Saturday, October 29, 2005

Well, Deepa-Raya is comin soon, but i wont be here to celebrate it tis yr. which means no capati, no tosai, no kari kambing that i drool over soo much, no ketupat, no lemang, no rendang :( .. why? cos i'll be goin to shanghai(yes maypin, shanghai, NOT tibet!! :P) tis holidays! :D. i'll be in china for 1 week, which means it'll take up all the festive season here. haha.. and also i have to skip 3 days of class!. hehe.

So i guess i wont be bloggin or goin on9 for a week!! and i doubt i'd get any free internet access over there, cos apart from shanghai, i'll be tourin to some rural areas looking at mountains and scenery....sigh.. im not 1 who really appreciates nature.. but i wont mind my perspective being changed though. however, i will be bringing my mp3 player to keep me company just incase i get bored out of my mind!!. oh FYI, urs truely here has never, i repeat NEVER sat on an airplane b4 (there something about me u dont know!). so as 1 would put it, it'll be my 'virgin' flight..wahahaha.. somehow i cant get the kinkiness out of my mind whn i think about it,hahaha.

well, on tis trip i hope to get some nice pics so that i can update my frenster page (which photos are soo outdated..:P) and i heard that the shoes here are really cheap, esp nike and adidas brands. so i hope to come back wif at least 1 pair of new sneakers! hmmm.. what else there is cheap and good eh.. have no idea , guess i'll just have to go n see.. as for souviners, i'll see what i can dig up thats nice la. oh, and i heard that it'll be the end of autumn and beginning of winter, so it should be cold.. and i do hope to see snow!. unlike lip who must be sick of it by now...hehehe..

ok, nuff bout tht, more updates on my trip whn i get back or if i have a chance of goin on9 there. i have something thats been bugging me for a week now. ever had that feeling where u think that u did something wrong that might offend someone, and the only thing is, ur not the one who did it directly. and u want to say sorry, but have no idea wat for or why? . but u know theres something wrong cos that person u use to have conversations wif suddenly just stop conversing wif ya, just like that ? confusing eh..

well, my prob is (i shall not go into detail cos sked wait i make a big fuss out of nuthin, thn i'l be in real shit!) theres tis person, see, and we just got to know each other recently.. n things were goin fine.. chatted on9, frenster msg, and even sms lately (if ur wonderin is tis my new crush, the answers 'no', cos its still toooooo early)... thn 1 nite while on9 rite, (n just FYI, my hostel net connection always cuts of every 1 hour, and have to reconnect again ourselves...) so that person was typin something tht i asked la, thn mana la tau, ngam ngam, the net refresh and i dint get d msg. n u know la msn takes a very long time to refresh itself.. so i didnt know i was not signed in even whn my status was on9.. so tiu lo. whn reconnect, i asked the question again hoping she din send anything while the connection thing was happenin. and she gave a very very short answer, and the nxt line, almost immediatly, was 'goodbye n gnite' . n i was like wtf... but i cant take things to deep rite, cos were just still frens.. well, i dont know if can consider frns not,cos nvr meet in person b4. thn bout n hour l8er, being the type of person that i am, i just send a sms to say sry if i did anything to offend her la.. but the worse situation followed after that... nono, she didnt fire me, that would be ok, cos at least i know shes mad, but there was no reply at all.. not for a day, not even till today..

i mean, im fine la if she dun want to cht wif me or wat so ever n e more (im being hypothetical) but at least let me know so that we dont end on a sour note rite... even as frens.. knowing me, i hate to leave things unfinished.. wats the word... i need closure ..hahaha... i mean at least let me know something, good or bad.. the worse is tis, not knowin anything.. so now im stuck.. i dont realy know wat to do..(yea, surprising rite, since i the one who often gives advice on situations like tis).. well, its not ur average situation.. its like, we're not close enuf for me to bring out the big guns nor are we just acquainted for me to just forget tis person and pass it on. so can say tht tis is a new situation la. haiz...

oh well, guess id just tell her sry again n that im goin off tis week and maybe i'll think of doin somethin whn i get back.. but for now, ManU are playin so i'll sign off here and be back in bout a weeks time

