, we are still friends and still contact each other on a normal basis. But i guess from now on, thats all we'll ever be : just friends.
I guess i have to be happy about that; i mean , rather thn not being friends at all rite? But i do wonder.. why is it so hard for her to get over someone that she knows she can't have? Even if u'd say differnt ppl have different levels of tolerance/time to let go, but takkan something as BIG as this also can't see? So i guess the saying 'love is blind' is true all along? Or should i say 'love is stupid' ? Well, at least it makes ppl do stupid things rite? As for me, like i mentioned in my previous post, i'm not gonna sulk over her or dwell over the rejection. Nope, i'm in the 'picking myself up' process now. No hard feelings towards her. Somethings in life just aren't ment to be rite? And these things are certainly not ment to be forced. If the other person doesn't wanna tango wit u, thn guess u just have to find another tango partner eh? Just have to accept some facts in life.
So i guess thats the end of my drama (this one at least). Faye says its like a korean drama.. Correct me if i'm wrong, but isnt there always someone who dies in korean dramas?? But so far everyone involve is still alive n well wo.. :)
Oh, and a special thanks to Su Ling, Leo and Kat for being supportive and giving me words of encouragement and comfort!! Thx
Rite.. Nuff bout that. Other big news happenin around me.. Oh the couple that i blogged about last time remember?? Well, they've split up and moved out!! *plays line from song " This calls for a toast so pour the champaigne, pour the champaigne"* Well, actually the guy fled from the girl.. tell u it was a BIG mess la. Actually they were both back at the girls hometown of Ipoh few weeks back, then last sunday the guy fled from the girl.
Well, long story short, the guy is no where to be found ; The girls family came last weekend to pack up all her stuff and go back to hometown. Her mom said that the guy conned her of around RM6,000 over the years!!! Ask to pay this la, buy that la, borrow money la.. My god.. when my other housemates and me heard that, we were quite stunned!! Now, we don't know whos the more evil one... the guy or the girl.. I believe in karma : what goes around comes around. And i guess when it comes around on him, he's gonna suffer badly. Can't say i feel sorry for him. Not one bit actually. The person i actually feel sorry for are his parents. What happend to their son, become sampah masyarakat. Die also no use la..
And one of my other housemate also moved out recently, went to live somewhere near his girlfriend. So now 1 unit, only 3 ppl live. Me, my roommate and that guy (the one from above). Guess its time 2 start anew eh?
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Moving on?? Not so fast....
Latest revelations tell me that i may be a lil to harsh on her. And deep down, i know i don't wanna move on. I still have a thing for her.. sorry leo.. can't let go yet. So i'm keeping my options open for now. I was very upset n hurt whn i posted the last 'real' entry the other day. I'm sorry. But after calming down, think rationally, i guess everyone deserves a chance to explain themselves rite?
Well, she did call me earlier on to talk bout it. Didn't actually get to tell her everything i wanted to, but i guess its all about the timing eh? She says she's gonna talk things over with him this week and will let me know her next move after that. A pretty productive conversation we had i should say.
All i can say is, where i go depends on path that she decides to take. Not that i can't make decisions on my own, its just i don't wanna have any regrets. And i fear i might if i don't listen to what she has to say at least.
I also don't know why i'm so drawn into this.. maybe i do know, but i'm just not sure yet. Oh well, gotta wait till d end of d week to know what will happen between us. Whatever it is, so long as she has think about it thoroughly and is happy bout it, then i will not object to it. So.. till the next big thing comes along...
Well, she did call me earlier on to talk bout it. Didn't actually get to tell her everything i wanted to, but i guess its all about the timing eh? She says she's gonna talk things over with him this week and will let me know her next move after that. A pretty productive conversation we had i should say.
All i can say is, where i go depends on path that she decides to take. Not that i can't make decisions on my own, its just i don't wanna have any regrets. And i fear i might if i don't listen to what she has to say at least.
I also don't know why i'm so drawn into this.. maybe i do know, but i'm just not sure yet. Oh well, gotta wait till d end of d week to know what will happen between us. Whatever it is, so long as she has think about it thoroughly and is happy bout it, then i will not object to it. So.. till the next big thing comes along...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Overheard in all sorts of places
Overheard In New York
Overheard In The Office
Overheard At The Beach
Three really funny site u ppl should check out. Amazing what people these days say.
