Well, Deepa-Raya is comin soon, but i wont be here to celebrate it tis yr. which means no capati, no tosai, no kari kambing that i drool over soo much, no ketupat, no lemang, no rendang :( .. why? cos i'll be goin to shanghai(yes maypin, shanghai, NOT tibet!! :P) tis holidays! :D. i'll be in china for 1 week, which means it'll take up all the festive season here. haha.. and also i have to skip 3 days of class!. hehe.
So i guess i wont be bloggin or goin on9 for a week!! and i doubt i'd get any free internet access over there, cos apart from shanghai, i'll be tourin to some rural areas looking at mountains and scenery....sigh.. im not 1 who really appreciates nature.. but i wont mind my perspective being changed though. however, i will be bringing my mp3 player to keep me company just incase i get bored out of my mind!!. oh FYI, urs truely here has never, i repeat NEVER sat on an airplane b4 (there something about me u dont know!). so as 1 would put it, it'll be my 'virgin' flight..wahahaha.. somehow i cant get the kinkiness out of my mind whn i think about it,hahaha.
well, on tis trip i hope to get some nice pics so that i can update my frenster page (which photos are soo outdated..:P) and i heard that the shoes here are really cheap, esp nike and adidas brands. so i hope to come back wif at least 1 pair of new sneakers! hmmm.. what else there is cheap and good eh.. have no idea , guess i'll just have to go n see.. as for souviners, i'll see what i can dig up thats nice la. oh, and i heard that it'll be the end of autumn and beginning of winter, so it should be cold.. and i do hope to see snow!. unlike lip who must be sick of it by now...hehehe..
ok, nuff bout tht, more updates on my trip whn i get back or if i have a chance of goin on9 there. i have something thats been bugging me for a week now. ever had that feeling where u think that u did something wrong that might offend someone, and the only thing is, ur not the one who did it directly. and u want to say sorry, but have no idea wat for or why? . but u know theres something wrong cos that person u use to have conversations wif suddenly just stop conversing wif ya, just like that ? confusing eh..
well, my prob is (i shall not go into detail cos sked wait i make a big fuss out of nuthin, thn i'l be in real shit!) theres tis person, see, and we just got to know each other recently.. n things were goin fine.. chatted on9, frenster msg, and even sms lately (if ur wonderin is tis my new crush, the answers 'no', cos its still toooooo early)... thn 1 nite while on9 rite, (n just FYI, my hostel net connection always cuts of every 1 hour, and have to reconnect again ourselves...) so that person was typin something tht i asked la, thn mana la tau, ngam ngam, the net refresh and i dint get d msg. n u know la msn takes a very long time to refresh itself.. so i didnt know i was not signed in even whn my status was on9.. so tiu lo. whn reconnect, i asked the question again hoping she din send anything while the connection thing was happenin. and she gave a very very short answer, and the nxt line, almost immediatly, was 'goodbye n gnite' . n i was like wtf... but i cant take things to deep rite, cos were just still frens.. well, i dont know if can consider frns not,cos nvr meet in person b4. thn bout n hour l8er, being the type of person that i am, i just send a sms to say sry if i did anything to offend her la.. but the worse situation followed after that... nono, she didnt fire me, that would be ok, cos at least i know shes mad, but there was no reply at all.. not for a day, not even till today..
i mean, im fine la if she dun want to cht wif me or wat so ever n e more (im being hypothetical) but at least let me know so that we dont end on a sour note rite... even as frens.. knowing me, i hate to leave things unfinished.. wats the word... i need closure ..hahaha... i mean at least let me know something, good or bad.. the worse is tis, not knowin anything.. so now im stuck.. i dont realy know wat to do..(yea, surprising rite, since i the one who often gives advice on situations like tis).. well, its not ur average situation.. its like, we're not close enuf for me to bring out the big guns nor are we just acquainted for me to just forget tis person and pass it on. so can say tht tis is a new situation la. haiz...
oh well, guess id just tell her sry again n that im goin off tis week and maybe i'll think of doin somethin whn i get back.. but for now, ManU are playin so i'll sign off here and be back in bout a weeks time