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

The Monday blues... dont we all have it. well, mine was especially blue today... mainly cos of 2 things... 1) my exam results... i totally screwd up big time.. how big? lets say i KO more thn a few la. guess from now on must really wake up and study huh.. that really is a shot in the arm from me. felt really bad.. u know, the feeling u get whn u fail to achive something, and u feel like u've let everyone down.. something like that la.

but luckly i remembered tis really chun cartoon ' Happy Tree Friends'.. so decided to search for it and dl to watch. and surprisingly, watching pure cartoon volience did lift my mood up considerably. haha.. *can haer may pin saying : sadist sadist!* ... dl-ed a whole bunch.. should keep me entertained for the next half to 1 hour i guess..

and the second sucky thing that happend today was, my com kena virus.. and it was spread from msn!! ... thankfully i searched it up on the net, but that was after my itchy hands click the 'ok' button.. hahaah.. it was a good thing aslo that the person who sent me the virus unknowingly warned me later on. but that was 2 late liao.. so, begininning to freak out.. but luckly the tech support on the net is pretty effective.. and the virus was reported several days earlier. so after several hours of tweakin and searching.. i finally solved the problem. i think la. oh and the way the virus spreads itself is by tis msg " haha, is this really you? http://messengertools.org/msn.php?session= (some random numbers)user= (ur email address)" so if u recieve tis msg from any of ur frens, including me, dont click on it, and dont be scared, it only activates whn u click on it and download some thing..

oh and to top off this blue blue monday it started rainin heavily in the evenin and it still is now.. but as the saying goes, every grey cloud has a silver lining rite? well, mine today so happend to be the Happy Tree Friends and an unsuspected msg from someone (dont want to eleborate cos dont want to make something out of nuthin eh).. oh well, guess its back to Happy Tree Friends.. *in the HTF tone* ~lalalalalala lalalalala.. lala lalala lalalala la lalalala~ hahaha

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Do you believe in the stars? and that who we are, our triats, our personalities are all written sumwhere up in the galaxy? i used to be higly sceptic about tis, until i read this from some of the friendster bulletins circulating around... and i find this to be pretty accurate about me too!!.. well, most parts la, some of it must be judge by the second or 3rd person's view la and some i havent find out about myself either...:

AQUARIUS
Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in a long relationship. Extremly energetic.
Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers.

JANUARY
Stubborn. Ambitiousa and serious. Loves to teach and be tought. Never look at peoples flaws or weaknesses. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tense. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illness but prone to colds. Loving and loyal. Loves children. Has great social abilities. Money cautious, can budget successfully.

well, after reading this, i'm surprised to find out that at least 70% of wat is said, is pretty true about the person i am. and the most accurate thing and aslo the most wierdest is that i am resistant to other illness but damn easily get colds!.. really, i seldom come down with fever or food poisoing, etc. but cold is something i get rather 2 often!.. haha.. the other 30% is up to other ppl to judge and tell me. and for me to find out myself.. however, i do remain a sceptic about all the 'written in the stars' mumbo jumbo, but i am now less a scepctic, much much less..
i'm so freakin bored.. no transport to watch football ...haizz.. so might as well do tis :

Ten years ago i was...
at the age of 9, still inoccent, still fat. didnt know anything about football then, or neither was i interested in girls. all i knew was playing 'galah panjang' , 'ceper' wif budak budak at my skol and watchin cartoons. use to give teachers quite alot of problems cos damn lazy to hand up homework. tis is the year i started to pick up taekwondo. haha..

Five years ago i was...
at the ripe age of 14, this is when i begin mixing wif the ppl that i know until now, esp the bebudak melaka clan. started cursing like no tomorrow, haha.. learn new words almost everyday! this has to be the most relaxed year of secondary skol, had no worries, no commitments . didnt give a shit about skol work..and due to that , was my last year in the 1st class.. hehe.. i still remember playing football every evening at the field , starting as early as 4 pm till it got dark. then it was only us, now, its contaminated wif malays... ahha..still givin teachers problems by not handing up homework...