Overheard In The Office
Overheard At The Beach
Three really funny site u ppl should check out. Amazing what people these days say.
Monday, November 20, 2006
Forced.... Nobody Can Be Forced.. Or Can They??
I'm feelin very pissed/upset/angry rite now. Why? Well, it's becos i have friend (i guess i should say HAD) who wants to cut out all ties from me. Reason? All she said was : i wanna be happy, i can't smile infront of my parents/classmates anymore. I am a very understanding and forgiving person. And I guess i could understand dat even if it may take all of my understanding-ppl power to do so. Oh wait.. i don't .. so shoot me. Somehow, I don't think i'm the main reason for this to happen. But i can roughly guess wat is. I think i'm just guilty by association. But if i am the main reason, I'd like to know why.
I know she is probably readin this post but as u all know me, i don't care who reads it as long as i get to convey d message and let ppl know wat i think rite? If wat she said was sum test 2 test my character, then i guess i failed. Cos i certainly don't see the logic of lettin ur friends go even if she said she'll regret it. And i did ask her if she was gonna regret, why do it? Her reply was simple : i'm forcing myself. WTF!!!, why would she force herself to do sumthin tat she will regret?. Guess part of d regret was knowing us in the first place. As far as i can remember, this is the first time someone has actually said these sorta things to me. Done this thing to me. Am i dat bad an effect on her life that she has to say this?
Rite, i guess i have to stop feelin sorry for myself. Although i can say i saw sumthing bad about to happen (even if she did say "maybe good news maybe bad") , i could never.. NEVER EVER had foreseen that this might happen. Why does things have to be this way lar.. why.. Fuck(i'll refrain from typin out more)...
You people might be sayin so wat rite? Just another person only ma. Well, she isn't just another person. At least 2 me she ain't. She also happens to be the girl i've been ranting about in my past few post. The girl dat i so deeply care about. The girl dat i thought i might have sumthin special (in a good way) with. So thats why i'm feelin wat i'm feeling now.
So Kat, i guess this is it. Strike 3. This is the sign dat i needed. Needed to move on without having any fear of regrets or wat ifs. U are happy for me yes? *damnnit, cant even find the mood to type 'lol'*. Guess its time to wake up and smell the coffee d. Set my priorities straight once more. Guess one can never defy the wants of god (if god does exist) huh. Guess i have no one but myself to blame cos well, i sendiri gatal go and fall for someone who already says she doesn't feel dat way for me. Oh well, time to find ways to flush & FORCE these fucked up feelings out of my system once n for all. No turning back.
Don't worry, i won't do anything fuckin stupid to myself (ie. hurt myself physically, SMOKE, drink till i get drunk, take drugs, etc.) Nope, my way of doing things is as safe as one can think. Blasting my music so loud that the neighbors complain. Plus, i have plenty of shows to watch (thanks to soon).
U know wats ironic? Here i am havin all this sad n painful things happenin to me when i'm suppose to attend my cousin's wedding dinner later tonight. And yesterday was the wedding ceremony both the traditional chinese style and the modern style (the exchanging of vows, rings and sayin anythin u want to ur family which basically means thanks n sorries). Happy for them dat they manage to find true love.
Oh well, guess dats life huh. Or part of it anyway, hmmm.. sumhow i feel much more calm. Blogging has oways been a good way for me to release built up tension (besides the blastin of music). Like my MSN avatar currently reads : Shit happens, but mostly to me so don't worry.
I know she is probably readin this post but as u all know me, i don't care who reads it as long as i get to convey d message and let ppl know wat i think rite? If wat she said was sum test 2 test my character, then i guess i failed. Cos i certainly don't see the logic of lettin ur friends go even if she said she'll regret it. And i did ask her if she was gonna regret, why do it? Her reply was simple : i'm forcing myself. WTF!!!, why would she force herself to do sumthin tat she will regret?. Guess part of d regret was knowing us in the first place. As far as i can remember, this is the first time someone has actually said these sorta things to me. Done this thing to me. Am i dat bad an effect on her life that she has to say this?
Rite, i guess i have to stop feelin sorry for myself. Although i can say i saw sumthing bad about to happen (even if she did say "maybe good news maybe bad") , i could never.. NEVER EVER had foreseen that this might happen. Why does things have to be this way lar.. why.. Fuck(i'll refrain from typin out more)...
