At lease that was wat i thought. But honestly, can say it helps about 60% la. But add that with playin futsal for 4 times in 7 days and u get it up to 90% in my case :D.
As i'm very free now might as well tell a story eh? WARNING : may be abit too long and sumtimes emo or sumtimes emo-less (kejam :P). Yes this is related to my previous post.
Alright fastforward couple of weeks from dat incident of "ur-too-good-4-me" shit, actually found out that there were some unresolve issues with her and him, but one day they got d talkin and seems like everything was um.. resolved (Dont wanna get to d details... very messy stuff >.<). Everything seemed to be back to normal (IE everyone is friends again). So then i thought, since the last time i tried to win her heart, d fact dat she couldnt let go of d guy was d problem and that now things are all resolved, it would be ok rite?? So there i went again, stepping up to d batting plate for d second time (dats a baseball metaphore ok). So i asked indirectly and directly sumstuff la. Then this was wat she said (more or less) : " sorry but i dont seem to have 'dat' sort of feelings for u. i just treat u as a friend, good friend , etc". Then i said : " but i tot last time u said u had feelings 4 me as well? " . Her reply was swift : " Last time my mind was messed up with so many things, didnt think straigt". That was strike 2. Was not totally bummed out as i kinda expected it, well actually i didnt. But then, with these sorta things, gotta be abit realistic and leave some space for these things to happen rite?
Then knowin me, i agreed to be just as friends. But its hard isnt it, just being friends with someone u had feelings for. Hard to just sit across d table from her during lunch and smiling o laughing at her jokes when u still have a lil something for her but she doesn't see it since i've already agreed to be just friends and and told her i've dropped all those feelings for her. Oh well, gotta be d bigger person rite?? But IMHO, i dont think she has totally 'lepas-ed' her feelings for my friend yet. Can see it so clearly. And this is when i said to myself : " enough is enough, just drop her for now... Don't be stupid and play 3 wheel AGAIN (yes folks.. AGAIN!!!) " . So i guess i'll leave it all to fate (i believe we pave our own destiny) and just let things be if in future we can have sumthing, then great, if not, i wont sulk over it (points at someone :P).
Rite.. so if dat wasnt fucked up enough, heres another thing that got broken : My acoustic guitar!! Yes, my one thing with curves dat loves me and gives me comfort at my time of sadness and grief.... is broken!! chao ci bai goddamn muther fuckr!! ... -.-. My roommate accidently broke it. How? well, my guitar was placed beside my computer, and he wanted to shift d speakers cos it was blockin my DVD rom from openin. So as he was liftin d speaker (its a small speaker), he knocked my guitar down. He sempat lagi say "oh ur guitar fallin .. bang" .... he thought it wouldnt fall as it seemed.. But it did! and now the neck ( the part where the tuning is) is seriously cracked!! Cant play it anymore as d tension of d strings alone may just snap the neck into 2. And want to replace it also impossible as a guitar is 1 whole piece. So how? Ask him to replace?? He also not say got money. Smart ass got into a argument with his mom and now his mom refuse to bank in cash to him (at least dats wat i understand la). 600 bucks ok.. chao chibai.. wan me tell my dad?? Oh wait, u want me die ar? So until now, the issue is unresolved. At least i know he wont runaway back to sarawak cos he's still studyin so i guess still got time to settle.
So there, 2 fucked up stuff happens to me. But luckily, something happend at the end of dat week dat made my life oh so much better. One of my friends invited me and another housemate back to his hometown of Kuala Selangor to hang out, eat seafood and play futsal. And since i wasnt havin any plans, of cos i agreed (actually even if i did, i would've gone anyway). So last weekend, was away in KS, quite a small town actually. Seemed like my friend knows almost everyone there XD. Well, we left KL at around 2, went to Klang first cos he wanted to check if his car was ready from servicing. Apparently not, so we had tea at sum fancy kopitiam. Cant remember the name... Auntie Lim's was it? Reached KS at around 6, played futsal there till 9. My gosh.. only got 2 futsal courts there. hahaha.. Small town indeed. Oh well, nvm la..
Then after everyone bathed and was ready for dinner, we went to makan seafood at sum chinese restaurant. Lets see.. had fish, crab soup, frog's legs, squid and sum vege. Tell u it was absoultly delicious sial!! ka fan also not enuf to finish. hahha.. Friend belanja, so nvm lo.. haha.. and d icing on d cake was we watched MU beat Pompey 3-0 dat nite. hehehe.. After dinner, went jalan jalan in KS lo.. well many places to go la. So in d end we set up a table outside of my friends house. Put a few chairs up, put a few cans of beer in d ice bucket, and just chatted the night away, till around 6 am thn only sleep. hehe..
Next day, woke up at around 3 liao. Friend's mom asked him to take us go makan seafood again. But at a different place this time la. Jalan to get there abit complicated to explain.. belok here, corner there, pusing here, there.. then in d end ended up near d muara sungai and there stood this restaurant with aircon n all (note dat the houses we saw on d way was those old old type u'd expect to see in kampungs). And wat about d food?? If the dinner the night b4 was yummy, this was yummy x10 !!! Lets see, had grilled stingray (yes yes.. the type dat killed the Croc Hunter), grilled kembong fish i think. Fuh.. the chilli dat came with it was even more fantastic. Then had Tomyam prawns. The unique thing about this was it was served in a coconut!! B4 d dish came out, my friend said this was one of d restaurants signature dishes. And boy was he right!! 1 sulrp of d hot tomyam soup and i was in heaven!! walao.. sedap giler!~~~ . And the fact dat d prawns was fresh added to d delicousness to it. hehe... wat else.. had mussels. Don't usually eat this but it was too delicious to pass up. Luckily i didnt or i'd kill myself if i did. lol... Oh, got deep fried fish in sum starchy soup. Fantastic!! . The servings was so generous tat i didnt need to add rice summore !! And again.. my friend chia. ahhaha.. well, his mom gave him cash la.. so can say his mom chia la.. :D.
Then after dat went ronda ronda again b4 packin back to KL. Detoured again to Klang cos my friend wanted to yumcha with his friend. Was at sum cafe called Leo's if i'm not mistaken. Nuthin fancy i reckon. But it did have gellato ~ ! . Tats italian ice-cream to those who dont know. :P . So i orded d set meal dat had gellato as dessert.. But wtf, i couldnt chose d flavour i wanted !! But luckily it came out peach flavour. haha.. so kinda syok also :) .
Oh after dat, friends still wasnt full, so we went to selayang to eat nasi lemak. Well, they ate actually, i just watched them. So in d end reached back KL at around 2 am. Superbly fun weekend!! Unfortunetly i dont have a digi cam to take d pics of all d yummy food. >.< . Oh, not forgetting, the price.. is so worth it. dont think u can get that kinda price even in malacca let alone kl :P
The next day, play futsal again. Then nuthin much happend till today lo. Oh, be comin home this week. So anyone around gimme a holla aite. I'll get back to ya ;) . Gotta go lunch with dat girl again with tat housemate of mine again after this. Aihh.... Still waitin for my virus scannin to finish though. ><