One year ago i was...
at the legal age of 18, my first year here at TARc. had abit of a cultral shock.. cos 90% if the students here speak mandrin as their 1st language. so with my limited mandrin skills, i was still able to survive la. thankfully. almost everyone i know are at different unis/colleges, one went to russia. ; been in a total of 2 relationships by the end of that year.. both ended.. one i had my heart broken..nono, shattered ; the other, i broke her heart , not proud of it but oh well, wat to do, lifes not fair. got my very own and first laptop and handphone. begin to play DotA.

Yesterday i was...
19 years , 8 months and dunno how many days. sorta happy wif my life. still single, i think i might even get tru 1 yr being single!.. beginning to think more maturely about stuff.. i tihnk so la. counseling one of my 'heng tai', u know who u r ;). ; playing football in my hostel block and broke a flourecent light!! haha.. smoke came out of it.. haha... luckly no one was hurt by the glass or from inhaling the gas ; beginning to get addicted to naruto. haha

Five snacks i enjoy:
1. pringles sour cream n onion
2. mamee monster
3. oreos
4. tim tams
5. m&ms

Five songs that i know all the words to:
1. Hotel California (The Eagles) [i can even play the whole song as well!]
2. She Hates Me (Puddle of Mudd)
3. Numb (Linkin Park)
4. Sk8er Boi (Avril Lavigne)
5. Time of Your Life (Greenday)

Five bad habits:
1. using the 4 letter word in almost every sentence
2. laziness
3. jelousy (not often)
4. forgetfullness
5. sleeping in class!

Five biggest joys:
1. when i got my laptop
2. being sport house captian (although we didnt get 1st, but it was still gr8 fun)
3. when i could officialy drive with a licence
4. when i got my electic guitar
5. when i made friends with the ppl that i know now and still hang out with (tis has to be the
biggest of em all)

Five favourite toys (when i was yourger):
1. my ninja turtle collection ( i had all 4 turtles plus 3 baddies!!)
2. my remote controlled car
3. my lego collection.. loads of em
4. my ernie & bert puppets when i was 5!
5. my wolverine action figure

Five places i would runaway to:
1. my room
2. on top of bukit beruang
3. the dead end over looking a paddy field in bukit beruang
4. the field at tmn sentosa
5. the sandy beaches of malibu

Five things i would never wear:
1. womens clothing
2. lingerie
3. tight fitting tees like Simon Cowell
4. anything wif pink as its main color
5. bell bottoms (they're so yesterday to me)

Five favourite tv shows:
1. The OC
2. One Tree Hill
3. The Shield
4. CSI : LV, NY
5. South Park

Five fictional characters i would date:
1. Marissa Cooper ( Micha Barton-The OC)
2. Danielle (Elisha Cuthbert - The Girl Next Door)
3. Peyton Sawyer (Hilarie Burton - One Tree Hill)
4. Sam (Jessica Alba - Into The Blue)
5. Haruno Sakura (Naruto)

Five people i tag to do this:
1. Lynnie cuzz
2. leonie
3. wei nie
4. daryl
5. khai lip

Friday, October 21, 2005

First, a moment of silence for our late First Lady Datin Endon '..........................................................................................................................................................................'

ok, well, dint blog much tis week cos basicly, there was nuthin much to blog about.. haha.. a preety boring week shall i say. no dota.. yeap.. havent played dota here since monday.. and its friday oledi. ohh... but i did manage to catch a few movies.. umm. 4 actually, no, 5 , but i got damn bored during the first 5 min that i switch it off.. hahaha..

lets see, the 1st movie i saw tis week was the Transporter 2. for those who didnt catch the 1st movie, no worries, theres nutin similar between the both of em, except the transporter himself and his french buddy.. the main plot of the show is some baddy is trying to wipe out the entire anti narcotics body from the northern hemisphere by some bio tech weapon by infecting the son of one of the ppl involved.. basicly theres nuthin much about the drugs thing, just plenty other stuff.. fighting lo.. . over all, id say this show is worth the watch , although some of the action scenes are fake to the max.. its like, how can he be so damn accurate and lucky??!!.. haha.. oh btw, my nokia 7200 did make an appearance in the movie!! the second time after "War of The Worlds"! (okok, not MINE, but the same model la)..