You people might be sayin so wat rite? Just another person only ma. Well, she isn't just another person. At least 2 me she ain't. She also happens to be the girl i've been ranting about in my past few post. The girl dat i so deeply care about. The girl dat i thought i might have sumthin special (in a good way) with. So thats why i'm feelin wat i'm feeling now.
So Kat, i guess this is it. Strike 3. This is the sign dat i needed. Needed to move on without having any fear of regrets or wat ifs. U are happy for me yes? *damnnit, cant even find the mood to type 'lol'*. Guess its time to wake up and smell the coffee d. Set my priorities straight once more. Guess one can never defy the wants of god (if god does exist) huh. Guess i have no one but myself to blame cos well, i sendiri gatal go and fall for someone who already says she doesn't feel dat way for me. Oh well, time to find ways to flush & FORCE these fucked up feelings out of my system once n for all. No turning back.
Don't worry, i won't do anything fuckin stupid to myself (ie. hurt myself physically, SMOKE, drink till i get drunk, take drugs, etc.) Nope, my way of doing things is as safe as one can think. Blasting my music so loud that the neighbors complain. Plus, i have plenty of shows to watch (thanks to soon).
U know wats ironic? Here i am havin all this sad n painful things happenin to me when i'm suppose to attend my cousin's wedding dinner later tonight. And yesterday was the wedding ceremony both the traditional chinese style and the modern style (the exchanging of vows, rings and sayin anythin u want to ur family which basically means thanks n sorries). Happy for them dat they manage to find true love.
Oh well, guess dats life huh. Or part of it anyway, hmmm.. sumhow i feel much more calm. Blogging has oways been a good way for me to release built up tension (besides the blastin of music). Like my MSN avatar currently reads : Shit happens, but mostly to me so don't worry.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Some Questions....
Leo's recent blog contained a few questions regarding wat the oppsite sex is thinking. Well, i think i should follow her lead n 'copy n paste' a few questions of my own (got modify) :
1) Can or will a girl like a guy, but just wanna be friends?
2) Can or will the girl still be close to the guy even if she knows how he feels for her? Wat does it mean if she can/will?
3) How to girls differenciate between good/close/best friend material and boyfriend/partner material in a guy?
4) What does it mean when a girl knows bout d guys feelings 4 her, but doesn't seem to wanna do anything bout it? Why?
5) Will a girl feel regret/jealous/bad/etc. that the guy that once had strong feelings for her just gave up and went for another girl? (Think Avril's Sk8r Boi scenario) :P
6)Wat will a girl think of a guy who gives her presents just for fun. (Which excludes Birthdays, Christmas or any other holiday/event where ppl exchange presents)
7) Is it possible that a girl wants to be with the guy, but just not yet??
8) How does a girl determine d border line between a guy who's persevering/not givin up to win her heart and a guy who's just being too annoyin and too presistant even if she tells him to stop with it?
9) How long is waiting for the girl too long? How much perseverence is too much?
10)Can/will a girl change her feelings she had/didn't have for a guy ?
11)Is it possible for a girl to have feelings for more thn 1 guy at once? What should d guy do? Move on?
Well, i guess dats all for now. I wanted to post a 'real' post but i've still got lots of things ponderin in my head. Maybe after readin other's opinions regardin the questions above, i may be able to see things a lil clearer. All i can say now is i'm like waitin for water in d glass to settle down so i can see d dirt at d bottom and d clear water above. I will update again pretty soon. Till then, cheers!
1) Can or will a girl like a guy, but just wanna be friends?
2) Can or will the girl still be close to the guy even if she knows how he feels for her? Wat does it mean if she can/will?
3) How to girls differenciate between good/close/best friend material and boyfriend/partner material in a guy?
4) What does it mean when a girl knows bout d guys feelings 4 her, but doesn't seem to wanna do anything bout it? Why?
5) Will a girl feel regret/jealous/bad/etc. that the guy that once had strong feelings for her just gave up and went for another girl? (Think Avril's Sk8r Boi scenario) :P
6)Wat will a girl think of a guy who gives her presents just for fun. (Which excludes Birthdays, Christmas or any other holiday/event where ppl exchange presents)
7) Is it possible that a girl wants to be with the guy, but just not yet??
8) How does a girl determine d border line between a guy who's persevering/not givin up to win her heart and a guy who's just being too annoyin and too presistant even if she tells him to stop with it?
9) How long is waiting for the girl too long? How much perseverence is too much?
10)Can/will a girl change her feelings she had/didn't have for a guy ?
11)Is it possible for a girl to have feelings for more thn 1 guy at once? What should d guy do? Move on?
Well, i guess dats all for now. I wanted to post a 'real' post but i've still got lots of things ponderin in my head. Maybe after readin other's opinions regardin the questions above, i may be able to see things a lil clearer. All i can say now is i'm like waitin for water in d glass to settle down so i can see d dirt at d bottom and d clear water above. I will update again pretty soon. Till then, cheers!
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Food : Savior For A Broken Heart.
At lease that was wat i thought. But honestly, can say it helps about 60% la. But add that with playin futsal for 4 times in 7 days and u get it up to 90% in my case :D.
As i'm very free now might as well tell a story eh? WARNING : may be abit too long and sumtimes emo or sumtimes emo-less (kejam :P). Yes this is related to my previous post.
Alright fastforward couple of weeks from dat incident of "ur-too-good-4-me" shit, actually found out that there were some unresolve issues with her and him, but one day they got d talkin and seems like everything was um.. resolved (Dont wanna get to d details... very messy stuff >.<). Everything seemed to be back to normal (IE everyone is friends again). So then i thought, since the last time i tried to win her heart, d fact dat she couldnt let go of d guy was d problem and that now things are all resolved, it would be ok rite?? So there i went again, stepping up to d batting plate for d second time (dats a baseball metaphore ok). So i asked indirectly and directly sumstuff la. Then this was wat she said (more or less) : " sorry but i dont seem to have 'dat' sort of feelings for u. i just treat u as a friend, good friend , etc". Then i said : " but i tot last time u said u had feelings 4 me as well? " . Her reply was swift : " Last time my mind was messed up with so many things, didnt think straigt". That was strike 2. Was not totally bummed out as i kinda expected it, well actually i didnt. But then, with these sorta things, gotta be abit realistic and leave some space for these things to happen rite?
Then knowin me, i agreed to be just as friends. But its hard isnt it, just being friends with someone u had feelings for. Hard to just sit across d table from her during lunch and smiling o laughing at her jokes when u still have a lil something for her but she doesn't see it since i've already agreed to be just friends and and told her i've dropped all those feelings for her. Oh well, gotta be d bigger person rite?? But IMHO, i dont think she has totally 'lepas-ed' her feelings for my friend yet. Can see it so clearly. And this is when i said to myself : " enough is enough, just drop her for now... Don't be stupid and play 3 wheel AGAIN (yes folks.. AGAIN!!!) " . So i guess i'll leave it all to fate (i believe we pave our own destiny) and just let things be if in future we can have sumthing, then great, if not, i wont sulk over it (points at someone :P).
Rite.. so if dat wasnt fucked up enough, heres another thing that got broken : My acoustic guitar!! Yes, my one thing with curves dat loves me and gives me comfort at my time of sadness and grief.... is broken!! chao ci bai goddamn muther fuckr!! ... -.-. My roommate accidently broke it. How? well, my guitar was placed beside my computer, and he wanted to shift d speakers cos it was blockin my DVD rom from openin. So as he was liftin d speaker (its a small speaker), he knocked my guitar down. He sempat lagi say "oh ur guitar fallin .. bang" .... he thought it wouldnt fall as it seemed.. But it did! and now the neck ( the part where the tuning is) is seriously cracked!! Cant play it anymore as d tension of d strings alone may just snap the neck into 2. And want to replace it also impossible as a guitar is 1 whole piece. So how? Ask him to replace?? He also not say got money. Smart ass got into a argument with his mom and now his mom refuse to bank in cash to him (at least dats wat i understand la). 600 bucks ok.. chao chibai.. wan me tell my dad?? Oh wait, u want me die ar? So until now, the issue is unresolved. At least i know he wont runaway back to sarawak cos he's still studyin so i guess still got time to settle.