next up is "the sound of thunder" , which basicly sux.. dunno.. i copied the dvd onto my HD to watch, but after just 5 min, i got so freakin bored, i closed the damn thing.. dunno la, maybe no mood that day kot, and from the reviews i got from friends, it totally sux... maybe whn im bored out of my mind i might take a look at it again.. hahaahah...

well, things could only get better after tht, and it did, next up : Goal! .. well, like the newspaper reviews put it : a typical rags to riches kinda story .. and IMHO, it is a pretty cool movie, and im damn jelous siot.. the main actor can do all sorts of skills wif the ball after just few months of training, and i cant even do it after dunno how many years.. hahaha.. yea, there were cameos by the Real Madrid players.. a total time of id say.. 4 mins max.. wif becks of cos takin most of the light.. haha.. ohh. and the part of the story i kinda enjoy was thier british accent.. my god, damn pekat siot.. like kopi kao kao kao!! haha.. esp those ppl from the north east of england.. haha.. can barely understand.. some of my frens who were watchin wif me really didnt understand a word that was muttered..haha. had to slowly translate for thm.. id give tht show a 7/10 (the xtra 1 rating is cos im a footie fan).

well, the next movie i saw was 'Doom'.. and this i did go to the cinema at times square.. and to my surprise, it was only 6 bucks!!! well, that was after student rate la.. but ori price aslo 8 nia. like malacca.. and its the premiere as well! haha.. all i can say is that the show rocks cos it has the rock innit!!.. haha.. and there is a slight twist to the plot in the end.. there's aslo a part where the camera angle turns first person.. so its like playing the game itself!! kewl.. and on a monster screen summore.. hahah...

after movie, went sungai wang and low yat plaza.. and i have to admit, its my first time here after 1 yr being in kl *^_^* . and its a freakin big place.. hehe...

ok, i hear ppl shouting to play dota.... finally

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Well, they say u've never experience kl until u've experienced its weather rite?? or was it the traffic jam.. anyways, went to mid valley wif the guys from my block to watch some cantonese show by andy lau (see, i've broaden my perspective on things),' wait till ur older ' .. the show wasnt that bad.. but wasnt worth my 11 bucks if u ask me.. and i feel sorry for the girl in the movie, v pretty, but kinda sad end 4 her...

anyways the weather was freekin hot when we left, as in was sweating even in the car on the way to the lrt. .. once we were there, i noticed that mid valley had sprouted a few new shops.. one of which was a new guitar shop.. right beside the McD near GSC there, damn impressive... from the outside.. cos i didnt get to go in :(, being wif this bunch of ppl... and saw some nice shirts at tropicana.. and 3pointsix. i think i'll go there again sometime soon alone.. maybe next weekend or wat. n just jln jln.. really wanna check out that guitar shop, cos thinkin of getting a new acoustic guitar..hehe.. my sis kononnyer wanna start guitar lessons , so i guess i'll give her my classical one n get meself a new 1 hhaha..

anyways, basicly wat we did at the mall was just movie, lunch, jlan abit, n balik.. and whn we arrived back at wangsa, thats near my college around 5 pm, it started to rain heavy giler. noted that it was still bright n shiny whn we got oout of mid valley bout half n hour earlier. luckly my fren has a car. so that part selamat la... but the rain got so heavy that it tripped the electric in my hostel bloc..damn.. its always my block.. and the rain was stil too heavy to call the guard to switch it on again.. so had no choice but to sleep.. wanted to on9, but the freakin server got shut down.. due to the thunder storm.

by the time i woke up it was nearly 8... power was back on , thank god 4 that, and it just drizzled lightly. but the freakin thing was the net was down. damn tu lan sial.. it was down till about 11 pm.. thn finally la can on9.. n luckly too.. oh.. theres alot of things being broken in my hostel la, just feel like tellin off the management one of these days .. lets see, water dispenser rosak la, shower head hilang la, toilet lock rosakla.. my god.. the things that go wrong here.. un fuckin believeable..

dunno la, i aslo lemah d.. wanna go sleep 1st.. might go watch footie later.. see how la..