So there, 2 fucked up stuff happens to me. But luckily, something happend at the end of dat week dat made my life oh so much better. One of my friends invited me and another housemate back to his hometown of Kuala Selangor to hang out, eat seafood and play futsal. And since i wasnt havin any plans, of cos i agreed (actually even if i did, i would've gone anyway). So last weekend, was away in KS, quite a small town actually. Seemed like my friend knows almost everyone there XD. Well, we left KL at around 2, went to Klang first cos he wanted to check if his car was ready from servicing. Apparently not, so we had tea at sum fancy kopitiam. Cant remember the name... Auntie Lim's was it? Reached KS at around 6, played futsal there till 9. My gosh.. only got 2 futsal courts there. hahaha.. Small town indeed. Oh well, nvm la..
Then after everyone bathed and was ready for dinner, we went to makan seafood at sum chinese restaurant. Lets see.. had fish, crab soup, frog's legs, squid and sum vege. Tell u it was absoultly delicious sial!! ka fan also not enuf to finish. hahha.. Friend belanja, so nvm lo.. haha.. and d icing on d cake was we watched MU beat Pompey 3-0 dat nite. hehehe.. After dinner, went jalan jalan in KS lo.. well many places to go la. So in d end we set up a table outside of my friends house. Put a few chairs up, put a few cans of beer in d ice bucket, and just chatted the night away, till around 6 am thn only sleep. hehe..
Next day, woke up at around 3 liao. Friend's mom asked him to take us go makan seafood again. But at a different place this time la. Jalan to get there abit complicated to explain.. belok here, corner there, pusing here, there.. then in d end ended up near d muara sungai and there stood this restaurant with aircon n all (note dat the houses we saw on d way was those old old type u'd expect to see in kampungs). And wat about d food?? If the dinner the night b4 was yummy, this was yummy x10 !!! Lets see, had grilled stingray (yes yes.. the type dat killed the Croc Hunter), grilled kembong fish i think. Fuh.. the chilli dat came with it was even more fantastic. Then had Tomyam prawns. The unique thing about this was it was served in a coconut!! B4 d dish came out, my friend said this was one of d restaurants signature dishes. And boy was he right!! 1 sulrp of d hot tomyam soup and i was in heaven!! walao.. sedap giler!~~~ . And the fact dat d prawns was fresh added to d delicousness to it. hehe... wat else.. had mussels. Don't usually eat this but it was too delicious to pass up. Luckily i didnt or i'd kill myself if i did. lol... Oh, got deep fried fish in sum starchy soup. Fantastic!! . The servings was so generous tat i didnt need to add rice summore !! And again.. my friend chia. ahhaha.. well, his mom gave him cash la.. so can say his mom chia la.. :D.
Then after dat went ronda ronda again b4 packin back to KL. Detoured again to Klang cos my friend wanted to yumcha with his friend. Was at sum cafe called Leo's if i'm not mistaken. Nuthin fancy i reckon. But it did have gellato ~ ! . Tats italian ice-cream to those who dont know. :P . So i orded d set meal dat had gellato as dessert.. But wtf, i couldnt chose d flavour i wanted !! But luckily it came out peach flavour. haha.. so kinda syok also :) .
Oh after dat, friends still wasnt full, so we went to selayang to eat nasi lemak. Well, they ate actually, i just watched them. So in d end reached back KL at around 2 am. Superbly fun weekend!! Unfortunetly i dont have a digi cam to take d pics of all d yummy food. >.< . Oh, not forgetting, the price.. is so worth it. dont think u can get that kinda price even in malacca let alone kl :P
The next day, play futsal again. Then nuthin much happend till today lo. Oh, be comin home this week. So anyone around gimme a holla aite. I'll get back to ya ;) . Gotta go lunch with dat girl again with tat housemate of mine again after this. Aihh.... Still waitin for my virus scannin to finish though. ><
As i'm very free now might as well tell a story eh? WARNING : may be abit too long and sumtimes emo or sumtimes emo-less (kejam :P). Yes this is related to my previous post.
Alright fastforward couple of weeks from dat incident of "ur-too-good-4-me" shit, actually found out that there were some unresolve issues with her and him, but one day they got d talkin and seems like everything was um.. resolved (Dont wanna get to d details... very messy stuff >.<). Everything seemed to be back to normal (IE everyone is friends again). So then i thought, since the last time i tried to win her heart, d fact dat she couldnt let go of d guy was d problem and that now things are all resolved, it would be ok rite?? So there i went again, stepping up to d batting plate for d second time (dats a baseball metaphore ok). So i asked indirectly and directly sumstuff la. Then this was wat she said (more or less) : " sorry but i dont seem to have 'dat' sort of feelings for u. i just treat u as a friend, good friend , etc". Then i said : " but i tot last time u said u had feelings 4 me as well? " . Her reply was swift : " Last time my mind was messed up with so many things, didnt think straigt". That was strike 2. Was not totally bummed out as i kinda expected it, well actually i didnt. But then, with these sorta things, gotta be abit realistic and leave some space for these things to happen rite?
Then knowin me, i agreed to be just as friends. But its hard isnt it, just being friends with someone u had feelings for. Hard to just sit across d table from her during lunch and smiling o laughing at her jokes when u still have a lil something for her but she doesn't see it since i've already agreed to be just friends and and told her i've dropped all those feelings for her. Oh well, gotta be d bigger person rite?? But IMHO, i dont think she has totally 'lepas-ed' her feelings for my friend yet. Can see it so clearly. And this is when i said to myself : " enough is enough, just drop her for now... Don't be stupid and play 3 wheel AGAIN (yes folks.. AGAIN!!!) " . So i guess i'll leave it all to fate (i believe we pave our own destiny) and just let things be if in future we can have sumthing, then great, if not, i wont sulk over it (points at someone :P).
Rite.. so if dat wasnt fucked up enough, heres another thing that got broken : My acoustic guitar!! Yes, my one thing with curves dat loves me and gives me comfort at my time of sadness and grief.... is broken!! chao ci bai goddamn muther fuckr!! ... -.-. My roommate accidently broke it. How? well, my guitar was placed beside my computer, and he wanted to shift d speakers cos it was blockin my DVD rom from openin. So as he was liftin d speaker (its a small speaker), he knocked my guitar down. He sempat lagi say "oh ur guitar fallin .. bang" .... he thought it wouldnt fall as it seemed.. But it did! and now the neck ( the part where the tuning is) is seriously cracked!! Cant play it anymore as d tension of d strings alone may just snap the neck into 2. And want to replace it also impossible as a guitar is 1 whole piece. So how? Ask him to replace?? He also not say got money. Smart ass got into a argument with his mom and now his mom refuse to bank in cash to him (at least dats wat i understand la). 600 bucks ok.. chao chibai.. wan me tell my dad?? Oh wait, u want me die ar? So until now, the issue is unresolved. At least i know he wont runaway back to sarawak cos he's still studyin so i guess still got time to settle.
So there, 2 fucked up stuff happens to me. But luckily, something happend at the end of dat week dat made my life oh so much better. One of my friends invited me and another housemate back to his hometown of Kuala Selangor to hang out, eat seafood and play futsal. And since i wasnt havin any plans, of cos i agreed (actually even if i did, i would've gone anyway). So last weekend, was away in KS, quite a small town actually. Seemed like my friend knows almost everyone there XD. Well, we left KL at around 2, went to Klang first cos he wanted to check if his car was ready from servicing. Apparently not, so we had tea at sum fancy kopitiam. Cant remember the name... Auntie Lim's was it? Reached KS at around 6, played futsal there till 9. My gosh.. only got 2 futsal courts there. hahaha.. Small town indeed. Oh well, nvm la..
Then after everyone bathed and was ready for dinner, we went to makan seafood at sum chinese restaurant. Lets see.. had fish, crab soup, frog's legs, squid and sum vege. Tell u it was absoultly delicious sial!! ka fan also not enuf to finish. hahha.. Friend belanja, so nvm lo.. haha.. and d icing on d cake was we watched MU beat Pompey 3-0 dat nite. hehehe.. After dinner, went jalan jalan in KS lo.. well many places to go la. So in d end we set up a table outside of my friends house. Put a few chairs up, put a few cans of beer in d ice bucket, and just chatted the night away, till around 6 am thn only sleep. hehe..