Thursday, October 13, 2005

WOnder why

haha.. ok this is my second post in quick succession.. cos theres something thats been bugging me for quite awhile now and i still cant think of why it is.. well, thing is, everytime whn i chat wif ppl (usually frens that i've not seen for sometime), one of the first questions (the other being how are u) that they will ask me is : hows ur girlfriend or do u have a girlfriend?
so, the thing thats bugging me is, am i the type of guy who is seen as one who is always attached to someone ?? nono, dont get me wrong, not that im angry or anything.. i'm just puzzled as to why nia... whats so.. about me that makes ppl ponder that question to me?.. is it flattering? i dunt know, maybe a lil .. if i have a girl.. haha.. as 4 now, i guess i'm contempt wif the single life.. and lets just say, after 2 relationships, i've learned alot like wat to do and wat to expect and wat not to.. but not that i would turn down the chance if THE near perfect one comes by. i say near perfect, cos no one is perfect rite... so have to settle for whats best that i can get. and if , say la, if there is a perfect someone for me or anyone else, wont it be kinda boring? haha.. i think it would..
anyways, guess this issue will be bugging my mind for sometime... btw, kelly clarkson's new song - Because of You is freakin nice IMHO.. cant get it out of my head :))

I'm Baaackkk!!....with a sucky sem coming up!

well,this can be noted as my first official post so.. hurray!! haha... lets see, one week of classes have just flown by (with the exception of tomorrows lecture which is the only class for tomorrow) and i have to say it is getting harder ... much harder. and wats worse, the tutorials for my division (School of Technology) starts on the first week!!.. FYI, usually tutuorials in my college starts only on the second week.. and this sem, only SOT have to start on the first week... so naturally i missed mondays classes.. hehe.. i'll be taking 6 subjects this yr.. real sucky... plus 2 of them consist of 5 credit hours. Oh, my timetable isnt any better either.. i have 8am classes for 3days in a row! and wats worse, two of those days my classes end at 6 , with only two 1 hour breaks inbetween!! which leaves friday free. and wats worse, my monday time table starts at 10am :'( ... which means i have to come back on sunday...
on the brightside, i've finally suscribed to the wireless access here... cos i cant take being in the online wilderness any more!!... its only 58 bucks a month and im sharing with 2 other ppl.. so ok la.. so this means seeing me more online then usual.. hehehe.. gift or curse? haha. well, its b'cos of that that i decided to start blogging again.
this week, surprisingly i had only one nite of dota-ing wif my hostel mates. which is a surprise since we dota everynite for about 2-3 games.. even on exam week!!.. haha.. but the weekend is comin up, so .. guess thats about to change.. looking 4ward to this weekend cos its the final race of the F1 season.. with just 2 points seperating the top 2 teams.. intresting sport f1 is, i just happen to have too much free time that i decided to go and look at the official site and check out f1 in depth, and i have to say, its a really really complex sport. everything is down to the smallest of milimeters , a minute error can cost a team millions of dollars on and off the race track. preety cool eh!:) .. if its possible, i might chose to study automotive engineering in the future... haha.. well , thats just an IF..
well, other then that, its been a quite so-so week la.. i cant use p2p here, so i'll be getting my mp3's from those who generous enuf to share wif me la.. :) hehe.. btw, construction is still ongoing on my blog so expect minor changes in times to come k.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Out Of The Shadows

Well, its been a long long time since i last blogged... and damn, this new blogging process is painstaking... lucky for me its still the beginning of the sem, so i have time to tinker n tweak wif it, so expect changes often..and a major thanks to May pin for helping me wif this.. i'm a total noobie whn it comes to html coding.. hahaha...
i guess this blog will be more or less the same as my previous blogs (i.e. plenty of ranting, excessive cursing, givin credit where credit is due, advicing ppl, etc). And i guess i'll not be blogging that often cos sometimes theres nutin to blog about.. so.. will blog when theres interesting things happenin.. other than that, happy reading i guess :)..