Next day, woke up at around 3 liao. Friend's mom asked him to take us go makan seafood again. But at a different place this time la. Jalan to get there abit complicated to explain.. belok here, corner there, pusing here, there.. then in d end ended up near d muara sungai and there stood this restaurant with aircon n all (note dat the houses we saw on d way was those old old type u'd expect to see in kampungs). And wat about d food?? If the dinner the night b4 was yummy, this was yummy x10 !!! Lets see, had grilled stingray (yes yes.. the type dat killed the Croc Hunter), grilled kembong fish i think. Fuh.. the chilli dat came with it was even more fantastic. Then had Tomyam prawns. The unique thing about this was it was served in a coconut!! B4 d dish came out, my friend said this was one of d restaurants signature dishes. And boy was he right!! 1 sulrp of d hot tomyam soup and i was in heaven!! walao.. sedap giler!~~~ . And the fact dat d prawns was fresh added to d delicousness to it. hehe... wat else.. had mussels. Don't usually eat this but it was too delicious to pass up. Luckily i didnt or i'd kill myself if i did. lol... Oh, got deep fried fish in sum starchy soup. Fantastic!! . The servings was so generous tat i didnt need to add rice summore !! And again.. my friend chia. ahhaha.. well, his mom gave him cash la.. so can say his mom chia la.. :D.
Then after dat went ronda ronda again b4 packin back to KL. Detoured again to Klang cos my friend wanted to yumcha with his friend. Was at sum cafe called Leo's if i'm not mistaken. Nuthin fancy i reckon. But it did have gellato ~ ! . Tats italian ice-cream to those who dont know. :P . So i orded d set meal dat had gellato as dessert.. But wtf, i couldnt chose d flavour i wanted !! But luckily it came out peach flavour. haha.. so kinda syok also :) .
Oh after dat, friends still wasnt full, so we went to selayang to eat nasi lemak. Well, they ate actually, i just watched them. So in d end reached back KL at around 2 am. Superbly fun weekend!! Unfortunetly i dont have a digi cam to take d pics of all d yummy food. >.< . Oh, not forgetting, the price.. is so worth it. dont think u can get that kinda price even in malacca let alone kl :P
The next day, play futsal again. Then nuthin much happend till today lo. Oh, be comin home this week. So anyone around gimme a holla aite. I'll get back to ya ;) . Gotta go lunch with dat girl again with tat housemate of mine again after this. Aihh.... Still waitin for my virus scannin to finish though. ><
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Why~~
Goddamn blogger didnt want me to blog is it.. been tryin to access tis webpage for hours but failed. Now only can. Fuck betul. --.- .
Things haven't been on the brightside lately... results jz came out.. MCB failed 1 subject again.. out of 5. But thats really not the main matter la. Urs truly got his heart broken again :( . Not once but twice in a couple of months. Well, the first 1 wasnt that bad, manage to get over it quite well. Although i'm still kinda upset la. But the 2nd one jz took the wind out of my sail.
I dont wanna elaborate on it la.. sakit kan hati nia. Long story short: i have feelings for her, she has feelings for sumone else. But after awhile, that someone else and her decided not to have feelings for each other anymore. But she still cant get over him. But at the same time, she did confess dat she had feelings for me. But she said i'm better off without her and she doesnt deserve a guy like me for the way i was treating her ( how was i treating her? If u ppl know me by now, u'd know how i treat girls already.. esp those i really like). So long story short like dat la. Now u probably be sayin to urselves : aiyo.. small matter only ma.. why so worked up ? Well, its not often i come across someone as special as this. Someone who really gets me, makes me happy.. those sorta stuff.. I would even go as far as sayin she may be the best of all my past gfs IF things would've gone the way i wanted to. =X
And if u all know me, this is not sumthing that happens often rite? so.. there u go.. still hung up about it. But i guess, as the sayin goes, times heal all wounds ? Duno la.. but i know this sayin though : Shit happens! . hahaha.. and shit certainly happend to me alright.
Oh, and what does it mean (besides 'I dont like u' in a nice way) when someone tells u : 'I dont deserve u' , or 'Ur too good for me' or both at the same time?? And why do ppl say that? I mean, isnt usually the case of " ur not good enuf for me" ? That i understand crystal clear la. But this? i find it very hard to accept. Mostly because, who are u to tell me u dont deserve me? n What makes u think i'm too good for u? .. sien.. Of cos i didnt say dat la.. but it jz makes u wanna say it if someone says tat to u eh?
Other then that, I'm just lookin forward to this weekends sporting events to take my mind of this. 3 BIG stuffs going on 1) Man United vs. Liverpool - THE match of the EPL before Chelski and Aresenal became a force. 2)Real Madrid vs Barcelona - with all the bad blood between d teams, only reason its not called a derby match is becos they are miles away from each other. And 3) The Brazillian GP - Micheal Schumachers final race before he retires from his illustrious career. He is THE most successful F1 drive in history. But i still hope Alonso wins larr. Gonna go McLaren next year ma :P
Hmm.. been goin to Hartamas quite often lately. And no, its not always Souled Out. Got tons of other interesting places. But so far only been to Hartamas Square and Uncle Dons' la.. hahahaha.. Will hope to try out newer places next time. Anyone wanna take me?? haha
So till the next time i blog (hopefully i wont be EMO again) , chiaoz n cheers!!
Things haven't been on the brightside lately... results jz came out.. MCB failed 1 subject again.. out of 5. But thats really not the main matter la. Urs truly got his heart broken again :( . Not once but twice in a couple of months. Well, the first 1 wasnt that bad, manage to get over it quite well. Although i'm still kinda upset la. But the 2nd one jz took the wind out of my sail.
I dont wanna elaborate on it la.. sakit kan hati nia. Long story short: i have feelings for her, she has feelings for sumone else. But after awhile, that someone else and her decided not to have feelings for each other anymore. But she still cant get over him. But at the same time, she did confess dat she had feelings for me. But she said i'm better off without her and she doesnt deserve a guy like me for the way i was treating her ( how was i treating her? If u ppl know me by now, u'd know how i treat girls already.. esp those i really like). So long story short like dat la. Now u probably be sayin to urselves : aiyo.. small matter only ma.. why so worked up ? Well, its not often i come across someone as special as this. Someone who really gets me, makes me happy.. those sorta stuff.. I would even go as far as sayin she may be the best of all my past gfs IF things would've gone the way i wanted to. =X
And if u all know me, this is not sumthing that happens often rite? so.. there u go.. still hung up about it. But i guess, as the sayin goes, times heal all wounds ? Duno la.. but i know this sayin though : Shit happens! . hahaha.. and shit certainly happend to me alright.
Oh, and what does it mean (besides 'I dont like u' in a nice way) when someone tells u : 'I dont deserve u' , or 'Ur too good for me' or both at the same time?? And why do ppl say that? I mean, isnt usually the case of " ur not good enuf for me" ? That i understand crystal clear la. But this? i find it very hard to accept. Mostly because, who are u to tell me u dont deserve me? n What makes u think i'm too good for u? .. sien.. Of cos i didnt say dat la.. but it jz makes u wanna say it if someone says tat to u eh?
Other then that, I'm just lookin forward to this weekends sporting events to take my mind of this. 3 BIG stuffs going on 1) Man United vs. Liverpool - THE match of the EPL before Chelski and Aresenal became a force. 2)Real Madrid vs Barcelona - with all the bad blood between d teams, only reason its not called a derby match is becos they are miles away from each other. And 3) The Brazillian GP - Micheal Schumachers final race before he retires from his illustrious career. He is THE most successful F1 drive in history. But i still hope Alonso wins larr. Gonna go McLaren next year ma :P
Hmm.. been goin to Hartamas quite often lately. And no, its not always Souled Out. Got tons of other interesting places. But so far only been to Hartamas Square and Uncle Dons' la.. hahahaha.. Will hope to try out newer places next time. Anyone wanna take me?? haha
So till the next time i blog (hopefully i wont be EMO again) , chiaoz n cheers!!
Friday, October 13, 2006
I'm on Wikipedia!!
Or may be not lar... anyway, noticed that Kenny Sia has his own page on Wikipedia that actually has his face on it! And im sure u ppl know what is Wikipedia rite?? if not then u're definatly livin in a shell la..
Anyways, out of curiosity (or boredom) , i decieded to key in MY name and see wat came out. To my surprise , ada juga my name inside!! But what does it say? u ppl go read here
Anyways, out of curiosity (or boredom) , i decieded to key in MY name and see wat came out. To my surprise , ada juga my name inside!! But what does it say? u ppl go read here
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